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Monday, March 30, 2009

Anonymous

Woo..

Woke up quite late...
ish..
i waste my morning..
tsk tsk..

hmm..
i just cant wait to start my driving course.
i know, i a lil laggie from behind..but who cares..
lol!
join me for the course kay...
=D


Happy Surfing!

~A.B Kin~




I wanna know your name...
Why u have to be
Anonymous . . .

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Close your Eyes

Oh yes..
Earth day eh..
did you people join in ?
switch off the lights from 8-9..

how cool.

yeah..
came back to camp.
the first thing we see is darkness.
heheh..
Earth day..

Ya..
Earth day.
The only thing i remember for Earth day is,
its the day i sign out in darkness,
wear my polo-t and jeans in darkness,
pack my stuff into bag in darkness,
getting ready to book out in darkness.
and yea..
nearly wore my shirt, the other way round- buttons behind.
wore my socks, inside out..
cool..
blum lagi kai boxer terbalik..
or wear one boot, one shoe to book out..
how clever...

restroom je, bukak lampu sikit.
to prevent myself peeing all over the place or get my foot stuck in the toilet bowl,
its better that way.

at least i play my part in Earth Day. =D
bt, all these shitty2 stuff that happen, because we are rushing to go home.
lol.
mcm nugget...

Happy Surfing!
~A.B Kin~



Close your eyes,
Dry your tears.
`Coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here...
...in my arms

Monday, March 23, 2009

Haircut

Rambut dah mcm rocker...
Haha..
Potong taknak potong?
Potong jela...
Tonite,
Gonna lekat dpn tv, watch prison break..
Fuh...
Alas...

Wahahaha..
Kay..
I wasnt suppose to be here..
I gonna revamp tis webbie..

Happy surfin!
~a.b 'kin'~

P.s
Dok dok.
Mcm sendok.
Gmbr baik kepe, dok..

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Family Outs

Been days.

Last week my com crashed again...
After recovering, it crashed again..
Dammit..

Before i got time to repair, i have to report back to camp.
so , left the computer like tat for the week.
MY bros already gotten their OWN laptop so there arent any problems.
even though i have my second desktop, they still used my desktop though.
coz why?
more programmes and software installed..tats why..
the other one? (if u can see my 2nd cpu hidden at the bottom left hand corner, untouched for months)
i nvr update it up..
nvrmind.
they have their own now...
SO BOTH ARE MINE!! muahahaHAHA!

kay..
crapz..








I've been seeing this screen for days already...
tsk tsk..








Nevermind.
I've repair it..
alhamdulilah...

today, was our family day out..
not so bad after all..

Went out with friends..
Then planning to meet her in town for a while.
i went to eat..
dunnoe la where miss sue go.
kata nak teman..
last2 aku mkn sendiri..
hahaha..

takpe2...
u know la eh..
hahaha...

it was nearly 1900 hours..
suppose to meet with my family.
walk her to the train station, her friend (bestie?) went off first.
i siam to vivo, after she board her own train to north..

Watch with family,
Bloody Valentine...3D.

Movie show not bad..
but to me,
i think this is like a remake of Friday the 13th.
except storyline is different ah..
but, mcm sama....

other than the irritating sex scene which is ,tak kene pade masenye,
the 3D effect of the movie is kind of interesting..
go check it out urself la..
mls nak ckp lebih2..
i am not a movie critic..
i am business-minded je..
cheh!





Bodyguards of Her for life

bodyguard lagi satu kerje daaa..
night shift..













Muke daku cramp sedikit pasal terkentot....
..i think ah..












all three wore glasses...
interestingatolatigator!



Happy Surfing!
~A.B 'Burn' Kin~
a.k.a Sergeant ABs

Friday, March 20, 2009

Shine

One word: shagged.
Fulamak smlm...
Fuh..

Tomorrow 21st..
Saturday wo.
Hope it goes well as we have plan.....
=D

~A.b 'burn' kin~


P.s. I cant keep shut. Let me say:
Dah semakin slimmer eh u..
Cheh...
Pic taken where?
Esplanade? =)

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Disappear?

Busy with life...

On a personal project.
Under planning stage.

I wanna spent more time with family.
And the ones , love..

May update or probably never.

Got my number or email/msn to get through me.

Bye peeps!

~A. B. 'Burn' Kin ~




It's deserving to shower love to someone whom deserve to be loved.

Attraction doesnt comes just like that.
It comes from within.
You can't make someone love you.


To like someone, is because you want her, you want to love her.
For urself.
To love her not for her.
Its because, it is you, yourself you want to love. And do things wat u should to someone deserving.


Some may have said i've change.
No.
Its not me.
Its not you.
I am wat i am.
I treat everyone the same.
Fuck it with the gentleman thing.
Respect is more deserving

Dun be a 'wuss'.
Remember.

Tak paham?
Pening?
'wat talking u?'

Cari la jawapan nye sendiri. . .
;)

(Additio nal post)
My phone jam.
Too much messages.
I scroll to delete my inbox messages.
Cant believe
Up till late november's msgs still there..
Well.
Tis particular msg sent by someone caught my eye:

Eh bakar, ku(lu) da ade matair, buat mcm org ade matair bleh? Lu nk kacau matair aku apa pasal?

Matair?
Oh ya.
Matair ngn cik bedah jual sayur tinggal sebela blok je.
Nak kenal2 ngan member2 dier?
Cun belako uu.....

Matair wak lu..

Aku Kena hang siot.
Aku terkucir.(takut la kan) =0
Then..

Yo bakar. Gua berbual dgn lu la. Lu jgn berbual dgn gua peh matair yg bohong pasal gua la.

I dun understand why he saying his matair tipu sal dier.
Typo kot.
Next..

Haha. Kau tipu number 1 ehk bakar. Amcm nk cuba gua ke per?

Ni part, aku tergolek dari katil.
Cute pe kau.
Lol..
Sejak bile dpt ranking ni?
Tipu?
Kau suami aku?
Aduhai.
SUNGGUH Lucu hang eh.
Cuba apo?
Nak cuba kuti kuti kot.
Ke main oh-ya-peh-ya-som?

I cant believe i even get the knowns to find out more bout him.
Kena threaten on da phone mah.
[conversation not here]

Before he wanna do anitin to me or my family, i step up my security.
within his whereabouts and where he step on this land kena chop n monitored.
Cuba cuba...

Cuba la..


Fikir2, lama2
Just a waste of time dealing with him.
As long as i am not in the wrong, why find fault?
Rite?
But, still tat individual kene chop already.

Lagipun,
Klakar la the way he threathen me.
Hoho.
Cute la kau.
Jadi matair aku leh?
Lol!

Kay2.
Cite yg da
Lepas since 23rd nov at 2109 hours.
Detail eh?
Haha.
Taknak jadi bxxtxxd.
Yg dah lepas, lepas.
Cume teringat je, terbace msg dier.

Waduh.
Mcm2 ah.

Anyway...
Knowing tat someone i know, going through emotional hell,
Chill kay girl.

Its crazy,
When things like tis happen.
U falling in love with him, suddenly.....

Just move.
Tat kind, not worth chasing anymore.
U know urself.
Ade looks wat.
Panda eyes hang.
Mata comel loteh.
Senyuman tetap ade, dah baik.
you are beautiful within inside u.
Cuter if u cut ur hair short. Ho!
2 ponytails okay gak.
Cute short ur fringe, straight.
Wear big round glasses.
Fulamak!
Cun nye.
Bnyk approach kaunye.
=0
Heheheh.
Kay kay.

U know urself.
There are others who is interested to be with u.
Anyway, dun be fast to fall in love.
Give ample time wen u are with ur partner.
Dun kill ur emotion inside by falling in love fast.
Suicide namenye.
Cheer up okay girl.

Yg lagi seorang.
U know i said somethings to you.
Throw it aside.
Just crapping with u.
U wanna be with someone but, never go like the way u want it.
Still, there are others who wanted u but not the one u wanted...

Well.
...
Attraction doesnt come just like tat.
Rite?


'i wanna search,
But its hard'...
Hard hang.

Bnyk cantik.

Bermillions out there.
Like fish in the sea.
Pi la cari.
Ape susah.

Susah sngt, pi pasar.
Pilih la.
Beraneka warna ade.
Pilih Ah hong yg jual ikan tenggiri kat pasar bedok okay jugak pe.
Cucu Towkay tu...

Pilih..
Hard?
Nvr try enough.
Tats why.

Bebudak aku dah ade yg berkenan ngan kau dah.
Tapi takan la kau nak kan..

Well.
Attraction doesnt
Come just like tat...

=)

Good luck lookin'
Sampai dpt.
Stay happy ajela okay.

Just random thoughts tonite, yo.

Good nite ladies n gentlemen!

Mayb i'll be back here?
After Ord?
See la how.

*smilesmile*
Dun be down2.
Sakit hati diri sendiri buat pe.
Ada btui?
Happy happy okay.
Smile!

~a. b.'burn' Kin a.k.a
Sergeant Abs~




~kau tau betapa ku sayang padamu.
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti.
Hanya takdir menentukan ia.
[belaian jiwa]
Kata kataku
Membelai jiwamu~

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Feel Back

Cheer up.
Take moments to recover.
The feelings is normal.
It will come back, like how u want it to be.
like how it used to be..



cheers from me!!
... feel the song playing

~A B Kin~






p.s
You feel me?
I feel you..
its ain't me.
It's all about youu.

Feel this song..
sing along..(song playing)

brighten up your day..
don't look back.
you will get it your way.
like how you want it back.

you know..

hate
to see u cry.
u know you are able.
not to let it go by..


don't be down
till how long
u wanna be like this?
don't shapeshift ur face
go oblong.


girl like you
he won't

it will come back.
like how u want it back.
take the time for both to heal.
don't you crack...
yet..

girl,

be strong.
you know you are

he'll be back...
like how u want it,
...sealed


I feel you..
its ain't me.
It's all about youu.

Feel this song..
sing along..(song playing)

brighten up your day..
don't look back.
you will get it your way.
like how you want it back.

it'll be back...

Copyright © 2009
creator: Burn


it just came... =)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Recovery

Here goes...

Some pics i took during that visit to my aunts house.


si kakak dier.. segan silu..haha



I guess you peeps have to tilt ur head a lil to look at the pics..
My photo editor face some problem so, i cant edit..
still...
its the same..


The eldest(when she is younger)



The second...
She is the bubbly one among the rest...
say, she look thinner than usual...
Insya'allah, semoga dier pulih cepat..


The certificate she received after the Ops.



The Third..
The professor look... with her glasses on... haha..
She had fever during that day..
poor thing..




The fourth!
Grown up fast...


The fifth.
Playful one, as usual...



Caught in the act.. hahaha.. she was surprised when i took this pic..



skrng aru nak pose tul2..


Watching and wondering why Gurmit Singh act as an alien



Yg ni menyebok.. gmbr dier aku ambik jelah...

Yg kembar lagi satu ngah tidur...
tak baik letak gambar dier kat sini ngah mengorok...

Yg aku?

ouh.. gmbr aku ngah menyangkung atas toilet bowl..
takan nak letak kan?!!
gilo!
I'll only show under special request... =)
who want?

haha.. tak senonoh kan? kan?
i know.. lol!
dah buang tebiat makhluk ni!

till then...
see when i'll update..
hahahahahahahahahahaahahahaa...


I've to stop doing this stuff...
Dang...
I'll manage...
=D

~Ashton Blake~


Listen to the song beh beh...
dedication For all of you peepz...
=D


p.s. I aint 'sebok-sebok' or 'kepo-kepo'..
U won't understand.. i dun mind anyway..
anyway...
baa..
tats not important..
i was relieve to see you being happy with the one you wanted to be with. ya know..
I was happy for you.
somehow, knowing something, not right with urself......
i wonder about ur current health state..ur current state...
say, its crazy..
i am not being busybody...
...
u won't understand..

it takes time lady..
it takes time.
i am sure it will be fine..

u think u need some buah fikiran, u cn talk to me...
but i know u wouldnt.....
tats fair..
u think bout it..
i'm here being neutral..
u already understand why..
Wish u all the best lady!

~chaoz~


Gosh! i gotta go now.. look at the time.!!! tampines, here icome!


Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Steadfast We Stand

I can't believe my eyes how Republic poly looks like..
Its one hell of a campus with fantastic sceneries.
Dang.
But the distance from the busstop to class, is way deep inside..
Habez lau rushing for class..
Sprint le...

Actually it wasnt me who is registering.
My bros..
I tagged along..
The queue,
Masya'allah...
Lau buat kek,
Dah leh siap 2 3 set..

Tsk tsk..
While they waiting,
I decided to relax one side..
So many people, bypass their schedule closing time.. And presto.

Meet an ol friend there. .
And someone i knew..used to be a very close friend of someone.
i used to hang out with her sometimes.
With her cousin whom tagged along..

Can!t believe she studying the same campus as my bros...
Campus oNly.
Not course.
Pity.
=D

She look kinda stunning.
Way different back then.
Wat she told me..
'dulu lain.
Now big girl already.'
Lol!
True.
Kay.
Watever...
Haha.

We exchange our numbers.
Long time nvr keep in touch.
I kept losing her no. But she still have mine.
Weirdo..

spend time chatting later tat nite.
Talk bout the usual stuff..
Privacy part, dun nd elaborate much. =)

Den we came to the part of the old time..
I kinda feel wat she told me..
Bestfriends whom wen through lots 2gether for 4 5 years?
Then suddenly disappate like tat..
Pity.
the promise she told me, was..
Dang.
How painful she must have feel.
Why not try communicating again?
it didnt work out it seems.

Tat is life.
Isint it?
Cheer her up, and i think she is fine.
Mayb feeling, but she be ok.
I hope.

Off we went our way.
Visit my cousin whom just came out of icu.
Syukur alhamdulilah the operation went smoothly.
I upload some pics i took wen i was with the rest of my lil cousins soon..

Then probably will be my turn...
Just a minor operation before i ord few months time..
Take advantage of the healthcare they provide. Be grateful.
I am. =)

I think its a therapy or sometin.
Watever.
As long as it cure me..
Lungs and my nostrils for many years tis way.
Fuh.

Hope for the best.
Happy surfing!

A. B.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Jiwa jiwa

Jiwang kepe aku semenjak semenjak ni..?

ahaha..

jarangku dengar lagu2 jiwangs ni sume..
dah mula mula lak..


MusicPlaylist
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kubis tul...


~ aaaaaah~~~ =)


Selamat diri~

~Ashton Blake~











Kau tahu betapa
ku sayang padamu;
hanya bidadari
sebagai ganti;
hanya takdir
menentukan ia;
kata-kataku
Membelai jiwamu

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Aku mahu urut diriku. Tapi tanganku tak kesampaian kebelakang.

Apa lagi..
tanpa membuang masa,aku gunakan batu lesung
dan batu concrete iaitu dinding bangunan, mengurut belakang diriku
secara aggresifnya sehingga jahanam.
bukan jahanam diriku.
tetapi jahanam kedai runcit si Ah Loi...
@%#!&#*(!^#*!!





Dang...

My body freak freak exhausted..
Still have not really recovered yet..
I was suppose to have a game today..
To fit in the goalie position in the squad...
But, ...
i didnt make it for todays game..
i wonder who replaced me?
Sorry guys..
I am really ... i dunnoe la wat to say..
i just wanna rest...

in memory of this 88 jersey.
Changing a new one soooon. =D

I thought i can recover in time in the morning...
but i didnt..
Just the previous afternoon, i had my 10km run at East Coast PArk with my company from the batallion.
I had yet to take the run timing. tat is why i had to take it...
though i miss the passing timing by 2 minutes, i think i manage it well..
Coz y?
I spend the few last distance, brisk walking..HAHA.

Spare me some thoughts.
I barely had 7 hours of sleep prior before the run,
Just 3 hours mind you.
Guard duty before that day babe..
I tot i wanna miss this run, but i still take it.
Who knows i manage..


Got home, i was so exhausted i just stone on the sofa wathing tv..
=D
today, i woke up a bit later after some call from colleague about something..
just spend time resting, and topping up my fuel for my body:drinking water..
how many gallons already i cant track..

hohoho..
Happy Surfing~!

~Ashton Blake~





Educational info for today:
Sheep is kambing biri-biri in english



wajahmu seringku mimpi
wajahmu seringku puja

Under One Umbrella



Takan ku lupa masa2 semasa bersama denganmu... =D

I have to make a choice... for my best health..
i think i have to go for that operation.
i have to save myself..
struggling with this condition for years..
let the one close not to know about it.
if i have to do it, i have to..
hopefully... i'll be fine...
Terserah di tangan Allah...
Insya'allah i'll be fine.


~Ashton Blake~




Lama Sudah Tak Kulihat
Kau Yang Dulu Kumau
Kadang Ingat Kadang Tidak
Bagaimana Dirim
u

Friday, March 6, 2009

Discovery

Its a pity, u noe..
For wat we all went through..
To suddenly end like tat.

No doubt,
Sometimes do think of you wenever it is silent hours.
How could we forget those magical moments...

No doubt,
Making up came to mind before.
It was my fault too we seem to be distant.

Like they say, its true.
U never see or unable to read btwn the lines what is happening till both aint together no more. By then, they know...
Pity...

Its true too, wen the longer u are with someone, the more comfortable u are with him/her, u grew more lax on the way u treat him/her.
Meaning, those-how do i say it?- 'babyish?' character we have in each of us pops in.
We show tantrum. We show bullshit. Just for the moment of it.

Its true too.
It is beautiful and fun wen u just get to know someone. But wen stick together, the fun, the joy, the surprise dissipitated..
U know.

I dont knowbout her.
But to me, for her is different.
I meant, we have went through a lot.
We have those magical beautiful moments. Just want more of her, ya know, like.. Drugs..
Things suddenly changes bcoz of unforeseen circumstances. It is a pity, i never show to her.

No doubt.
If there is a chance,
I would love to be by her side, hold onto her hands,look into those beautiful
Eyes, and
Speak out the truth..
Love to provide what she wants.
What she need,
In her life,
Like how it is useD to be.
To learn past mistakes,focus, and just go on with a renewed life With Her.

After wat we fight off. After wat we build.
After wat we face, together...
Things never go like how it should be.
The sacrifices we have no choice but to give, for the country, only US, men, understand. Women dont. unless she is ur own mum.
Time sacrifices. . .
Pity.

That is Life.

Wandering minds..
Too much time for that.

For now, i'm just dating..
Getting to know more new friends.
=)

Will i finally decide to accept Her as the One to share my life with?
Ngeheh.
Hold on.
No rush.
well..she was there for me during those times i was... not thinking right.
although she doesnt knows it, she make me think not to be so 'washed up' by the past.
i make her happy..
she make me happy happy..
both happy happy happy.


..
i think i'm in love...
*pinggan mangkok kuali semua jatuh*
ahahaha...
tsk .. merapek lah aku..

not now..
After my ORd, soon, maybe?
Insya'allah. =D
I'll have more time then.
Not one to be repeating mistakes i did before.
I know wat i've done.
Yes, i may do some mistakes.
But, thinking bout wat i've done before to the one i used to love, hearing her sob, watching her eyes with those tears.
I can't take tat again.
Never. It hurts to see someone u love, hurts.



Ord-ing soon in less than 3 months.
Insya!allah!
=D
I will be back. . .
Dub.. Dub..
Dub.. Dub..


~Ashton Blake~

Thursday, March 5, 2009

For You

Lagu ku mainkan adalah untuk seseorang yg istimewa.

seseorang yg mengenali aku,
tetapi menjauhi aku...

biaso tu..

kalau aku boleh, aku nyanyikan lagu ini buatmu.
tetapi, sayang.
nnt jahanam telinga korang ngan speaker computer korang, aku tak jamin.
bayar insurance sendiri... =P
suara belum stabil.. tunggulah...


bukan untuk hari ini sahaja.
lagu ini dipermainkan, hari demi hari tentang mu..
begitula..


Post lamo...
dead...



akn tiba masanya. . .

~Abu~













Lama Sudah Tak Kulihat
Kau Yang Dulu Kumau
Kadang Ingat Kadang Tidak
Bagaimana Dirim
u

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Nerve test

Girl.
Have i ever told bout gay or bi to u before?
I guess, nitemare is coming back to me girl...
Haha.

Tis particular colleague of mine is getting on my nerve.
Fine.
Girls do show affection with each other.
Tats normal.
But we guys dun do tat.
We do it differently.
We have our way.
Like bro n bro.
Brothers.
U know.

Dun get me wrong.
I dun despise gays, bis watever.
I know a few and friends with them.
As long as u dun touch me, i be fine.
After the talk n knowing the truth,
I see it wasnt a joke animore.

A lil Too much already.
Happen few nites while i was asleep.
I dunnoe la wat he did.
Dun ask.
The only thing i know there is someone beside.
Fish cbxx!
Watever happen,
I nearly whack his face upside down.
I was asleep ok.
Doing tat while i was sleeping.
Motherfucker.
Only remember once i was half awake, someone enter, he quickly get off and ask 'shiok rite?'

Shiok waklu bodoh.
Kalo kau siti, aminah, nurul, katijah,karen kaur,susan wong, takpe jugak pantat.

Dun get me wrong.
I was still cover up okay.
Siul lah!
Dun want to think bout it.
Brrr.
No. No. No.
Ni baru sikit.
Dun know went he getting !hornier'.
Jgn la siot.
Mau mampos jugak anak haram tu.
Pardon me.
Not only sleeping time la.
Wen ppl not looking, he find chance.
Cannot be alone with him around.
He get, ...
U noe la...

I nvr lay a hand who is consider friends.
Stranger, yes before.
Nvr a friend.
I talk.
Unless melebih ah.

Irritatingla..
Talk to him already still dun understand.
Kena submission n talk also still dun get it.
Can ask why sumemore.
Mcm fishball siak dekni.

'abu. Dun have girlfriend rite. Be with me kay'..
Non stop.

Ee.
Stress tau tak.
Mcm mangkok.
How to keep to myself. They cannot do anitin also. They laugh it off.

I thought being single will be much more fun.
But i got the wrong attention..
Why meeeee?!!



...help?
..gulp..

~SGT Abs~




Kau tau betapa ku sayang padamu;
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti.
Hanya takdir,
Menentukan ia;
Kata kataku,
Belaian jiwamu

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Betrayal

Hmm..
I am not so 'cb'
La kan.
I am not tat kind of person.

I wont betray tat way, to
Someone i used to love and to her close 'scandal'.
Watever yg kau dah buat, buat la kau.
I won't be tat 'b@x+@xd'.

Walaupun kau kata
Kau tidak berperasaan sebegitu, aku tau kau..=)

Mmg.
It will be Great to love someone wonderful like tat lady, but...
Lau ditakdirkan, ditakdirkanla.
Alhamdulilah.

Tapi, takan aku nak hurt both beautiful hearts kan.
Siao ah. Mcm kerepek.

Nah. I have time.
Left, 3 more months baby. Insya'allah.

My previous relationship even though its beautiful, it was disaster. Can say, my part of it.

Lot of things did happen,
But It was moving on the right track till, i serve national service.
Never have the time to sPend with the loved ones, especially Her.
How suck it is.

U know, u can do more but u are just trap here within the law and order of SAF.

Our separation was smooth.
Till disaster struck tat day we want to make up.
Misunderstanding after another tat go beyond control.
Wat the fish!

I aint remorseful,
But its a pity u noe.

Forget all that.
Starting working soon...
More time for my family.
N more time for my Special someone.

Not now.
Maybe yes.
But nah.
Just dating.
Havent found someone special, yet.
No hurry.
Ni sume tolak tepi dulu.
Focus on life dulu.
Tinggal dptkan personal car aje..
Cheh..
Ape2 pun. Keluarga happy,
Aku senang. =D
Dah sound mcm bapak2.
Haha..
I think i am la siot.
Jaga mum, jaga adik2.
Life without fatherly advice use to it already.
Tat is why wen i see or get to know people without father,
I pity them.
I went through all that i know how it feels.
Although it aint easy, it aint hard too to go through life with ease.
Peservearance is needed.
Thank mum for tat.

13 years she jaga us till i reach 20 n helping out to ease her burden.
Now, i reach 21.
Damn.
I want my family to be happy.
To be living comfortably.
No more pain.
No more burden.
No more stress.
Especially her.
She went through a lot for us.
For me,
For my brothers.

I just hope and berdoa, if...
ever......
If.. Ever i... go first, at least, i can make my mum happy.
Make my family live a comfortable life.
She went through a lot.
She really did...
Thank you Mama for all these years you did for us.
Seriously, even though u are naggy till i smash my head on the keyboard,
I try to suck it up and move.
You really did alot for us.
Bringing up three bratty boys aint easy , u noe.
All that u did,
You are wonderful human being ever exist in my life.
Aku
Bersyukur padamu Ya Allah.

Treasure your mum and dad peeps.
Your are one lucky brat.
Think.
Wat will happen to u if ever one of them, leave u forever?
Treasure them with all ur heart.
Make them happy for all u can.
They are the only ones u can really depend on even though they suck dry ur blood up.
Seriously,
Treasure them
You
Lucky fools!
Be grateful.

~SGT Abs~

I wont betray you two. Take care of each other. If ever we met, just regard as if we just met someone new.

Kau tau betapa ku sayang padamu;
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti.
Hanya takdir, menentukan ia;
Kata kataku, Belaian jiwamu.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Chow ter ter

I love making a clown out of myself. U dunnoe meh?
Gahahaha..

Well at least i say it. Ouh.
Tat wasnt co nfession of love. Tat was an explaination and apologies, my dear. Go listen again. Or u want me to tickle ur lubang telinga till ur ear wax terburai keluar?

Oh well. I expect tat kind of reaction from u anyway.
U know urself .
Wait.
Wasn't sweet enough? I wasnt talking to u. Tats ur opinion.
Heavens. who wanna make it sweet,sour,spicy,salty or everything
Nice or not nice. I just make it Real. As long it is Real, it is Real.
You feel me?

Why am i typing this again?
Damn.
Amuse la kau
Mcm sushi..
Chak tng tng.

Tak sangka mcm durian.

Peace no war.=)

A game?

Never in my life, i let go this way before with the ones i'm with. This is my first time n i cannot take it anymore.
And, your sensitive nature is killing people that loves u.
You feel me?

We did left each other for good. I admit i didnt gave her the care and concern the few months b4 we went our ways. But should i, if what i get is no sincerity from u?
If you feel we were a waste of time, tell me earlier. Shouldnt be wasting time on u in the first place.
For fuck i stay with you. For fuck i push away those who wanted to be with me. Coz y? I was with u. I loved u.
But what do i get? Ha!
Love is oh so blind.
I was blind. Never see things that happened in my eyes. Visions. Dreams. But i didnt care. Why? I loved u. Dang. So blind. Pity. I still stay with you. Give it a chance, i keep telling myself,to show what u are to me. Everyday i keep telling myself. Why? I know what u are facing in life. I try to be ther, to show u love to my best capable abilities. What u need. But...

I dont care bout anything. I am not fussy. I just want 'sincerity'. Never see what i wanted from u. Things Keep happening, and i keep cool with it.
Needless to say, i got tired of staying true to you.
Yes. U keep saying bout me, padahal padahal.
Should i tell u their freaking names? I can say a few out of the group.
A mat.I dunnoe what the freak his name is. With the topi. Fine, we were young then. Den, 'delta foxtrot'. D.F. . U know who. We broke up once bcoz of him. Den another one. Daniel if i'm not wrong.
Blah blah.cut story short.den syafiq.
Mmg.
Nak jaga u mmg susah. Bnyk admirers. But do i mind u being friends with them?
I dont mind. But i care. As long as you are friends with them.
Have i ever stop you from meeting them wen u wanted to?
No. But at least tell me why.

I feel that day by day 'kindness' taken advantage of. I didnt want to be power control to the one i love.
I am flexible. You love me, i love you more.
Now i understand why some being power control. Dun blame them.
You should be with those kinds.

Didnt we initiate our 'communicating session'? Share problems we face btwn us.
You should tell earlier if u dun want to be with me. Isint it simple?
I just go instead of stay.
But we stay. Kay fine with it.

My neighbour. Did i ever go for her?
I didnt. I reject. Still u...
My lover.
I left her. Didnt u remember those words i wrote in my book? It was her.
But, i left, to be with you..
And My adik angkat.
She is my adik angkat godammit. No more no less. You need me to rip open my chest
And look inside 4 truth??
I lebih rela go to kakak dier dari dier mind u.
Even my friend i went out with. I even let u meet up with her, spend time together. Why? To show u, she n myself are friends. I and u are still together.
Your side? I want to know ur friends, never had the chance. Alasans. Perempuan takpe jugak. I paham. Ni lelaki i nak kenal. Is there something hidden from me?
I didnt need to say this again. When i love someone, i meant it. No joke. I guess, u still dont know me yet.

I understand something. What is the point of staying to one when one are not sincere to be with you? That August, i realise i can get to know more bout the ones i've known.
Why i nvr did it in the first place?
Tell u tis : love is blind i stayed with u. But, i still reject her again. She like me. Damn. I hurt her and i feel like an arsehole. Not only my neighbour. A few nice people i known along the way, i hurt them. Why? I never believe females are to treated kindly/fairly. Is there a point?

For 6 months. Thats wat i believe. And i want to apologise to them. I left my brains and my mind in my underwear. They wander around.
Sincerely i am sorry.
I never intend to hurt u friends who been nice to me. Damn. I feel like fuck.
Also, i do want to have u back in my life. Sincerly willing to tat times. Man. That was stupid.

Come 2009.
I woke up.i shouldnt be treating girls that way. Although its fun, damn tat wasnt nice. I turn back where i came from. Being what i am now.

For 6 months i face all that. There is no point being sober. I left you for good, its better to be that way than regretting. I left u for a reason, and i stick to it.
And i know,
U change for the better.
So do i. I am no angel either.
That is great for you and him. Treasure him well my dear. . .

Damn.
I feel i am wasting my time typing all these.
But what the heck.
Someone sent a message.
Dont waste time angry2.
Here goes my precision reply.

Morning coming up.
She's waking up soon. Hmm.
Lets be precise.
THEY are waking up soon.
Cbxx Abu/ Sgt Abs /
Abg Burn watever u know me as. Haha!

I aint attach to anybody.
So? Shut up. =)
I just make friends.

When i wanna know you, i seriously wanna know more bout you. Coz y?
Every each individual have their unique characteristics. I feel like its an honour knowing more bout you.
Unless, if i am with someone special. That will be a different chapter btwn her and me. That will be beautiful.
Life is Great isint it?

One thing. Oh yea.

Thank you, syafiq.
Although, i realised after the breakup, you are actually just one mother fucking young man i.e 14, who wanna kissed my darling of my life (and u did) and you want her so much, whom is older than you, i forgave u.
Why? Although i feel like its stupid, you helped me.
Life is Great, isnt it?
Find a girl
Chow boy, if you want one so much. Not with ones who already have someone like wat u did to me,let me remind you.

And those fuckers who been trying to break up my relationship before(including a girl who known as diana), Thank you All.
Except for u D.Faris.
You apologise before to me, i accepted.
Take two hands to clap... Life is great.
I forgave u all.
Touch my heart
And go away.
=)

P.s. You can hate. You can despise me. I dont care. I know ive been an arsehole after our breakup.u will know why.
But i will never hate u. Nor will i despise you. I believe everyone has their unique ways. You are a special someone i known in my life. Thank you.
3 years 6 months being with you, i will never forget.
4 years knowing u, i will remember.
Its painful to be seperated, but its for the benefit for me and you, isint it. 42 months of us, i'll treasure the moments...


tis is not bout a game.
Its not my game.
If u think it its, let just say its a game u created and played with.
I'm just finishing it.

I better go now.
Wanna talk with my darlings..
Hahaha.
Darlings kepe..
Chak tng tng...


P.s.s. What video message is it bou? Just scroll down and listen...

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