Betrayal

Hmm..
I am not so 'cb'
La kan.
I am not tat kind of person.

I wont betray tat way, to
Someone i used to love and to her close 'scandal'.
Watever yg kau dah buat, buat la kau.
I won't be tat 'b@x+@xd'.

Walaupun kau kata
Kau tidak berperasaan sebegitu, aku tau kau..=)

Mmg.
It will be Great to love someone wonderful like tat lady, but...
Lau ditakdirkan, ditakdirkanla.
Alhamdulilah.

Tapi, takan aku nak hurt both beautiful hearts kan.
Siao ah. Mcm kerepek.

Nah. I have time.
Left, 3 more months baby. Insya'allah.

My previous relationship even though its beautiful, it was disaster. Can say, my part of it.

Lot of things did happen,
But It was moving on the right track till, i serve national service.
Never have the time to sPend with the loved ones, especially Her.
How suck it is.

U know, u can do more but u are just trap here within the law and order of SAF.

Our separation was smooth.
Till disaster struck tat day we want to make up.
Misunderstanding after another tat go beyond control.
Wat the fish!

I aint remorseful,
But its a pity u noe.

Forget all that.
Starting working soon...
More time for my family.
N more time for my Special someone.

Not now.
Maybe yes.
But nah.
Just dating.
Havent found someone special, yet.
No hurry.
Ni sume tolak tepi dulu.
Focus on life dulu.
Tinggal dptkan personal car aje..
Cheh..
Ape2 pun. Keluarga happy,
Aku senang. =D
Dah sound mcm bapak2.
Haha..
I think i am la siot.
Jaga mum, jaga adik2.
Life without fatherly advice use to it already.
Tat is why wen i see or get to know people without father,
I pity them.
I went through all that i know how it feels.
Although it aint easy, it aint hard too to go through life with ease.
Peservearance is needed.
Thank mum for tat.

13 years she jaga us till i reach 20 n helping out to ease her burden.
Now, i reach 21.
Damn.
I want my family to be happy.
To be living comfortably.
No more pain.
No more burden.
No more stress.
Especially her.
She went through a lot for us.
For me,
For my brothers.

I just hope and berdoa, if...
ever......
If.. Ever i... go first, at least, i can make my mum happy.
Make my family live a comfortable life.
She went through a lot.
She really did...
Thank you Mama for all these years you did for us.
Seriously, even though u are naggy till i smash my head on the keyboard,
I try to suck it up and move.
You really did alot for us.
Bringing up three bratty boys aint easy , u noe.
All that u did,
You are wonderful human being ever exist in my life.
Aku
Bersyukur padamu Ya Allah.

Treasure your mum and dad peeps.
Your are one lucky brat.
Think.
Wat will happen to u if ever one of them, leave u forever?
Treasure them with all ur heart.
Make them happy for all u can.
They are the only ones u can really depend on even though they suck dry ur blood up.
Seriously,
Treasure them
You
Lucky fools!
Be grateful.

~SGT Abs~

I wont betray you two. Take care of each other. If ever we met, just regard as if we just met someone new.

Kau tau betapa ku sayang padamu;
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti.
Hanya takdir, menentukan ia;
Kata kataku, Belaian jiwamu.