Strong Mindset is Very Crucial In Decision Making In Life

Hey hey!

My current updates this week.
Long time eh?
I was busy with stuff and such..
N hey. It's the fasting month..
Past a week already..
Alhamdulilah...
Cool..

NOTE: If you are link from my facebook group and wanted to see the video, just scroll down and you will see it. If you wanna read on, please proceed. And WELCOME!


Anyway, surfing the net and researching new interesting stuff is what i love to do.
You know.
Finding new stuff or information you never know of and when you find one that interest you, and you find out more, and you get it, and you involve in it,
it is really2 interesting!
There's another weblog I have in my directory. Check it here
It's on Digital Information such as softwares, anti-virus programs, Firewalls programs, how to boost your computer, how to boost your Mozilla Firefox Browser with some tweaks and so much more.
Actually there's more updates coming in.
I'm also looking for people or enthusiast that have better or more knowledge in softwares, hardwares, computers and such that can contribute to my weblog.
There's no obligations whatsoever.
The editing, updates will be on me.
But I may need some insights or what you know you will like to share to the rest of the world or followers of this weblog.
Visit my group in Facebook HERE AND JOIN IN!
You can share to your social network friends or bring your friends in!
Who knows, there someone out there that can contribute making this blog a better fun reference site for all of us.
Of cause, there some gifts for your kind contribution. Freebies. That is worth actually.
Not some cheapskate stuff i give out. =D

I'm still looking. Share the group in your wall to your friends in Facebook.
What is the group again?
Here it is: Digital Information On Demand
The weblog is kinda new although I've started this a year ago. But not much entries.
It's better now, with a need of more tweaks here and there.

And soon, a toolbar dedicated to this weblog will be ready.
I need to tweak a little bit here and there to make it more presentable and interesting and exciting.
I do need some surveys to see whether people loves toolbars on a certain interest weblog, or interests or find it amusing or irritating.
Let's see in a few days time.

Have you heard about Internet Marketing and such?
Stuart Tan, Dylan Loh, Edmund Loh who create a book called Secrets Of Millionaire Students.
Stuart Tan also is the author of all the other books that have Secrets as the first name of the title.
I know guys sure have heard about it or seen it in bookstores.



Before I venture into this, I've heard alot of stuff about Internet Marketing and stuff.
I was curious. How do these people make a lot of money and succeed.
How do they go through all these, what are the steps they take, did they start of from a capital they had, did they sell stuff online, are they building a pyramid scheme, is it a scam..
How do they succeed if it is all scams?
Have you ever think about it?
What is MLM? Is it a phony scam?
Anyway what is MLM? It's multi-level marketing.
I heard this a few times and they are saying that it is a scam quick money making scheme whatesover..

(Anyway multi-level marketing exist in most business everywhere. Have you notice? Open up your eyes if people say it is all a scam! It exists and beneficial. And how most businesses in the world survive.Those scams they all talking about are the Pyramid Schemes where we pay a certain amount and we benefit from it bla bla bla without doing anything. That is a SCAM.
S C A M. We usually mix up MLM with PYRAMID SCHEME.)

Usually those who blurt out this are those who have never tried it out, or tried it out one way or another but never get the result or tried it out but doing it the wrong way and give up.
That is why, I've heard people saying you can't make money online. It is a scam.
There is no such thing. bla bla bla.
Then explain to me how those internet entrepreneurs make money online?
Ouh. They are businessmen, and they are good in it. They are lucky. BULLSHIT!!
Those or I rather say most of those internet entrepreneurs or marketers are people out of their ordinary lifes, homemakers, truck drivers, retrenched workers etc.
Anyway, I'm not gonna explain about MLM or going through it.
I'm focusing on another.
How do they all do it?
They learn, they study, they got the right stuff, and they do ACTION.
If you watch the video below, Tony Robins explain these 4 cycles.

Potential > Action > Results > Believe

Simply to me is : PARB ( I recreate this to remember easily. Yea. I know you all do this way)

What does it means?
WE know there are Potential out there.
We took Actions.
We got the appropriate Results. Because of that,
WE Believe in it.
From our Believe, We know there are huge Potential.
We took more actions.
We Got More Results.
We Believe more in it.
And the cycle continues!
Every cycle effect each other.
What if suddenly, You Believe less in it,
We tend to think, there is not much Potential.
We took less Actions.
We got less Results.
Our Believe lessen.
Don't you see the picture?

There are two mindset.
The positive and the negative mindset.
Mindset is very crucial in this cycle of thinking.
Positive mindset, linking with each other in a cycle, gain a positive results.
Negative mindset, we gain nothing but with a negative results.
I'm sure we don't want that. We want to avoid that.

This apply not only to what the people in this video is talking about : Making Money online, Being an Entrepreneur etc.
These also apply to our life.
Don't you see?
Whatever we do, we know it can be done. There are potential. What we do next?
We took Actions.
When we took the necessary Actions,
We got the Results. Of course the Action we took affect the Results we get.
The Results we get, We Believe in it.
I put in the word More.

Potential > Actions > Results > Believe

More Believe > More Potential > More Actions > More Results > Even More Believe

Even Even More Potential > Even Even More Actions > Even Even More Results > Even Even Even More Believe.

Watch the video below , you will understand more.
And there is a demonstration about visualisation and mindset.
The demo may be abit 'less action packed'
but open up your mind, and you'll get the picture.
It is a 38 minutes video.
But it is beneficial if you get it and understand.



I Play Football. As a Goalkeeper.
I may not be the tallest Goalkeeper, but when I visualize myself doing well in it, I can see the result.
I have my up and downs in games.
I had my worst games ,I had my best games.
After watching this video, it open up my mind why I did well before and why i didn't.
It's all about the mindset we set in ourselves.
The believe we input in inside us.


My friend once told me when I was reading that Secrets Of Millionaire Students book out of curiosity.
'It is all a scam la ABs. Where got such thing. It's a scam.'

hmm.
I wonder why he must say that if he never been into it before or what we have always hear from others.

Internet Marketing or Making Money Online have interest me in one way or another since
last two years since I stop my study for awhile to go NS.
I've seen people making progress from it and benefit.
I've try most of the programs and learn, study, research what is good, what can work, what doesnt. And of course, I don't spend a single penny out of it to learn.
I know there are some sites who sell you stuff so that you can learn from them.
I never say it doesn't works. It does.
But I rather budget myself first and learn more without spending money and then gave up somewhere.
i learn what is Traffic Exhange programs, what is Social Networking marketing, E-zine marketing, Affliates, having Autoresponders for Subscribers list, Capture Page and so on.

I can say, it was rather a wise decision as somewhere in the middle, I lose focus and my interest die down.
Why is that?
From what I went through, it is either i never take enough action and never see the results that i want or, I never focus what I should really do and get the results I want to see.
Or simply, I can't Grasp the steps.
But I never gave up.
Or I rather say, find out more sources.

And alhamdulilah!
I found one.
From all the programs I study and learn and went through,
I rather say this system is the most innovative, more support, more people to teach you how, more guides and more more more stuff to learn from it.
I've been in talk with those who are in it, teaching me, guiding me how, and although progress is rather slow, basically on my part, I've already gain $125 in guaranteed commissions!!
I have to make $75 more to get that payout.
But I know I have the guidance from these people.
I thought one of my upline is a young or rather a father.
But he is a grandpa.
haha..
Now I got a Mat-Salleh datuk.
hoho.
They also have webinars you can participate in.
Recorded past webinars are inside too.
You'll learn, you can ask questions etc etc.
I never find any other source that has these many supports and people who been there done that to guide you along.
This is one such source I find that is rather fun and a learning experience.
I learnt a lot from here and can learn alot more with these people with the support they can give you, Step by Step.
I rather say, never give up in learning but rather educate ourselves to find out more and eventually you will see one that is suitable for you and benefits you.
It took me two years. To finally found one that I can learn more from.
And yeah.Of course it's FREE.
What you have to do on your part?
Do and follow the steps what
They will teach you.
Check it out!

And you can also check out one of my Capture page here.
This site teaches you how to boost market to promote your stuff.. It's part of the system.
It's rather fun and cool. Although it may seems a lot, it is rather a simple steps to take to get the results we want.
Visit the site!

Or you can even follow me on Twitter at Twitter.com/abuburn. See for yourself.

Enjoy your week amigos..
I wanna prepare myself for breaking fast later..

Happy Surfing!

Burn

p.s. I never know Doraemon slippers is very comfortable in my feet sitting here..
Cool kape..!!

Happy Fasting!!

Slick

Gotta Be You

steady watchin, steady workin,
put my head in the air and i see somebody waitin,
i knew that i'd find you in the end,
just a game,
i kept rollin my dice, to get in(chorus)

gotta be you (x2)
gotta be gotta be gotta be gotta be gotta be gotta be gotta be you (x2)
every nite I’m workin out late skippin meals
I cant stop saying ya name thinking all day just wanna see ya face
girl I need you even I’m in pain
can’t imagine I got to fly far away girl
I miss you even its just one day
the reason why I’m sayin this to you,
cant live without a girl its gotta be you its you girl,
I can’t walk with this narrow path world
I’m holding thru
I need you girl every time I pull this rope the girl
I’m searching thru Its gotta be you

Chorus (x2)

Gotta be you Gotta be you Gotta be you Gotta be you girl (x2)
Girl, girl, girl, gotta be you hey hey..

Chorus

*****************************************************************************

saw this vid by one of our local talent here by the name of Young Boi.
it's incredible..
smooth..

A somehow busy and hectic day.
Met up with her at expo for the IT fair there. around 6+ evening.
org tu marah.
i arrive later. hahaha..
nvrmind. there's another story behind it.

More like Courts Roadshow. I thought its only happening at Lot 1 till Sunday before they shift to another location.
Expo pun ado rupenye.
ape lagi.
serang.
She wanna get herself a notebook for a suitable price.
aww..
had dinner first, coz i'm bloody hungry.
force her to eat together. heh.

We start looking for the one suitable laptop, including bringing her to take a look around for digital cameras I'm looking for.

cut story short...
not intending to make a movie here.. =D

We did found one suitable for her.
The look on her face. heheh..
Happy!

Send her back home afterwards at 10+pm.
It looks awkward for her, walking back home alone with that bulky plastic bag in one hand.
Oh well. antar le balik..
dah mlm pun..

it has been a looong time since i went for an IT fair.
Cool.
So many stuff to look for..
gosh.
tsk tsk..
mcm nak pi lagi on Sunday..
brr..
must go. last day there.


ok..
End.

To continue reading the next part, we need to open-up our mind to reality/actuality.
Not fantasy.
Open our minds and eyes. And think.

Lets look into these topic that I've been very curious about.

Player.
Who is a Player? or what is a Player?

A player is the one who play sports such as Soccer, Football, Ice Hockey and the norms.

HA!

k.
Serious.

How do u dubbed a person a player?
Who plays around with the feelings of someone's.

What do i meant?
how?
They get to know someone. Attraction happens. Exchange contact information for further communication.
Get closer.
Get comfortable.
Become an item.
Get another one to be with while he has already that someone.
Then leave that someone for another one without any reasons whatsoever.
AFter all that happen, came back to the one and say his reasons this and that such as I still Love you but.. bla bla bla...
Then left her like that making her questioning herself what the hell is going on.
He disappear with the another one.
She is left like that.
Then maybe from there, the cycle continues...
It goes on, hurting one feelings one after another.
That, is a Player.

Correct me if I am wrong.
How do I know this?
It came from someone's(I used to be close with) experience and some get in the know somewhere.

I don't know what is in the mind of that person's intention.
Not my problem.

I've been dubbed as a player by some of my friends, either as a joke or bloody hell who knows what.
It's funny. They are guys! Not girls.(a female friend call me a Casanova, as a freak joke though)
Either they don't get it or they are unsure of the true definition of a player.
i'm not trying to say anything specific or pinpoint fingers but
From what I learnt, either from experience and or some knowledge,
those who said that either they have problems within them themselves or they have not yet been with women.

Women are different from what men experience.
Women are constantly being hit on by men, the gorgeous ones, the pretty ones, even the normal-looking ones are hit on by men.
Am I Right to say this?
Either most of the time or nearly every day.
Men don't experience this.
(Although there are certain issues I don't want to say much here, but some men do get hit on. By men! Either the men hitting on you are gays or are bisexual. How do I know? Experience.. gaha..
brr. .)
Men are uncommonly being hit on by women. To a certain perspective,I rarely see this.
But it happens though. =)

So you see, if a woman, a lady have many numbers of guys in her handphone she is contacting with, do we call her a player too?
cannot be.
(unless she have different things in mind, i don't wanna elaborate on that)

Woman have this , something like, a certain rules subconsciously in them to filter out the men that she get to know or in contact with, whether he is suitable for her, to be with her, to be her friend, to be her player, or a loser.. or whatever other things she had in mind but the main concept is, woman subconsciously do this.

Women are different from men.
Men are like, switches.
They can get instantly, get attracted to a particular someone, just like that. Like an on-off switches.
On-Off.
Women, are more like.. Volume knobs.
When they get attracted to a particular someone, it is more out of curiosity.
They don't get instantly attracted like men.
It takes time, gradually increasing the 'attraction' and 'comfortability' with that particular person.
That is why to women, men can easily forgotten about a certain incident or a past with someone, without showing any remorse whatsoever.
Just simply switch off. (Although what is inside us, we don't usually show it outside)

Women on the other hand takes a slowly longer time for that feeling to dissipate completely..
Just like you are lowering a volume knob.
(but, in case of a breakup, men do take longer time to forget what has happen, to a certain extent. Reason being, men are not constantly being hit by the other gender. Unless gays. And unless they have other women to be in contact with. Women do. Even they have broken up, women can have new guys getting to know her etc. Men, on the other hand, have to start things going)
That is why sometimes you heard men chasing his ex just because he still love her bla bla bla.
But women of course will not take this bait and usually push him away, that create even more tension between two parties.
Of course by showing this action, the man is showing his value that goes lower than the woman.
The way he approach his ex is basically wrong and make it even more worse.

It took me nearly more than 6 months since my break-up before I realise something.

The guy that I have been talking about long time ago that wanted to bash me up or something because i talk with my ex? let's keep low-profile.
In the end, he look for me to talk to her when things not going well.
Well.
I told him something.
The good thing is, he heed that.
And not bothering her like what wussies do.
Seems he doing well.
Great.

My nieces ask me this common questions recently:
-Do you have a girlfriend?
-Huh? Don't lie. I don't believe you.

heh.
I may be still looking,
but i'm enjoying life.
=D

Women known a lot of men in their life.
They know how one are like and they know how to differentiate a person with another person and of course they are good in reading body language etc.
They have experience this for lifetime.
Of course, it's not surprising beautiful women have their handphones beeping like crazy, even during meetups with someone.
(kinda irritating though. heheh. That is why i kept mine in silent during meetups. Vibrate, take out phone, message. Or call. Vibration is more soothing then constant beeping. hahaha =D )
Women don't really like a man constantly sticking to them like a puss/wuss.
Especially the hot ones. They experience it a lot.
They get, how do i say this, lemas.. They feel trap. No air.

That is why men, can be in contact with a few, even though you are attracted to one of them.
It's not wrong. (But when you are with someone, whatever you do,think of her)
These is to prevent the attitude of sticking to one like what and then constantly calling her, messaging her. Like budak takda akal. Mcm mane si dier tak lemas dok.
And also, keep yourself busy with what you do.
It makes the mind busy.

Keeping a low profile to those I've spent time with.
It is great making new friends.
Of course, meeting someone new is something interesting but you may not know that person much. It may create an awkward situation.
There's a way to break the ice barrier faster than you can ever imagine of.
Both parties will feel like they known each other long time.
From there, along the way, while having fun, both parties will on hand get to know each other subconsciously.
There will not be any awkward situation where, there's silent. mcm shit.
( I remember when I was younger. A meetup with her. We very shy shy. haha.. that's funny. sit in train, far far. Cute pe. talk a bit, smile, laugh2. then silent. Tapi dlm hp, punye la rancak. Kisah silam. hoho)

Of course, along the way, there are mistakes made to getting to know someone.
From there, Learn, gain experience.

My adik angkat sister.
She used to be a barmaid. Now? Not sure. (Most of them numbers in my old phone. Lost contact, still figuring how to get them back)
A year older than me.
It happen when i was contacting my adik, and heard her voice in the background asking who was it.
Known them long time but it's like many years before getting to know her sister that close.
Make the story short, I decided to have game of pool with her one day.
But instead she was with her friends for a movie and ask me to join in.
I agreed. But of course it is A Mistake.
Why?
You get to know someone new.
You wanna spend time with her and at the same time wanting to know her how she is like.
Beauty is a bonus. Personality, u must find out and get to know.
(Why i say this? She is a good-looking lady, but I wanna know how she is like. Beauty is no excuse for bad attitude)
Although the first day I met her, which is after her working hours and only time we spend together was through supper,
(This may not really the best thing for first few meet-ups but, at past midnite, what u can do right?)
we only had a conversation,there's still more to know in a way.

Of course, it was uncomfortable watching a movie while her friends beside her are like hugging teasing bla bla bla. We are still not comfortable with each other yet.
If The moment i do that, her survival instinct kicks in and whacked me with her high heels shoes.
(she told me she learn karate and a black belt holder. hmm. ok. I know where you going there girl.. hoho).
heh. Just exaggerating.

Of course, in a movie theatre, u can't talk much.
Except watch that damn show and u can't really interact with her.
It's true.
Meeting someone new for the first few meetups for a movie is such a disastrous amateur way to get to know someone new.
You can't talk with each other but just stare at the screen.When guys start touching or, get into physical contact with a lady in the theatre before both parties are really comfortable, it shows that he is desperate and the woman may not get comfortable with you the next time.

Watching a movie to get someone new for the first time is a BAD MOVE.
Just think about it. How to talk? How to get to know a person?
Go figure.

The best?
Spend time together doing things together.
Allow for more conversation or interactions.
'Comfortability' will set in naturally.
Movie dates?
After you already get to know that person well, like after few more meet-ups.
That one can le.
Just getting to know someone new, suicide beb!

We lose contact after I had problems with my number.
That december.
Haiyo..
I try contacting her one day and it was succesful, but let it be.

Women like I said, are like volume knobs.
The less interaction with her, the volume knobs go lower and lower, slowly.
You start interacting with her, the volume knobs go higher and higher(results varies by the way you interact with her) **[on the other hand, if things go well, the less interaction, she will miss you. you will miss her. absent makes the heart grew fonder.. cheh]**

Interesting Allah's creation.
That is why without them, live will be a bore in these world.
Don't remind me of Gays. and bisexual.
Had enough. but it is interesting though.
I still wanna find out what is in their mindset of us real man.

Some of these are experiences and getting in the know.

Comments? Your views?

Keeping those i've spend time with low-profile,
it is great spending time with them and getting to know them better.
vice-versa.
No awkwardness, just feel like we known each other long time.
Seeing them happy and smile and having a great time, feels great inside.
oOoo.
We are still friends now.

Someone, have been showing something that I wanna know.
But I wanna find out more of her.
No rushing.

Happy Surfing
Burn

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Burn

** Ice-Share- Beyond-seh * *

Hola amigos!

Its exactly few minutes after midnight.
And I am free for a moment.
So.
Let me introduce to you,

Asya
(dunnoe where the 'Beyond-seh' go to)

what? you got a problem?
Ya.
I stole it from your blog.
Why?


I like your earrings.
Her voice, fuh!

How do i get to know her?
I was attracted to the guitar she was playing on one particular video she made.
I want her guitar.
just waiting for the time she decided to give some or all of her guitar to me..
Then i can open shop, guitar rental..
Do business.

That's why... =O


Go la her blog. or her youtube webbie
Check it out amigos!

But, she do melt when i sing one particular song.
Only her.
I know i sound rabak tahap maksima nye type nye rabak. Rabak pun tak rabak mcm rabak gitu nye rabak.
Tapi she like.
She shake her bon-bon...

ha ha ha.
mcm minta kene slap je..
kay.

I wanna go do work.


Happy Surfing!

Burn

p.s If you seem not be able to contact AsyaBeyonce, that means she is on vacation to Paris.
Or maybe Rome.
Valencia kot?
Ala.
Skudai ah tu.

KIN 69

Have i ever say that It has beeeen a loooooooooong time since I play football?
The last time I played is in camp at the street soccer court few months back.
Until yesterday..

Fuh...
Orgas.

hahaha..
Sudah lama ku tak terbang sana terbang sini..
Yesterday, was a warmup to sharpen my goalkeeping skills..
Prepare for upcoming matches..
=D

It was fun.
It was hectic.
It was crazy.
It has been a long time since I see players flying above me until yesterday.
One superman.
It has been a long time since players shoot at me with thunderbolt lightning struck thunder soccer balls.
heh..

Its kinda cute and funny, looking at the kids playing in the goalkeeper position.
I know how it feels like when u play as a goalkeeper first time..
Whenever someone whacked the ball towards them, either they run, or blocked their head with their hands..
I laughed silently at them.
It was funny and cute..
lol!

I start playing football as a defender when I was 9.
Jaap Stam, who was playing at Manchester United,was my idol.


I remember one P.E evening, when we were playing football in the school field.
Naqib, one of my old best friend when we were young, was dribbling the ball at full speed, on the left flank.
I was following him closely.
The moment i saw the chance, I ran towards him at high speed, slide the ball out of his feet, and sent him flying towards the ground.
The look on his face, after that was vivid.
It still stuck to my mind.
Man..

U know how it feels like, running at full speed, suddenly being stopped and you fly towards the ground.
And you will give that face. With the eyes.
Heh.
But we laugh after that. (if i'm not wrong.heh)

Jaap Stam was a legend as a tough tackler and football player even during his career in Manchester United.

I have one weakness though.
I have the kanchong-ness whenever i have the ball on my feet.
When i was young then.
I never got selected for the school team.
Although I know myself as an aggressive player.
I didnt know I have a skill that I never know I can have advantage of.

Peter Schmeichel.
The legendary goalkeeper of Manchester United.
(I basically wonder why most of my football idols are kings of defenders. Not attackers. Hmm..
Well.. Best defence make a great attacking team. Isint that right?)


I started playing as a goalkeeper when I was in Primary Six, 12 years old.
Nobody wanna play as a goalkeeper.
I don't understand why.
Maybe because, it is a different position other than playing the ball with ur feet?
Nobody wanted to?
I volunteer as one.
And I got a taste of playing as goalkeeper is like.
Scratches, tear, blood, etc etc.
(actually this is not needed. Playing as a goalkeeper is not like this, although you may get whacked all over your body. I am just describing the first experience as a goalkeeper because the bloody street soccer court surface is so damn rough like u are playing on a tar road. Imagine, sliding, dive, and spreading your body like superman on tar road. Mcm kene asah.)

From then on, its history.
Secondary school, they never allow me to play other position other than , between the two posts.
Teams, want to have me as their goalkeeper. heheheh =D
Alhamdulilah.
Amin.

One of the best game i had on a street soccer court, was at Bedok Reservoir street soccer, nearby Kampung Ubi CC? opp McDonalds there.
My team conquer the whole matches until we really cannot take it cause of exhaustion for not resting for nearly an hour(or more?)
Street soccer is a fast pace game.
Imagine, not resting between intervals and new teams that a fresh from resting, against your team who has been playing non-stop.
ALhamdulilah.

That memory was vivid in my mind. 2005.
fuh..

I had my fair share of kena whacking by boots or ball or bodies or heads or whatever la playing as a goalkeeper.. bla bla bla.
I nearly twisted my knee, after tis particular striker stomp on my knee after i manage to blocked the ball with my head, square on my face.
not his fault la.. He's running at full speed.
I rush out from my penalty box.

Nearly twisted my wrist. it was shaking even after the game.
Kena shock i think.

knees whack on my head.
Benjol kepala.

Yg ini funny.
This particular 'Chelsea player trial student' from the opponent team, I dunnoe how it happen, but i remember, after i rush out and tackle the ball out of him with my whole body, I feel something whacking on my hand.
I lose the ball, but luckily the referee blows the whistle for a foul.

I feel pain on my fingers, but i ignore.
After the game, haha...

I check my fingers.
One of my particular finger, is bigger than its normal size.
It freaking obvious.
MY pinky lak tu...
Right hand takpe.
This is left hand.

Why?
How to write properly..
with a cast on it.

X-ray shows, my pinky bones, shattered..
At the joints.
Not so bad la..
But from the x-ray film, can see bits of bones scattered inside.
heh..
painful tu, painful la.
lama2 dah lali.

Alhamdulilah, dah recover..
But, if i can show you the finger,
it is slanted weirdly inwards.
Crooked mcm banana.
salah.
boomerang.

Its not so obvious, unless i clenched my fist, upwards to the sky.
U love it, that u wanna kiss it!
serious!
try me.

Being a goalkeeper is not easy especially on the field.
If i am bloody tall enough, tat is great.
But i'm barely 1.8m.
The advantage is, i can get to the ground faster, because of gravitational... bla bla bla(i dun want to go scientific here)

Another idol of mine.
Jérémie Janot
is that spiderman?
is this kind of joke/ advertising goof?

yes its spiderman
and no, its not a goof.
He is also known as the Spiderman goalkeeper because of his jersey.
compare his height..
he is not the tallest goalkeeper.(other than Shay given)
but damn his good.

height doesnt matter, although there is an advantage.
but, what u lack, you gain in other ways.

What people say to you, if its good, u take it.
if its bad to bring u down, ignore them.
they are nothing but a bunch of losers who got nothing to do but criticise, criticise, criticise.
and dun like to see others better than them.
get wat i meant?
You love what u are doing, you got passion for it, keep doing it.
It is your world now.
Not others.
You decide your destiny(with Allah's help of course)
not people.
It's You.



What is KIN 69?

name on my new jersey soon.
hahaha..
why Kin?
you will know why.
69?
New jersey number i gonna make..
Insya'allah...

Say goodbye to the 88~
I gonna miss you~

Burn

Meat taste delicious when its your own

SAT-ur-Day

Yea..

wat yea?

dunnoe... why?

what talking u?

wat? u ask me wat.. i dun understand, i ask u la.

wat talking u? dun understand la...

not my fault wat u dun understand.

eh.. hello... talk properly can?

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eh.. giler.. diam boleh..
aku nak start topic, jgn nak merapek.

HA~!

crapz.
The typical conversation in the company office during my NS time..
we just go with the flow talking crapz...

Anw...

After friday prayers, went to meet buddies for awhile.
Then the call came in...
So why not?
I'm going back to Tamp Inter anyway.
So went to meet her at Tampines One.
Went up level 4 to the outside balcony.

Otw there, met Firdayu.
haha..
If u people know her, from ITE Tamp.
The cute girlish look..
Really look like my sepupu..
hoho..
Only talk to her online before..
Talk to her abit there, salam the friends.

Yang kawan dier pun satu..
Just tercengang, looking at her..
ape dah.
takpe takpe..
lucu benar wahai kawan beliau.
(bahasa melayu best)

That aside, went to the balcony, saw the friends.
Luckily, the one I know, was with her too..
But she forgot who was i.
hahaha..
typical..
must explain balik cite panjang lamo during Hari Raya outing last year, baru teringat..
and that accident she was involve in with my friends.. every detail.
Nasib baik dorang sume takde pape.. Pictures in my recent post here.

Tapi kesian uncle taxi tu..
Jahanam vehicle..
AIr con bocor, enjin termausk, lampu pecah.. otak stress..

kay.. long time ago story..

It is great to get to know more about someone more when you got the opportunity.
The first meet-up, was just a brief one. It was my idea.
So we wont waste time. hahaa.
But, just now, was a great opportunity to spent quality time getting to know each other.
Talk a lil bit there,
send her to her tarian class by bus.
Reached destination, also the opportunity to go to the model agency company to talk to the guy i am pulling back.
I am now into another company. Just told him that way la..
Cuz he been like, missed calling me a few times the last weeks.
Can go GILA.
***************updated***************
go to Arshanti Blog. She talk about it here.


Finish my stuff, pick her up from her class, went for dinner..
lapar la dier katakan..
Well.
i gobbled them down, S L O W L Y...
Actually, masih la lapar jugak.. although eat my dinner earlier...
Step makan slow je.
kah kah kah...
shh..

kay.
this part,hmm..
let me just put it here eh...

I do know this, but this is one comment that been told to me, openly. =D
Yea..
Wat comment?
aiya..
only me and her know. shush.


My principle is simple..
Friends I go out with, is to have fun together, feel comfortable with each other,
open up like we already know each other,
although you only know me like not so long..
And you feel that as if, you know me for decades..
You open up easily.
What is the point, you meet up with someone, but you feel awkward with each other cause you dont know each other well, so you may not open up your true inner character within your soul.
Correct?

Be comfortable as yourself.


It's better that way..
Then u can have fun spending time together easily, getting to know more about each other, no awkwardness.
=)

oh.. didnt i say, i loike natural beauty..
its okay not to wear ur makeup. =D

Its already late, so its better to send her back home.
Well.. Walking her home, saw mats all over the place.
haiya..
I'm there. Safe. No worries..
She already told me the typical stories.
Better be safe..

I believe, she is now in Lalaland.
But me, as usual..
Burung hantu..
Later sleep.
Oh shit..

msti terikut Sheila tau.
i wonder, if she still awake..
ha!

like always,
Happy Surfing!




Burn

p.s Men should never be the nice guys.
Just treat her as if she's your sister.
Don't be a wuss. Don't be boring.
And don't be an asshole.
Still don't get it?
Soon to come project.




to those who can't sleep, listen to this slow lullaby... hohoho.
DISCLAIMER WARNING: MAY CAUSE UNDESIRABLE EFFECT SUCH AS NIGHTMARE OR PSYCHOLOGICAL EFFECT. (the voice keep repeating in your head. it won't kill you actually)
Why? Afraid?
Not daring sia..
lullaby tidur malam_1.mp3

Duet with Nurul

Hey hey..
Got back home..
Then nurul decided to come, and duet with me.
Nurul man!

hahaha..

kay..
Exaggerate..

This is the song i used to listen to and sing along, long time agooooo.~~
very long..
then something happen..
I heard this song, sang by someone..
The machine bookmark in me, decided to re-sing this song..
oooo...
Then Nurul duet with me..
Cool...
Just have fun singing..

Though my bass is too much because of my sub-woofer..
Still trying to make it sound, BETTA..

=D

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

How?
hahaha...
i know i sound exhausted. baru balik mah..
can be better.. hoho..

Don't worry, Be happy

Saturday..
As usual, lepak ngan dorang..
But,however,I did not join them today...
Busy siot..

But, i told them later supper,I'll join in..
Somehow, not confirm nak pi simpang for supper ke tak..
When i reached home, my phone beep.
Check the message.
It reads " Kita jadi pi simpang"
Mcm la biskut..
Dah balik la seh, baru bilang..

But, i just told them, next outing,I'll be in..

Now, Sunday..
Later at 4, there is suppose to be my go-kart fun.
But, i somehow, got something else to do..
Shitto..
When i am ready gung-ho, organizer of the group not ready.
Now, somehow, they have enough member to make it a 'Go'.
unfortunately, i can't make it..
That's my dream man..

The third time i must say, i missed this occassion..
Three times..
Not once, twice..
Three..
I got the opportunity, but i can't.
Rabak pe...
First, because i was called in for NS.
Second, I register, somehow, I got training, on the weekendS!!!
Third, i got something else to tend to..

*Dish dish dish*
3rd of August, another group i'm in, they have night cycling organise...
I can go..
But...
My bike kena stolen few months back..
Tak sedih gitu..
rabak pe..
I must make sure, this thing will be available to me again..
I will.. and i must...!!!
Take this wordfrom me..
I will remember this..
It is a MUST!

Monday..
Photoshoot...
*dub*dub*dub*
nervous...
but chill..
hahaha..
it's time to geledar closet, take my shirts, pinjam baju adik skali..
bawak pi studio..
fuh..
insya'allah..
can't wait baby...





whose kitten got lost in my folders??











Burn

Tight

I was feeling high.
Testing my voicebox whether it is still working after a week of fever, chills,and loss of voice.
hahaha...

There..
I feel high...
3 times!!

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