Al-Fateha

I didnt realise that...

When I was struggling to breathe that Wednesday afternoon,

was Real...

What I remembered, was...

I was having this very painful toothache out of a sudden.

Suddenly, I felt weak..

Totally weak..

But I was fighting to stand up...

I can't even speak to my mum when we were in the kitchen...

My knees was giving away..

I staggered to my bed, and lay down, struggling to breathe..

Can't speak a word.

only whisper...

I didn't know what was happening...

Thoughts ran through my mind.

I didn't want to leave early...

I still have my responsibilities to fulfill..

I haven't reach that Goal to make my family very happy..

especially for my mum, who have raise us for the past 15 years...

All I had in mind was,

If ever i leave this world,

I wanna apologise to all my wrongdoings...

The next thing I remember, I just dozed off.. (or faint?)

I did woke up. 3 hours later...

Syukur alhamdulilah...

Check my inbox and receive a message...

from mum who went to work...(she still doesnt know what happen that day)

My uncle.. Was Gone.

He leave to meet Almighty Creator, @ 508am on 17th Feb 2010.

He was a healthy 39 year old with no sickness whatsoever.

He led an Active lifestyle.

Cycling, Scuba-diving, Jogging etc.

It was shocking.

And sudden.

...

I still wonder.

Was what I experience a message given to me 7 hours later after my uncle passed away..?

7..

7 hours.

The number 7...

Allah Akhbar...

Burn