Protector of Peace

She loves him, but he can't accept if she really meant it.
He loves her,
But she don't believe him cuz he was away from her for the sake of protecting her,her family, his family n Singapore.
They love each other,
But they dont want to accept the fact that its true.

Sound familiar guys?
Those whom are serving NS will know what i meant.
A man love his girl but she was doubtful cuz he was always away and thought he forget bout her.
Girl wanted to be with someone who will be always there for her n found someone.
The man n the girl still love each other but they did not want to accept the truth.
The girl go with the someone cuz he will be always there for her.
The man, look for someone else who understand his situation.

Soon, the time will come for the someone she's with to serve.
Then, the girl will realise what the Man had told her before, is the truth.

So many stories i heard from people like us.
We love them, they thought we have someone else.
Coz y?
We are not there.
Then wen the time has come for the guy they were with to serve, then they will know.

Even though The Man love his girl, but he found someone who loves him.

Like Romeo n Juliet?
No.
The typical life of Singapore boys to Men.
Wat we all can do?
Sacrifice lo.
Lan lan suck thumb.

I have a family to look after anyway.
No Papa,
I Am the Man of the House.
After my mother though. Queen.
=D

I have serve enough.
Insya'allah ending coming soon.


Enjoy the cool nite!
Just now, it was raining..
Cooool..

Nowadays,
I attract the wrong kind of attention.
The 'Bis' n the presumably 'gays'.
How cool n
Scary these days we have to face.
Ya allah.
Minta ampun
Bnyk bnyk.

Ish.
How great..


Why am i talking bout ns life?
I'm bored.
Can't sleep.
Too much energy to release like tis kind of late nite/pagi2 buta.
*wide cheeky grin*
I'm still 'behaving' myself here okay.

I'm blind with so many testosterone surrounding around me.
Eyes will only pop if a pretty young lady walk pass.
Haha.

Still can't forget that 'Farah'..
N the 'Pink Barbie' lady .. Dunnoe wat her real name is.
Call her Pink barbie because she wears pink.
N she is cute.
That simple smile she gave tat nite.
Aww.
So 'kedebak-
kedebuk'.
The perfume.
Ya ampun.
Nun malam2 buta.
Dari ngantuk, terbeliak biji mata dan keseluruhan anggota badan ku, tersedar dari kengantukan.
Buat shift mlm2 buta, tak endahkan berape lama berdiri.
Waduh.
Tanyelah budak budak ku.
Alahai.
Eh eh Abu.
Gatai.

Lo. Ape lak?
Sape yg tak.
Bukan gatai.
Terpegun dengan gadis2 seperti itu.
Waduh.
Wak abu sudah mapek lo pagi2 buta mcm gene.

Masih ingat aku tat early morning before handing over.
Due2 ade on shift duty..
Wow!
Yang aku?
Kat tengah2 dorang
In position.
Lihat kekanan,
Farah.
Kekiri, 'pink barbie'
Dab dub dab dub.
We kept glancing each other.
How fun.
Aku, tetap cool.
And macho.
Cheh.
I know one corner u all muntah.
Ha!
Ngah cool n macho, tapi
Ade lak spoil market.
Dunnoe why suddenly, kepala torchlight tercabut.
Kepala masih attach.
Badan?
Jatuh kebawah.
Habez kemachoan n coolness.
Den, helmet lak buat kacau.
Dier pun join skali parachute ke bawah.
Ya ampun.
*hand slap on forehead*

Luckily, they kind of busy doing their duty.
Dunnoe whether they saw or not ah. But for me i think they did.
Hahaha.
As for me, as usual with coolness n machoness, pick up the helmet, put one side, repair the torch n act as if nothing has happen.
*vomit blood one corner* i know.

Abu suke ckp mapek.
Hari hari abu ckp mapek.

Dah nape ke era arwah p-ramlee lak?


Bored la.
Cant sleep.
Pakse bunyikan 'kroh kroh' je.
Mcm gitu gak.
Terbeliak biji mata hang.

Time chek:0135 hours!


Burn Eskimo



i love you
but
i love myself more