Confèssìòns

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Sometimes, when we want to please others, we never get to please ourselves.

We never allow ourselves to find the happiness we been looking for,
For the sake of pleasing someone else.

The kind of happiness wer wen u were alone or getting to bed, you were suddenly thinking bout it.
only u and Allah knows how u feel inside. But u have to please someone. Are u being afraid? Or the history attachment making u avoiding it?
To please someone? U sacrifice the chance?

Its not bout having someone new.
Its bout getting to know more about someone.

We may never know, cuz we never tried.

The phrase 'moved on' has a great meaning and need to be understood.

When someone moved on, it is when he/she let go of the past and focusing on a new life ahead.
Moved on, as when his/her previous partner is getting to know someone else,
The other party do not feel wanting to restrict that from happening as it has already been said earlier they had moved on. Whatever the other party do, doesnt concern the other party.

Its kind of a 'raise a question mark' kind of thing as the reason of not being able to get to know 'someone new' better is
That The 'someone new' has history attachment with
A friend.
Havent
'a friend' moved on?
Whats stopping?
Reasons for it:
Is it afraid?
Or sacrifice
Ownself happiness to please someone?

Debatable argument.
Its your life.
Isn't it?

I was only wanting to get to know more bout you.
But, reasons given is unlogical and debatable.
Historical attachment with someone...
Havent we know that,
We have moved on?
Its a difficult situation.
I know.

Its different for you.
Others, yes.
I can go. Don't bother.
But for your case, my arrow keep pointing back at you.
Hmm.
Nah.
Maybe, just the feelin feelin.
It will disappear and gone soon.
Attractions are blind. This case, it may be hard for you to accept...


You are one hell of a person.
Sacrifice.
Kay. For that, respect.

If we ever meet again to talk, guarantee it will all be about Manchester united we'll talk about.

=)

Salutations!

Ok.
Lets move on...

One thing tat is certain in my mind.
That one time we got the chance to meet and met,it was an
Opportunity to mend everything tat is broken, or loose ends.
I know what she wants.what she crave for. What she needs.
But why i didnt do anything about it?
I been keeping this inside me, only He knows what it is.
Now, i've nothing to loose. Let it out inside me.

One thing is, i am worried.
Worried that i may not be able to provide all that while I'm serving.
I may left a few months. But what if she fall for me again, and i'm not able to provide all that she needs after what we went through?
I dun want it to happen again. I dun want her to experience that again.

I wish we could have each other for much longer. She is a very special lady, i tell u.
But, could i provide all that she needs while i'm serving and she's having someone close?
Misunderstandings that happen was the cause of selfishness i had. I'm afraid of others having her.
But i know, she needs all that and i can't provide them for now.
Nevertheless, we moved on and she is happy with what she has with him.
I'm happy for you.
Good luck.

Ok.
Next..

I'm proud, i have serve my country.
Visions ahead for my life, and knowing where i'm heading to. Speaking like a confident man eh?
Cheh!
Of course.

Teenage years are long time over.
Time for a change and i know i can achieve what i am aiming for.
Years living without fatherly advice aint easy, but it aint hard also.
With Allah's guidance, we survive. I learnt along the way.
Motherly advice is enough for me.
I am grateful i have her in my life.
Being the man-of-the-house is not hard but it aint easy either.
Just chill, relax, work for it, ask for guidance from Him.
Alhamdulilah,
Life is somehow a lot easier than before.

Aint looking for one yet. Time will tell.
But it is great to have someone in life by your side.
Everyday can play hide n seek, ya know. =)

Chak-tng-tng.

~Bounce~

Burn is dead.
No more.
Kaput.

Call me by name.
Abu is best.
I like.
Or u can call me,
Kin...
Still ma name for many years wen i was younger. =)