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2011-08-26T21:59:00.001+08:00

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2011-08-06T10:46:00.001+08:00

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Checklist

2010-04-24T06:05:00.002+08:00

- Interview with Carlos Xuma

- First website : http://www.areyouawuss.info created.

- Second official website : http://abubakarmustikin.com created

- Official Joint venture with Carlos for subscribers and friends to receive FREE audio course worth US$37.97.

- Attraction Dynamics For REAL newsletters re-arranging. . .

- New powerpoint video for Attraction Dynamics for REAL promo.

- Receive an email for a joint partnership with an article website ongoing...

- Prepare a New Report - Attraction Dynamics for REAL!

on Inner Self-confidence
Body LAnguage (sexual or flirting)
Flirting
Communicating
Connection
and more to think of...

Burn

Where Am I?

2010-04-16T07:09:00.002+08:00

Hola Amigos!

I rarely blog these days. =p

I am focus on my current project with an affiliate partner.

You can follow up with me at my Facebook Page.

You can follow me at Twitter too!

Check out my weblog @ http://www.areyouawuss.info.

You can also check out my

OFFICIAL website @ http://abubakarmustikin.com

All the Best in your future endeavours amigos!

;)

This is Abu Bakar a.k.a Burn,

Signing Off!

Neill Strauss - The Game

2010-03-16T05:21:00.006+08:00

I'm sure you have seen this book before, from the bookstore or probably your friends having them.

I read part of the chapter in 2009 and I have my own PDF version of this book.
I am sure you guys must have been surprise and interested in the underground world of Pick-up Artist.
It was fun, amazing, nerve-wrecking, adventure-packed experience.
It was like you are there, with them.

Amazingly, after spending time researching all these stuffs, I have came to the realisation that,
you do not need to be a Pick-up artist to be amazing with Women.
You do not need to manipulative to get that girl you want.
The life of the Pick-up artist, you know what they all want?
Do you know what is their objective?

Pick a girl/ group, find the target, open the target, bring the target away from the group, close her, have sex etc etc..
If it ain't working, move on to the next one...

Do you think most guys really want that?
There are men I talk with who really want to be in a long-term relationship with a woman he choose to be with.

if you do know the Interview I made with a Ex Pickup Artist, Carlos Xuma,
he will tell us great information about being the Real Man, The Real Deal Alpha Man, women will be attracted to, even though they deny they weren't.
(He doesn't like to be label a PUA, even though he is stuck with that) =)

Check out my interview with him at my website @ http://abubakarmustikin.com/interview-series-carlos-xuma

Proudly Own these two websites
Check them out!

Interview Series- Carlos Xuma

2010-03-13T05:08:00.002+08:00

I have finally conduct an interview with Carlos Xuma, discussing and answering questions I have impose for you guys to benefit from it. =)

I already upload the sample interview @ http://abubakarmustikin.com/interview-series-carlos-xuma.

You can hear the sample audio interview there.
I'll be uploading the FULL 18 minutes interview, very soon.

Stay tune!

Burn

Interview With Carlos Xuma

2010-03-06T05:12:00.004+08:00

Hola amigos!

It has been a while and finally, I had the chance to interview one of the the best Dating/ Relationship Coach and Advisor,

Carlos Xuma!

Like I've said in the my video log in Facebook, finally, we had that interview.

Who is Carlos Xuma?

He has appear in ABC news, Playboy Magazine, MAxim Radio and Neill Strauss Stylife. (The author of the book called The Game)

I'll be updating this post in a while and also my website.

Stay tuned for my next video log in Facebook!

Burn

UPDATED : http://abubakarmustikin.com/interview-series-carlos-xuma

Take ATTRACTION Action!

2010-03-04T10:42:00.004+08:00

Today, I have decided to venture for a moment, into this amazing Dating World, a post for Women. =D

Discover What MEN think.

A conversation the other day with a girlfriend of mine, initiate me to type in this post.

Are you frustrated because you keep getting approached by all the WRONG guys?

Are you tired of waiting for guys to approach you.

‘Burn. I just broke up.’

‘Ouh’ (ignoring her whenever topic about her boyfriend or ex appear)

…

‘Burn, why the hell I’m getting with the WRONG guys?!’

‘Maybe, you use the wrong perfume?’

*whack*
:p

Feel frustrated in your dating life?

You need to start taking ATTRACTION ACTION in your dating life!

Proudly own:

Visit my website anytime! =)

Teasing And Respect

2010-02-26T01:24:00.003+08:00

I believe, this is one of the article that most of us must know.
i find it useful, for your future interaction with any women in your life..Either with the ones you get to know with, simply said, your Date, or with any of your female friends.

Would you feel secured, after what you sense as security with them, dissipated?
(Read more)

Ma Pride N Joy

2010-02-24T03:14:00.003+08:00

Revealing the birth of AbuBakarMustikin.com

More inputs coming in!!!!

Burn

Interview Project

2010-02-21T07:27:00.008+08:00

After The Wedding @ Furama

Yazid. Isn. Burn

Posing while taking a break for some fresh-air

B.I.A

These are Last month photos...

Now, I've Invested in my personal camera..

And viola..

Easy to take pics and videos without the usual hassle..

Muahahaha!

Abu Burn N Zul APek

Bo Zan N Zul Apek

Corridor...

Candid @ Work

Meeting Alice in March 4!

Papa N JuManji!

Bo, Henry, Papa

Okay. If she found out i posted this pic, she kill me =)

I know I have been lucky enough.
I'm grateful to Allah for these.
When I'm not active finding new friends, I get one coming...

I didn't know she was Chinese.
that first day...
haha...
Been 3 months already i've known her...
so, here are the latest ones.

Busy working out her dunnoe-what.

Ah-moi!

Heddi Hua Lopez N Burnano diCaprio

There's more, but these are the best shots...
I regard her as a friend. Where I can get to learn more about her life, culture etc in closeup details.
But I do know, she had other thoughts in her mind.

Told her before, introducing her to my other friends will be an ease..
But...
You know..
She just doesn't want to..

All I do know is, If one makes me happy..
I make her happier...
I guess, that's the reason... o_O

i'm human though.
I'm not perfect 100%.

And...
Can you believe she took my words by changing her new hairstyle, and dressing style?
Those pictures above are taken before it happen.
I thought it was some hot young lady from afar the other day.
But then, it is HER!

ok..
my friends thought she was Hot.
For me, i know my choices.
And I am still enjoying my single life.
Still looking... but never met the ones I wanted... yet..

It's either, i never allow them to show their true self
Or...
There wasn't opportunity for one for me to see 'em...

heh..

Anyway,
my Interview project will be commencing soon.
I still have yet, compile the questions for Carlos Xuma interview...
You can check my non-audio version though which questions are different anyway @
http://carlosxumainterview.areyouawuss.info

For a warm-up and what I have been wanting to do since before,
I've wanted to interview someone that i've known for a long time...
She's a musician who have the talents, but yet, she never believe enough she can go far..
But yet...
She still goes on... and on..
and achieve some so far..
She is still working on it...
And we do know, She will..
I believe.. She will...

Mind you, she have followers and fans all along her journey..
though there will be some black sheeps, it is all part of the game in life. =)

I've yet to compile questions so that particular ladybug, can be prepared...
hohohohoho...

It is left with only a few steps to take next...=)

Coming soon, my personal webpage:
http://abubakaronline.com

I could have just get a abubakar.com address... but... it is selling for a high price..
(someone bought it, and selling it for a few thousand dollars... )
dammit...

working on it though!

This particular video will be uploaded soon.
I've discussed 'em in my first video log @ facebook.
However, it wasn't clear.
So this second video log, will make it clearer..
Thinking of editing the first portion though..
But, I'll see to that.

Been working with a partner and so, I believe, when it works, useful.. It will Be...

I'll see you on the other side.

Burn

Al-Fateha

2010-02-21T07:07:00.002+08:00

I didnt realise that...

When I was struggling to breathe that Wednesday afternoon,

was Real...

What I remembered, was...

I was having this very painful toothache out of a sudden.

Suddenly, I felt weak..

Totally weak..

But I was fighting to stand up...

I can't even speak to my mum when we were in the kitchen...

My knees was giving away..

I staggered to my bed, and lay down, struggling to breathe..

Can't speak a word.

only whisper...

I didn't know what was happening...

Thoughts ran through my mind.

I didn't want to leave early...

I still have my responsibilities to fulfill..

I haven't reach that Goal to make my family very happy..

especially for my mum, who have raise us for the past 15 years...

All I had in mind was,

If ever i leave this world,

I wanna apologise to all my wrongdoings...

The next thing I remember, I just dozed off.. (or faint?)

I did woke up. 3 hours later...

Syukur alhamdulilah...

Check my inbox and receive a message...

from mum who went to work...(she still doesnt know what happen that day)

My uncle.. Was Gone.

He leave to meet Almighty Creator, @ 508am on 17th Feb 2010.

He was a healthy 39 year old with no sickness whatsoever.

He led an Active lifestyle.

Cycling, Scuba-diving, Jogging etc.

It was shocking.

And sudden.

...

I still wonder.

Was what I experience a message given to me 7 hours later after my uncle passed away..?

7..

7 hours.

The number 7...

Allah Akhbar...

Burn

Interview? ...Set ...Ready!!

2010-02-05T09:02:00.003+08:00

I've been working on this since the last month on this Special Interview. (Check out my weblog at http://areyouawuss.info >> Go to SPECIAL INTERVIEW to know what I am talking about. oh yea. My own url. Transfer to own hosting in process...)

I got a new microphone and headset and have done setting it up, testing with my Skype program and Audacity recording program.

Initially, on the first test, the first recording through my Stereo mix was bloody loud.
seriously.
I went deaf temporarily as the recording receive was at high.
I fiddle a bit here and there...

As you can see, I did finally figure it out though.
It is the wave volume..
Lower them when making a recording so it won't blast yuor speakers..
Then, during playback, just increase them to its maximum or your normal usage volume..

Now, I'm ready!
Hmm..

First demo interview...
Someone whom I get to know : A songwriter. A singer. A guitar player...
hmmmmm. . .
o_O

Burn

Reasons for own good

2010-01-24T23:28:00.005+08:00

Hola!

To those who been reading my blog,
I wish you a very good day!
(although i nvr really publicise or advertise my blog to many friends...only a certain number =p )

I've been into a personal project as you may not know.
I've been doing this for the past few months, until recently, I finally got the key, or rather, the key idea that catapult me into another stage.

It has already been more than a year being in the single scene.
I have my fair share of fun, interesting happenings, actions, getting to know new girlfriends, spent time together, laugh, poke, push, roll etc etc.
But what is important is, getting to know what you really want in your life.

What do I meant by it?
You see, I've been emailing back an forth with a certain partner for being an affiliate partner with him.
I get into contact with another partner which specialise in another traits of a person in the dating/ relationship scene.
It's all dealing in a business partner deal. (ok. this is beside the point)

Let me asked u this.
Are you a relationship gypsy?
What does it means?
You do know what a gypsy is right?
Gypsy - going from one place to another, traveller..

Relationship gypsy - means one who break up with someone on 7th November @ 3pm and get into another relationship on 7th Novemeber @ 301pm.
You see the example?
Get it?
One who move to another relationship after break-up on off on off and the cycle continues..
I've known a few girlfriends who are involve in this situation and do you think it's for her own good?

What do you think?

Simply, they didn't have a Break for themselves and they kept having this feelings of broken-heart, happy, sad, broken-heart on and off.
( i do know women love this cycle of emotion storm within themselves and they feel good without them knowing.. some)

Have they ever thought of taking a break?
=)
It has been more than a year and what do I learnt?
Dating with a few number of girl-friends, make me realise, what I really want in my life.
What kind of girl I do want, what kind of girl I may expect to know, What kind of attitude a girl may give towards you when you do certain kind of action (they are various. Not one are the same).

You see, how do you cope with multiple dating and why?
Being single, you have no restrictions on what you want to do for yourselves.
It's your life.
Also, these experiences make you learnt more about yourselves. And people all around you. (Dating scene)

You do have time to embrace yourselves so that you will know what kind of girl you really want in life. ;)

Ever came across the term multiplicity?
Now you heard it.
It's call, dating multiple person when you are single.
SINGLE. NOT WHEN YOU HAVE SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW. =)
*crack your skull if you do this*

Not many will agree or this is really controversial to most people.
Especially towards guys.
They get labelled 'a player', or 'Casanova' and what else?

The reason dating multiple partners at the same time is simple.
You will know what you want in your life, and you get to understand yourself what kind of girl you really want to share your life with.
You see.
Instead of yourself, be emotionally hurt or hurting your girlfriend's feelings,
you do need to know yourself first what you really want.
You don't have to be a 'Relationship Gypsy' and at the same time hurting Women.
That is really, a Player.

We are still having fun with each other's presence and our constant communication.
And oh, don't tell me you haven't found a girl that do this things too.
I do.
I've dated a few, who have so many guys wooing for her.
It seems to be frustrating to oneself but, after I learnt more and more each day and each month, I do finally see the full picture why, certain desirable men and women do this. =D

Check out my weblog on a personal project I've been working on.
Based on experiences, friend's experiences, the 'naturals' and other sources.

GO check it out!

Signing off,

Burn

Carlos Xuma Dating Q&A

2010-01-19T20:05:00.001+08:00

I've been working on this.
Audio Interview with Carlos Xuma coming soon!
Meanwhile, Check out this SlideShare Presentation:

Carlos Xuma Dating Q&A

View more documents from Oseghale.

Research Conclusion

2010-01-17T14:59:00.002+08:00

Yo..

It has been a while since I've been into this Online dating Game.
(or getting to know someone more from online)

I've made this conclusion of the studies I've been taking for the past few months.

Getting a phone number from someone new online that fast, seems doesn't work.
I meant fast as in within 30 minutes online chatting.
Out of 5... 3 out of question..
Out of 5, I meant, really good-looking girls..
3 of them, are the really really good-looking ones..
(Maybe u can say to me my numbers are not really a strong way to potray of the studies i made.
If a PUA, he'll do it in 20s 30s.. i'm not a PUA)

I will stick to my old method...
Getting to know about them more..
Make them laugh..
Make them feel good talking to you,
before wanting to talk more with them on the phone..

Hmm..
This is the safest way..
I don't understand the so-called Online PUA method of getting to know someone online whether it works or not..
I think the different culture is one of the reason..
Western and Asian culture are different..
Hm...

I'll need to find out more about this..
If my old method works, I'll stick to it.
It's what I called, the Best method I've been sticking to..

More studies on this matter ;)

Make Love.
Not War.

Burn

2010 coming soon~

2009-12-23T03:57:00.003+08:00

It has been nearly a month since I update this blog...

Been up to a lot of stuff that I dun have the luxury to update.
(Except for new songs o_O )

Exams over, new term already commences..
Been going through different shifts, met with a lot of different kinds of people, women men alike...
Recently, I've been on a personal project.
A weblog that I have created.
Focusing on the Dating niche.
It's up and running.
Need to do some tweaking and all the SEO stuff to identify the keywords..
I'm gonna add a post of an interview with Carlos Xuma, a well-known in the PUA community and a Dating Coach.
Will put it up in that weblog. (Check it out here!)

Well..
Have you ever felt good when you manage to get someone back on their feet after they fall and roll?
I've known a few people that broke up with their loved ones or whoever it is...
Been months ago, I've talk to some of them.
Well..
At least they got themselves back up...
And move on with their new life after some stuff I've told.

And there's a guy, who really wanna know... hmm...
let's be a lil discreet...
To seduce a woman.. =D
There are a few things to take note and do, to ensure that both parties..erhem...
I got a lil msg from him...
He told me he screwed up.

I thought that, what I've told him, did not work.
But I was thinking, it can't be..
Although, I reminded him, different people have different results..

After I got back home from my night class..
we had a chat..
(i had a screenshot of the chatbox. will be uploaded later)
It was working just like it suppose to be..
but he screw it up..
Talk to him bout 'teasing' thingy..
But, he tease too much, and at the wrong time..

Oh well..
It was a mistake he will learnt..
I learnt from mistakes..
And correct it so that i wont repeat the same ol mistakes.. =)

My weblog is already up.
Take a look!
STRICTLY FOR MALE TESTOSTERONE!
Check it out now!

Burn

Thursday is OFF day Today!

2009-11-26T16:36:00.002+08:00

... and and and , NEW MOON is showing in theatres all over Singapore.. =D
But rest assured, I have the opportunities to watch it anytime I want.
heh heh heh.
Join in? Heh. Earn it. =)

Well...
I've decided to pause my Trading.
As what I have learnt, if your Trade ain't good, take a break.
Don't go in again and again and keep losing it.
Key point : Don't trade with emotion.
Trade with a plan.
I did make profits, but after I keep going in without a plan, I kept losing it.
I've to stop, educate myself more, move in with a plan, and execute. =D

Right now, I've been working on to revamp my weblog : http://Digitalinfo.tk
to make it more presentable to my visitors and to make it more easier to navigate.
Will update my Digital Information on Demand Facebook page when it is completed.
Right now, I have to focus on my exams that's coming NEXT WEEEK!! Shit!

And, the contest that I participate in organise by MDIS is doing rather well.
But after checking some other competitors, I gotta do something.
My photo need more exposure!
Check them out! MDIS ' I want a HP netbook contest '
Note the cover album. Lol~

I'm working on another blog.
Instigate by someone after our chat.
I felt, he is losing it..
tsk..
I went through that before and I know what will be the outcome.
So after that, all change for the better.

What is it about? Well. .. .
it's all about Dating..
How to create attraction, to be what you are really but only better, to up your status as a Male,
To be in control of women not be controlled by women..
and more...

i had one blog with wordpress, but never publicise it.
I'm gonna update it with more quality contents, then I'll publicise.have
Most are what I have experience and learn, some stuffs I learnt outside and some experiments I made to learn more.
It is very useful if you take notes of some of the stuffs I put inside.
It will work, I assure you.
I bet, you might have heard it somewhere before but never had the heart to execute it.

It is very helpful for the future, to be more confidence of oneself.
It's not all about Looks.
It's all about Personality.
Look around.
Gorgeous women with oh-so-okay men.
I've seen one couple, he is big. big as in fat not muscle.
But beside him, a gorgeous women.

(Although I caught her staring at me and challenge her for 5 seconds until she look away was beside the point. BUT you have to take notice of this too! I'll tell you how important this is in the blog)

Coming sooon!!!

I gotta focus on my exams..
Oh..
Evening prayers..
Be back soon!

Burn

Random Thoughts

2009-11-17T07:24:00.002+08:00

When I get to know you,
i just want to show you things ur last man couldn't show you..
I ain't a Stalker,
but there's too much traffic in between we just couldn't see each other..
But when i pull over your shoulder,
You just couldn't see through the plastic sheet covering over..
I do not need to capture your heart..
You have entered my world once and before..
But within that laughter and jokes, there's something real hidden under.
You couldn't see 'em.
You just have to find 'em.
If you are truly want 'em.

Forex

2009-11-09T07:34:00.005+08:00

Been days, studying , learning, testing, risk-taking and educating myself in Forex.
Learning from videos from Alpari Academy(UK) with their educational videos, putting my insights on eToro with their different system outlook in Forex. Look atthis:

I don't know whether u can see it clearly..
As u can see on top, eToro platform is kinda different from the rest of the Forex Platform I've known.
It has a special design layout to make it easier for people that are beginners in Forex to trade with ease.
However, their layout to me is like a game.
It may look easy with all their cool design, layout, tools and stuff.
But with money, it seems like a game and I don't wanna take that risk.

A little serious when dealing with money.

This is the MetaTrader 4 platform. With my Alpari UK demo account, I have been playing with it, learning, testing, derive plans, learn again educating myself about Forex.
After a few tries and playing, take a look below:

After many losses, finally I make a profit.
Heh..
+237.

If only it's real money, yet.

Below is one of the tools of Xforex. The chart they have:

Since I have an active account with Xforex, I'm gonna start soon.
However, i need some documents ready though before my broker and I start discussing.
I find Xforex charts not enough.
So, I use a few platforms to assist me in the future.
MetaTrader system, eToro unique charts and tips and some reference from Xforex chart tool.
Cool..

While at it, now, Monday mornigng, where the market start opening, I am watching and education myself with Alpari Academy videos.
Of all videos I learnt from, I find these interesting.
It's like U are there in a classroom with him teaching you on a whiteboard.

Cool eh?

Happy Surfing!

Burn

Week of Money

2009-11-07T01:53:00.003+08:00

Money money money...

heh heh heh..

Back here..
Spend the week completing my assignments for Accounting and my Principles of Business Management.

I spend a few days completing my assignments in Accounting even at work while taking a break.
So by the time I need to type it in my system, I can complete it fast..
However, i was rushing for my Principles of Business Management assignments..
LAck of time planning.
heh..

Whatever it is, i'm done with it.
Now focusing on my examinations that is coming soon..
Hoo shit!

Anyway, it was payday week.
heheheh..
It was suppose to be on Tuesday.
That was what most of my colleagues expected.
Even me.
However, it didnt happened.
The mood on Tuesday?
Very somber beb..
Morale suddenly like, very low.
But still, operation has to go on right..
well..
it have to be...
Without us also, company cannot make money though..
hahah..

Well.
On Wednesday, it was payday!
everyone hooray hooray, then party on Thursday for the ushers.
as in 'party'.
Someone bought Pizza Hut.
And we all, pounce on it.
ha!

Both days, I do observe somethings.
Well..
Most of us, are in a 'Rat Race'.
Wake up, rush for work, come back home...
Next day, the cycle repeats.
I still remember a quote from a colleague
' We work for money. (We work for pay).'
I just acknowledge what he said.
It is somehow true, you must get paid for the work you have done of course.
Company must pay you.

But, do we realise that, we are relying on the solely on the paycheck the company we work for?
Without that paycheck, surely we feel something is missing, lethargic, weird..
If you really think about it, we cant simply rely on our paycheck to survive.
Have you ever think about it?
Think..
What if the company decide to delay our paycheck? (according to the Law, the company is allowed 7 days from within that week of pay day)
Look at how we all feel?
The mood is totally different.
We never get paid yet..
Once ,we get our pay, how different our mood are..
Didnt we realise, we are solely relying on our paycheck?
Didnt we realie, our boss are in control of our money?
We are in a 'Rat Race'!!

How can we be in control of our own money???
There are many ways..
Have your own business.
Be your own boss.
Be a marketer as an Affiliate.
Or how bout being a Trader?

I have spent years on learning in Affiliate Marketing.
Although there are some parts I have not achieve yet, I manage to learn a lot about PPC, SEO marketing, Social Network Marketing such as Twitter, Facebook and so on, Autoresponders which is Email marketing( currently I am into Trafficwave but, my trial is over so waiting for me to purchase that program to reactivate my account), Traffic Exchange marketing, Safelist marketing( which i found it is kinda irritating when they start flooding my email account with opportunities or markets. But now i know, that how it works. To me, it's irritating.)

There are so much more I've learnt about PLR (Private Label Rights) articles which u can use as a template for you to submit to Article Directories as Article Marketing. It's best to have your edited version instead of blindly copying all from PLR articles as yours.
I am a member of various membership site that i lost count. Except for emails coming in through 5 different Gmail accounts.

This year however, i have recorded some of the membership site as a member.
Webtoolsnow.com, webtools to explode traffic and income of your affiliate marketing, Newrichreport.com,

Step by Step tutorials making money online,
Nicheaudioclub.com, from where i got my free PLR articles from (at thetime of this writing, this website are posted as a Site that may harm your computer. Someone or some bug got into this site, and it sent virus or trojan to surfers. Rather not send the link. Let's find out in a few weeks time how the status of the site will be. For more info in protecting your PC, check out Digitalinfo.tk / abmdigitalinfo.blogspot.com, my own weblog for PC users!),
twitterhints.com where I learnt some on Twitter marketing,
Imsuccessformula,

where they will show you the steps by step in making money online (owner of website is also owner of dragonsurf.biz, a Traffic Exchange program, check out my blog peel away ads on the right hand corner) and more.

Currently, I am studying and focusing on Affilorama.com, a membership website where you can learn a lot more on Affiliate Marketing. It was created by Mark Ling, a New Zealander marketer.
SEObook.com, another membership website teaching us on SEO ( Search Engine Optimization).
Most of us do search through Google or Yahoo.
From Google search, you can identify Affiliate marketer website within the search.
I can give you an example.
You face a hard drive problem. Your hard drive become corrupted.
You cant access that hard drive.
You need to contents however.
So you need to fix it.
Try this.
Type in ' how to fix a corrupted or unreadable drive ' in Google Search.
Focus on the second entry of the search.
What did you see?
focus on this website: abmdigitalinfo.blogspot.com.
Go visit!
That weblog I have created months ago.
I decided to tweak a little using SEO techniques.
And now it is number 2 in Google search at time of writing!!
I receive traffic on that search whenever someone decided to repair his/her corrupted or unreadable drive.

I am still currently focusing on Affiliate Marketing, learning, absorbing, trial and error to see results.
I will keep learning.
Currently, I am also focusing on Trading in Forex.

I have been curious about Forex trading since early this year (if I am not mistaken).
I stumbled upon Umoo.com, a trading platform where you can play and Profit with real money at the same time. Basically, it involves trading in Stock which i am not focusing on just yet..
Forex trading first.
I've been learning a few techniques, reading Ebook, printing out articles, watching Youtube videos and so on. Recently i stumbled upon Trend Shadow, a program to assist you in Forex trading. It can be install to MetaTrader UK, a trading platform.
I don't have a LIVe account with them just yet. Only a Demo Account, so that I can learnt and master trading in Forex without risk of losing nor profiting.
However, I have a Live account with Xforex.
I have talk with the represantative twice already, teaching me, assisting how the system or their trading platform works, what is Bid, what is Ask price, how the leverage works in Forex and so on.
I've deposit a few amount into my account, ready to start.
I've to wait for my broker to call sometime tomorrow or next week where I will start trading.
However, I need a scanner to get things going.
My particulars are needed to be registered as a Registered trader.
now some weird ah-soh trading for fun or spamming. or whatever that is.
I can't wait though.
While I'm at it, I am playing with MetaTrader, learning on Forex trading.
First try buying, my Stop/Loss was too low i think. I loss 106.00 first time..
haha..
Keep learning though.
It is quite fun actually. But the risk is there.
I need to learnt to minimise my risk..
Oh boy..
Keep learning!!

Happy Surfing!
Burn

Halloween Night!

2009-10-31T07:45:00.008+08:00

Just got back home few minutes ago from work..
And here I am munching on Walnut Bun and Milk chocolate.. for supper..
at 0230 hours approximate on 1st November 2009..

Pejam celik pejam celik, dah masuk November..
2010 coming soon..
wow!
It was Halloween on the 31st October 2009..
some people went for a Halloween party..
Some, went for a crazy night walking all over Singapore taking random pictures with strangers while they are dressed as various characters, Zombie, Devil, Pig head with a chopper, Man in jumpsuit with a mask(like Halloween 2 movie like that) and others..
Saw some vampire looking guys...
While at work, saw a witch in a wedding gown with horrifying make-up(it was nicely done), just finish watching a movie...
cool!

Anyway, i was thinking..
isnt halloween celebrated in the US?
how come we celebrating it?
What is the purpose?
It seems, we just wanna enjoy the atmosphere only though..
wat for ay?

haha..

I do know myself getting used to irregular sleeping patterns and awaken timing during NS.
Now, i am facing it again..
Just got back home from night shift, and in a few hours later, morning shift..
some do asked me, ' Kau boleh ke? tak penat ke?'
I admit, it is tiring.
Sometimes, if i have a chance, i took a nap during break time.
But whatever it is, it is under control and i can manage that.
Used to it already.
No problem. insya'allah!
Amin.

But, there's something that i find out though.
I tend to shift focus when i am doing something.
I was researching on Affiliate marketing and learning more about it, when suddenly something else pops into my mind and i go researching it.
I need to discipline myself in what I do.

I still haven't complete both of my Assignments yet that is due oncoming week.
Must complete it..
ASAP!!

Currently, my Forex account is empty..
I haven't deposit any amount yet.
Once paycheck comes in, deposit in my amount and I have to contact with my broker.
Then, we talk business, and I will be playing with it.
Even though he may assist me, I have to educate myself more not only relying on him entirely..
We have to learn it ourselves. Right?!

I gonna talk a lil about boys and girls.
What makes me think to write on this topic?
My friend whom i went home earlier with her just now, says this when i told them something about relationship:

ME: ' I speak like a Guru ay, talking about relationship'.
SHE: ' Ya lor. Talk a lot, but still don't have a girlfriend'
ME: ' Hey.. I'm dating ok! Why must have a girlfriend if u can date anyone and make friends whoever you like' hahahaha...

My workmates were talking among ourselves a moment ago.
It is True.
Sometimes, when we say that we love her, she knows we will love her..
and then, that attitude of care-free will appear.
cuz she know u love her..
She would act as if, we need her so much. U know what i meant.
ngade-ngade kata org melayu...
What we, the ones knows, do is, we will at best never say we love her.. directly..
let them think. Keep them on their toes.
Do what we really need to do to care for her, to do what responsibilities we need to do, but never say a word, love her.
Cuz y?
they will tend to forget we were there.
What we always believe.
Keep chasing, they tend to run away.
We pull back, they will chase us..

Got me?
Let them chase us.
not we keep chasing them..

Girls.
Never ever, let them be in control.
We as MEN will LEAD.
They will get angry of course.
cuz why?
they just dunnoe what to do next.
They just become helpless..
That is why they got angry.
Got me?
=D

I'll update soon.
I will talk bout what i told to two person whom just broke up with their girlfriends.
heh.
Look at them now.. at least it's progressing...
=)

Nitez!

Burn

Me dangerous?
call me a
cassanova, but all i ever wanna do is make friends...
I will find that special someone, if she is worth to be with,worth to love and care,
and not wasting my time.
As usual, I'll date whoever i wanna to. =D

Projects

2009-10-21T03:45:00.005+08:00

Date of Assignments to be handed up coming...

Account class managing well..
But i missed my business management class twice..
bloody hell..
but alhamdulilah this week, off..
so friday, can make it for class!!

Last Saturday, never got the chance to meet the homies because of work commitments...
meet you guys again soon la deh!!

Working on some personal projects...
My digitalinfo weblog doing good.
Those searching for ways to repair their corrupted hard disk will find my blog on the first page of the search results.
Working on to improve the other posts.
Researching on keywords that are mostly search on Google!

I was analysing on some stuff..
and well, got a call from a broker/ agent from ' foreign exchange' company. (won't elaborate more until it is up and running)
The thing is, i was in the loo, while talking to him. . .
ha!
Getting ready the account end of this month, a s a p.

On one of my research, I have obtain some documents or pdf file on Islamic Finance Services.
Explaining financial services following the Islamic rule.
Good use for those financial analyst, bankers, brokers and those working in the finance sector or those interested in finding out more about Islamic Finance.
U may want to take look.
Download it from my file hosting account. Click here. And save!

Most within my social circle falling sick..
hmm..
even myself..
the weather..
Need to take care of ourselves more. . .

Oh..
Finally, i got these two old friends contacts from my adik angkat..
soon, i'll beep them to the core.
One of them a staff nurse in SGH..
bagus.. that's the best clue...
senang carii..
but i need to know which department..
Some serious stuff to talk to her. .
ha!

I'm reconstructing one of my weblog, to make it look presentable..
will continue again..
i need to get some rest..
Work in few hours!!!

Oh!

Check out this darling new song she just uploaded..
Visit her blog here! Click here
Visit her Youtube Homepage Here!
I notice something that i like.
Her hairstyle.
=O

Burn

Di bulan Oktober

2009-10-11T04:57:00.008+08:00

It has been a while ay...
I've been working on stuffs and busy with my own schedules...
Studies was fine.
It was great, although too many China girls in class, still can manage.. haha!
Lecturers are great!
My accounting lecturer reminds me of Mr Magoo.
U know tat cartoon character?
Comel..
hoho..

But, I've miss my 2nd lecture for Principles in business Management class, again.
The lecturer was a great.
Very well experience and expert in his expertise.
Because of my working schedule..
Sheesh..
Weekends..
you know, lot of people coming down to watch movie...
Manager, freak.
tak boleh flexible langsung.
must bring him prove that I am studying on Friday night.

It has been more than a week in my job.
It was not bad. In fact, I'm slowly loving it.
The working environment actually.
Get to see and interact lots of people...
Chicks especially on weekends nights..
some with their boyfriends, some came down with friends.
mmhmm..
heheh..
except for the schedule part...

Colleagues from the front desk, good looking ones everywhere.
Cute!
fuh.. tat girls..
Balik tadi, so the very wangi...
insya'allah tomorrow, if she going home at the same time as us upstairs, go home with her.
siap!
Bus naik samo.
So why not ay..
heh.

My cousin works there.
My adik angkat work at one of the restaurants downstairs.Sometimes, she nye rajin naik atas antar makanan.
baik nye kau.. Sayang dier. =D
Skali skala takpa..
hari hari, kurus jadi.
And, my old Staff Sergeant from my Commander School days, works there as a Security officer too..
So, not bad eh..
Connections everywhere.
Alhamdulilah..
Make some new friends with other Security officers there.

Oh reminds me of this particular uncle security officer.
Dah mcm my niece nye question.
'So, how's your girlfriend?'

haha..
chill le..
'Nah. Dating only Encik.. Someday..'
Some goes to this uncle-speaking-london at the bus-stop on the other previous day.
He saw me dozing off at the bus stop.
Woke me up, have a chat, then tat similar question again.
I Replied:
'nah.. You can be mine.. ha ha'
siao!

I have an eye for this particular someone.
But, I can tell her testings most of the time.
Come on..
Jual minyak mahal betul le.
Owned Shell, ExxonMobil?
=O

I've irritated her quite a few times.
I just love teasing her.
ha ha.
So, she never thought of me being serious...
ha.
cute.

I've revived my Digital information weblog.
I created my own group at Facebook @ Digital Information On Demand.
Just recently send an exclusive email to my members.
Well.
I had in mind to give away this to someone else, perhaps a tech-geek..
But, after personally received an email from someone as far as New York, reading my blog and executing the steps, don't you feel - Shiok?!
It was about recovering corrupted hard disk.
I done it first hand so I know it works.

Just recently, news about hacked email accounts are on the front page.
So, I have included a post about securing your vital email passwords, the steps to take for a good password, what are the mistakes others do for a password and more.
Go check it out.
It is very important for your security.
I am not lying to you. Click here

I have been working on and researching on a particular 'taboo' niche Singaporeans or most hate to know or hear.
Affiliate marketing/Online marketing...
Why?
Because of previous scams, they will scream SCAM! the moment they hear about Affiliate Marketing online..
bullshit.
I've spend 2 years researching on these particular 'taboo' niche.
I've been a member of so many programs that most I quit because it doesnt really led nowhere but asking you to buy products.
Sheesh.
Until recently, I stumbled upon this particular program that focus on a niche, People Search Engine, surrounding other 8 different streams of income through one program.
I show one of my friend this >> Click here!
And the moment he saw this, he scream SCAM!

Shaddup can u.
I joined your MLM company, ur start-up freaking high.
They deduct my GIRO for 2 months, products never come.
I inform, nothing came.
So i forced my bank to cancel my GIRO payment.
So, isn't yours a SCAM?
or some admin lapse bullshit?
craps!
Eventhough i've wanted to work there, but because of what I've faced, I'm skeptical.
I know, I have to inform them again, but no need.
No response.
For what.
haiyo..

Back to reality, so when he scream SCAM!,
I just acknowledge but ignore.

I know, nobody wanna risk getting scam after all those Pyramid Schemes out there before.
Read more here in one of my Weblog >> Click here!
To know more, you can check out my weblog at http://affiliatemarketsystem.tk
It is still under upgrading but most topics are there.

We have to be a risk-taker sometimes.
Take calculated risk that doesnt endanger yourself.
So before I started my research, I have my Paypal account linked to one of my bank account.
I transfered to another account for safekeep.
So there are only a few dollars left.
Just in case, deductions made, it will not work because of insufficient fund.
After it is done, I put it to work.

As promise, there is no need for a start-up fee.
After following the steps, I earned my first $125 commissions!
Serious shit! Not bullshit!
What you need to do next is, to market it out, get others to be under you.

Many people are skeptical because of how similar it sounds to Pyramid Scheme.
MLM is legitimate method in most companies if you wanna know.
Cosway, Tupperware etc etc as an example.
They are an MLM company.
They succeed. Because it works.
Pyramid Scheme on the other hand are explained here: CLICK HERE

My upline, Don Pierce introduce to me another program that will help out in marketing People Search.
Keith Kearney was the co-author of this program. >>Click here

I've chatted with them through Skype chatroom.
I learned how to get more followers in Twitter to market out my tweets to others. Like what I have heard, marketing out to 1000 people, at least 2 will response to u.
This is no get-rich scheme overnight.
Keep learning, focus, learn and learn.

Most quit because they never get the results they want.
All I can say is, you learn the wrong thing and never execute the correct steps.
I got my first sign-up but i made a mistake for not following up. Lesson learnt.

As part of Freenpowerful Skype chatroom member, you can even learnt a lot through a conversation between two parties though.
Just listen in and learnt.

Refering to my previous post on my Twitter account, here is what I have now:

Taken on 26th September 2009

Taken on 10th Oct 2009

Increase in followers within few weeks.
What I've learned from FreeNPowerful is useful.
This is only one of the few free ways to market.
Twitter, Myspace/facebook, Traffic Exchange programs and some other advance stuff I learned from people, Article marketing, SEO, Forum links and more.
So many!!
Cool..

I'll type in more about this..
I need to sleep..
sheesh..

Happy Surfing!
Burn

My digital info weblog : http://digitalinfo.tk
My affiliate marketing system guide I will be creating *coming soon* : http://affiliatemarketsystem.tk
My autoresponder system I'm promoting : http://myautoresponders.tk
More information on Autoresponders can be found in my affiliate market system weblog Here
Or you can add me on Skype : abuburn239

One hellauva nite!

2009-09-27T19:53:00.006+08:00

When I was serving the nation, I look around, you guys are very FREE...
Ade jugak nak jalan rayo sano sini...
Skrng aku yg Free maha Free time other than work and study commitments,
korang lak yang busy serving the nation.
Satu due tak pe..
Nak kata SEMUA member aku NS!
=O

Some people find it hard to believe that I ORDed long time..
lol!
comel...
*pat*pat*

O_0
Studies was not bad..
It's just the beginning so, I'm prepare for more challenges ahead.. CHEH!
But...
Where are the local gals??!!
Where?!
Mana?

China girls sia..
Where got kick beb..
Anyway, the lecturers are fun..
lol!
Not many new Guys though..
One Malay Guy
Taking only this module..
One Chinese friend.
Both serving NS. Studying Part-time.
wow!
Reaction classic when I told them I have ORDed. =O

F1 Night race started.
I can see myself piloting one of these machines in a few years time..
heh heh.
The Toro Rosso RedBull.
The Ferrari.
=D

I'm still working on my Affiliate Marketing research.
I have these guys helping me out. Joey Lyell who is full-time Internet Marketer, Keith Kearney who created another affiliate system I'm in, Chase Swift who organise regular Traffic Wave seminars with the rest of the members, Lawrence Krakow (who insist we call him Larry. Call him Lawrence if he is in trouble. lol! ), Don Pierce my upline whom till now have yet talk to him coz I had problems with my mic, and other members in our regular Skype Support Chatroom. These guys are fun. haha.. Learnt a lot from them.
Have I ever met so many supports in my research of Internet marketing?
NO!
These are my first.
One of the best to learnt from these people.
They WILL Help you.
There is no need to pay something to get something.
These are Affiliate Marketers who have done it.

There are many ways to market out your service or product or whatever Free method.
SEO, means Search Engine Optimization. Google or Yahoo love quality updated articles.
Especially blog.
Their Spider wen crawling service are constantly looking for updated content.
A trick to get your blog up to the first page is to put in at least 7-10 keywords in your article of your blog.
For example, let's say the keyword is 'Article Marketing'.
Put these keywords as many as 7-10 in one article of yours.
When people searching for 'Article Marketing', your chance of your blog or website to be on the first few pages are higher.

I've realise something about this before, but I don't really grasp the concept.
No wonder according to my Live FEEDJIT, I have visitors from all over the world searching for a topic, end up on my blog.(except for the recent ones. Someone must be using a proxy server from Mountain View, California exploring my blog)
Now I understand the concept how Google or other Search engines works.
They constantly look for updated contents.
When you have a specific keywords that appear a few times in an article of yours, your weblog or article, chances to be in the first few pages are higher. =D

Another thing that I've learnt, market through Social network such as Twitter, FAcebook, Myspace and other social network you know of.
I have a snapshot of my Twitter account through Twittercounter.

This was taken on 22nd September 2009

This was taken on the 25th of September

A few hours later on the 26th of September

If you scroll on my last few post below, on the 13th September, I have only a hundred plus followers in my Twitter account.
After some stuff I did from what I learnt, my Twitter followers bombarded sky-high!
Refer to the graph.
Why is there a need to have many followers you may be wondering.
Of course, to have your followers be updated what content you have, what updates you have to share with them.
There are many aspects you can gain from marketing your tweets.
Don Pierce told me, at least to have 5 minimum. I have only 3 accounts for now.
He has 15.
Craziee..
Some have over 60+ accounts.
'Dah giler nak mampus' translated in Malay they told me. =D

You can follow me on my main Twitter :
http://twitter.com/abuburn
Sub main Twitter:
http://twitter.com/absonlinemarket
My third account kinda pathetic with only a few followers. I'm still working on it.

Tissa Godavirtane is one who created a Affiliate Marketing system under a niche , People Search Engine. I got into trouble for creating two accounts under my one name.
My search engine : http://abubakarmustik.ws expired because I have not yet extend with my hosting with Global Domains Inc.
Another Search engine I created from Tissa's system : http://lookpeople.ws, is not in my control anymore.
My account shutdown.haha!

Here is my new Search Engine under my new account : http://lookingforpeople.ws
Tapping into the American market for those people searching for people in the US.
And let me tell you this, no money were paid out using this system. =D

Nak cari duit beb.
U think you can survive for as long as you like, wake up in the morning, go work, come back home, sleep, wake up, go work, come back, pay bills, go home, sleep ; cycle goes on and on.
Escaping the rat race, find some other sources of income to survive.
Although earning money online is not easy, it is work to be done!
Not a quick get rich scam some marketers in the internet promise you.
That is Scam!
Two years research on Internet Marketing, is worth it!
Still learning beh beh...

I've created and still working on a weblog on this system.
I've created, what I call a guide for those who are interested in earning money online.
There are so many information that I myself admit, I'm Information overloaded and my brain is cooked!!!
So I decided to create this system guide from what I learnt, taught and done to assist those interested prospect. The weblog will be out soon.
I have to revamp,remake, tweak my weblog.
It was kinda messy to one of my friend and me.
So , I wanna make it more presentable for visitors. =)
Keep a lookout for it.
Thought of selecting a few to specially view this weblog and participate in a simple survey I have already created for this weblog.
To see how presentable it is to visitors.
hmm.
Still work have to be done.
I have already finalise my autoresponders system with Trafficwave!
=D
Ready to set it out to the world through Traffic Exchange accounts I have.
Precisely, more than 10. =D

Let's get back to watch the RACE!!!

Burn

oh ya..
AsyaBeyonce..

<<<<<<<<<
for your collection model pictures.

=O

lol

enjoy....

Bukan kerna aku lari dari kenyataan.
Bukan kerna aku tiada punyai rasa sayang.
Kau pasti akan mengerti, suatu hari nanti.

Mission Accomplished

2009-09-22T05:19:00.004+08:00

Weblog progression is flowing slowly, but it is still on track.
I just need to rack my brain what to put into the weblog.
What the suitable words to use in my guide.

Learning on Affiliate marketing is going progressively.
One of the results, my people search engine is back working.
http://lookpeople.ws

Twitter follower account is doing good.
Still working on another account which is progressing slowly.
My second account is catching up.
My main Twitter account as shown in my Twittercounter account:

Snapshot taken on 13th September

Snapshot taken on the 18th September

Snapshot taken on 21st September 2009

My followers is constantly increasing.
This keeps me on track to have more targeted followers to spread my message on Affiliate Marketing System I'm in.
Anyway, my Affiliate Market System Guide is on par of what I am aiming for.
Need some beta testing on the weblog before I launched it ready.
=D

Have a look at my Splash Capture page of what I am promoting.
Click Here

oh well..
Back to business...
Can't wait to start my new job!
oOo..
And I hope, i don't miss another class this week.
Sheesh!

Anyway, what my title focus on,
what I had done a few hours ago.
I've repaired my brother's laptop!
hoohohoho..
Alhamdulilah..

He has been having problems with his user profile.
'User Profile cannot be log on'.
I found out that Windows Vista users do get this problem sometimes..
Most, I think..
I found out the strategies to repair weeks ago, but never attempt to repair it..
Well..
I had installed Pro Evolution(football game) in his laptop.
Only his.
Not the other brother. He got problems installing.
Since I am the only one who has the game installed in my desktop PC,
they played from my desktop.
But sometimes, I am doing work and he or rather they wanna play that soccer game.
While I'm taking a break, I let him/them be.
But sometimes, I have to do my work when my mood strikes.

Also, it troubles him not able to access his laptop.
And anyway, he went to his school last few weeks to get it repaired but, the help was not there.
So, instead of him troubling himself to and fro to get it repaired while he is still having his school holiday, might as well I repair his laptop ay...

While springcleaning the house before Raya few days ago, found his laptop accessories with the recovery discs and all. I tried repairing his laptop without the disk but fail 'cuz
he has only one user profile..
I cant access any profile to repair it.
So, those Vista users or any computer users, add a spare user account just in case.
So any problems, you can access the spare account to check your PC's problem.

Anyway, with the recovery disc, I manage to force access the account automatically in Safe Mode.
There's way to repair it (for Windows Vista users. I am still a Windows XP user though. =D )
if you get this dreadful message
'User's Profile fail to log on'.

When your laptop or computer is booting up, press F8.You will see a screen with many option choices.
Choose 'Safe Mode' option and press Enter.
Wait for it to load up.
You will be at the desktop, and a bubble that says
'Your user account haven't load properly'
will popped out. Ignore that.

Click the Start Button and in the white "Start Search" space at the
bottom type "regedit" (without the quotation marks of course). This will open the
registry editor. There are some errors in the registry to fix.

In the left-hand pane, navigate by clicking the little triangles next to
the following folders:
HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE
SOFTWARE
Microsoft
Windows NT
CurrentVersion
ProfileList

Got it?

You should now have a list of folders all starting with S-1-5- and then a
number.
If u can't see the names, drag the middle slider so that you will be able to see the names of the folders.

Look at the end of each name and you should see one with .bak at the end of
it, and there will be another one above it with exactly the same name but
without .bak at the end.
The one that's got .bak at the end is your old User Profile that Vista has
now automatically made into a backup, and the one without .bak after it is the new empty
User Profile that Vista has created.

Be sure to check that this is the case, by having a look in the right-hand pane for
each of the 2 folders and look at what's written after "ProfileImagePath".
For the folder with .bak at the end it should say C:\Users\ and then your
usual User Account name, and for the one that doesn't have .bak at the end it
should say C:\Users\TEMP.

What I did(with some guidance from the research of course)
is to Rename the folders in the left-hand pane so that the one with .bak at the end changes back to being the one containing your proper User Profile and the new one without .bak at the end becomes the backup.
Basically, switching the folders contents.

To achieve that, follow this steps:

Right click on the folder with .bak at the end and then click "rename",
and just change the ".bak" part to ".bk" - i.e. just remove the "a" from the middle - (this is just to allow you to change the other one to have .bak at
the end). Press enter or click on some blank part of the screen for the
change to take effect.

Then, right click the one that doesn't have .bak at the end and click
"rename". Add ".bak" to the end and press enter or click anywhere on
some blank part of the screen to accept the change.

Then, right click on the one that now has .bk at the end, choose "rename"
and remove it, so it now has no ".bak" or ".bk" at the end.

Basically, what I did is, change ".bak" to ".bk"
Change the one that has no .bak at the end with ".bak".
Then, I change the ".bk" to no ".bak" or ".bk".

eg: a.bak >>> a.bk
a >>> a.bak
a.bk >>> a

Why these had to be done?
The '.bk' acts as a middleman.

Probably to prevent any registry errors I suppose.
When I did exactly these steps, it works!

After th change,
Press enter or click on blank park of screen to accept the change.
Close the regedit window.

Click the Start Button and then "Restart". Fingers
crossed. :)

Lol!

Now, he's laptop is in working order!
No need for him to travel all the way to Woodland to meet their admin master.
I am the MASTER!
hahahaha...

Alhamdulilah!

Selamat Hari RAya to all my Muslim Friends!

HAppy Surfing!
Burn

Webinars, Conference, Emails, Autoresponders, Twitter, Trial and Error. What Else?

2009-09-13T23:48:00.037+08:00

I know this has been up for a long time , but I'll make this Official.

My BLOG new URL:

http://abubakarmustik.tk

Using my name as my new domain.
Heh.

U can even check out my own People Search Engine Service.
It's here.

Or you can type in your address bar : http://abubakarmustik.ws

Don't mixed up with both.
one is .tk, my personal URL.
The other is my own business URL.

http://abubakarmustik.ws

Check it out!

My weblog project finishing soon.
It's still in Beta mode.
I need to select a few people who will Officially visit this weblog.
And I'll be glad to hear their comments,suggestions, or opinions.

Will update soon!

Anyway, check out my People Search Engine URL! =D

If you have any brothers sisters, friends,relatives, neighbours staying in United States,

it will be easier for you to find them.(precisely, if you do have. I'm only tapping into their market network.)

****************************

UPDATE

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TWITTER

Apparently, my twitter followers have increased.

I received new followers within 4 days! My test give new results.

According to my Twittercounter account,

since the tracking starts on the 10th, I have 139 followers.

Today is the 14th.

Track record on the 13th, I have added 33 new followers to my Twitter!

So now I have 172 followers within 3-4 days!!

Ok.

That is a great improvement from the previous program plug-in I use which I have been struggling although it somehow works. The plug-in I'm currently using is much more automatic!!
Works on autopilot!!

As you can see from the graph, from 7th - 9th of Sept, I had 138 followers increase to 146.

But, on the 10th, it went down to 139 followers.
Why?

I have install a program or rather a plug-in to my twitter account to eliminate those whom I follow, did not follow me. I'll explain.

So, when my Twitter follow them, but they in turn do not want to follow me, it automatically 'unfollow' them, so I don't waste my time in communicating/market/tweet with them.

That explain the change between 9-10th of Sept, 146 down to 139 followers.

And when I use this new program, from the graph, it took me 3 days to receive new followers., from 139 to 172!

According to the prediction, it will increase to 180 within 24 hours!!

This is really quite an improvement if u see from the graph.

I start using this new plug-in program like, 2 days ago.

It gives me results.

Let's see what it does in a week time eh..

Some snapshot of my email. I have to create another folder
for Twitter. It flooded my email.. =p

Would you like to build your own list of followers on autopilot fast?
With a click of a button, you can increase your followers ten-fold!!
Build your list of followers here!
ok. For my case, I just started, so let's see in a few days time ay.

You can follow me at http://twittercounter.com/abuburn
Or you can follow my Twitter at http://twitter.com/abuburn

What is this all about? I'm sure you will ask. As you know, Twitter is a social network where you can communicate with your friends or your followers with short tweet messages. Some uses them as a blog, a tool to communicate and also update their followers. Twitter, is also a networking marketing tool that most marketers use to market or to update their followers about any updates or news that might interest them. It is a marketing tool that is so easy to use and it's like you have your own autoresponder program without the need to send your subscribers, emails. Even the grand-dads and grand-mums use Twitter. Seriously, I'm not joking. =D

What is an Autoresponder? You heard about Getresponse or Aweber?
Find out more about the Autoresponders that I've use!

I get to learn how to effectively market through Twitter from my upline, Don Pierce and also the rest of the group, including Keith Kearney and Joey Lyell.

Keith put a marketing system that works effectively.

Find it out yourself here.

(It will led to one of my capture page that I put through in my Traffic Exchange accounts)

Keith Kearney taught team member Joey Lyell until what he is now today.

My part, I've been researching on other tools to use to get more followers.
And I stumble upon this that I am using.
Still monitoring.
If it show tremendous results, I'll share with them.
I've yet not done that.
Anyway,
Although we are suppose to speak on the phone through Skype, it didnt came cause I've been having problem with my mic.
So, we only communicate through the Skype chatroom. And I get to meet the rest of the people in there!

above is the ******************* chatroom.

What program is it?
It's a System, integrated with the well-known
ACME People Search Engine Program.
Both work hand in hand into a great system that works.
If you think it is a scam, no such thing as earning passive income online, no such thing as MLM, MLM is a Pyramid Scheme, don't even bother.
I've made this research for more than two years.
I've seen which works, which are scam, which are not.
If you read my previous older post, I've stated why people mistaken MLM as a pyramid scheme.
Making money online is not easy.

There is no such thing as Get Rich quick scheme.
Bullshit!
No way you can see results overnight.
If what you have seen in the internet telling you, you can earn thousands of dollars on autopilot without you doing anything, I can say,it might be a scam, where you have to fork out money to get rich.
don't you see the picture?

We have weekly webinars, Skype support and more. Can't share much here.
That is why it got me hook, and I am willing to learn more after a period of researching, trial and error, giving up halfway, even stop looking for another opportunity for like 2 years.
Finally I stumble upon them.
You might even wanna know who is, Tissa Godavirtane.
Go to my Search Engine link >> http://abubakarmustik.ws/tissa

The HOSTING

Global Domain International is my hosting for my domain.
I've been with GDI for like years ago. But I stop. i don't understand how to market them nor benefit from them that well.
When I stumble upon the program, I learn how to benefit from GDI, use, and got my own domain. My own search engine.

It is included into the system. Now, my GDI account is put into good use. Cool!

I have yet to fork out any money except for my own domain search engine after a free 7 day trial period for $10.

Beware of scammers out there who all they want to do is sell their products but never bring you into the insights.

Back to Twitter topic to summarise.

You might even wanna know how to blast your Twitter with followers with a click.
It's call Twitter Karma.
Catchy name eh.
Check them out!!

Ouh.
The program that I've use to get the above result in a few days?
Here it is. Build your lists with Twitter!!!
Click here!
You will also receive a free E-book on Mastering Twitter.
lol.

Happy Surfing!!

Burn

p.s If you are keen in getting your Twitter with more followers to market, share or tweet your messages around the globe, use these to get results.
To find out more about any of those above, get back to me through my email:

absonlinemarketing@gmail.com

not through my personal one. Use the above.

follow my Twitter at http://twitter.com/abuburn
http://twittercounter.com/abuburn
Have fun twittering!

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As at 14th September @ 0820 hours : 179 followers!!

@2100hours: 182 followers!!!

***LATEST UPDATE***

As at 17th September 2009 @ 1835 hours
197 Followers!!

Research experiment is showing a good sign!

Wanna join for go-kart racing?
Email me.
I'm looking for more members.. =D

SpringCleaning

2009-09-08T15:39:00.008+08:00

Spring Cleaning my blog.

haha..

All the zaman dahulu post, deleted..

It irked me though.

I didnt expect myself to be acting that way..

Sheeshh...

wat a wuss..

I understand why.

Too long in a relationship,

I forgot bout myself.

I never expect myself acting that way.

damn..

Kay.. Learning point.

Its better now.

Well.

I am not the kind of person who look into a relationship, before.

I've been dating..

until I get to know her from a friend.

Lucky basket...

I met her friend one day when visiting her grandma's house in Geylang.(now sudah roboh dan dibangunkan)

It is just a case of seeing eye to eye, do my stuff wat i was suppose to do at her grandma's house,

and that's it.

Didnt expect to get to interact with her again and get to know the 'Lucky One'.

If I should, i get to know her first before meeting her friend ay...

heh heh.

Tat relationship before,

somewhere along the line, my own line snap, i lost control..

It was a good thing i let it go..

I'm glad.

but, my reaction after that is weird..

I want her again..

what the hell!

I know better now..

I've been making new friends, meeting up with them before for years.

Before I met her, then into a relationship..

ha.

Reading all my old posts, kept me thinking.

It shouldnt be that way.

sheesh..

What was i doing last time eh?

haiyo..

asyik everytime kena ask, 'Where's Your Girlfriend?'

irritating.

Wanna know?

I'm meeting new girlfriends all over Singapore. (Male friends sure included , but only at workplace or probably through friends. heh!)

Anyway, I got my family to look after first.

heh.

Somewhere along the time, I may meet someone special.

For now, I meet new friends.

Fun but can be quite tiring.

lol!

Call me Casanova?

As long as both parties have fun,

forget all the stress from work or school,

nobody hurting anybody,

and personal values kept intact,

that's fine.

Lovin' it, Living it.

Now focusing on a new blog.

It will be ready soon.

Will link it to my blog here.

Strong Mindset is Very Crucial In Decision Making In Life

2009-08-30T14:06:00.006+08:00

Hey hey!

My current updates this week.
Long time eh?
I was busy with stuff and such..
N hey. It's the fasting month..
Past a week already..
Alhamdulilah...
Cool..

NOTE: If you are link from my facebook group and wanted to see the video, just scroll down and you will see it. If you wanna read on, please proceed. And WELCOME!

Anyway, surfing the net and researching new interesting stuff is what i love to do.
You know.
Finding new stuff or information you never know of and when you find one that interest you, and you find out more, and you get it, and you involve in it,
it is really2 interesting!
There's another weblog I have in my directory. Check it here
It's on Digital Information such as softwares, anti-virus programs, Firewalls programs, how to boost your computer, how to boost your Mozilla Firefox Browser with some tweaks and so much more.
Actually there's more updates coming in.
I'm also looking for people or enthusiast that have better or more knowledge in softwares, hardwares, computers and such that can contribute to my weblog.
There's no obligations whatsoever.
The editing, updates will be on me.
But I may need some insights or what you know you will like to share to the rest of the world or followers of this weblog.
Visit my group in Facebook HERE AND JOIN IN!
You can share to your social network friends or bring your friends in!
Who knows, there someone out there that can contribute making this blog a better fun reference site for all of us.
Of cause, there some gifts for your kind contribution. Freebies. That is worth actually.
Not some cheapskate stuff i give out. =D

I'm still looking. Share the group in your wall to your friends in Facebook.
What is the group again?
Here it is: Digital Information On Demand
The weblog is kinda new although I've started this a year ago. But not much entries.
It's better now, with a need of more tweaks here and there.

And soon, a toolbar dedicated to this weblog will be ready.
I need to tweak a little bit here and there to make it more presentable and interesting and exciting.
I do need some surveys to see whether people loves toolbars on a certain interest weblog, or interests or find it amusing or irritating.
Let's see in a few days time.

Have you heard about Internet Marketing and such?
Stuart Tan, Dylan Loh, Edmund Loh who create a book called Secrets Of Millionaire Students.
Stuart Tan also is the author of all the other books that have Secrets as the first name of the title.
I know guys sure have heard about it or seen it in bookstores.

Before I venture into this, I've heard alot of stuff about Internet Marketing and stuff.
I was curious. How do these people make a lot of money and succeed.
How do they go through all these, what are the steps they take, did they start of from a capital they had, did they sell stuff online, are they building a pyramid scheme, is it a scam..
How do they succeed if it is all scams?
Have you ever think about it?
What is MLM? Is it a phony scam?
Anyway what is MLM? It's multi-level marketing.
I heard this a few times and they are saying that it is a scam quick money making scheme whatesover..

(Anyway multi-level marketing exist in most business everywhere. Have you notice? Open up your eyes if people say it is all a scam! It exists and beneficial. And how most businesses in the world survive.Those scams they all talking about are the Pyramid Schemes where we pay a certain amount and we benefit from it bla bla bla without doing anything. That is a SCAM.
S C A M. We usually mix up MLM with PYRAMID SCHEME.)

Usually those who blurt out this are those who have never tried it out, or tried it out one way or another but never get the result or tried it out but doing it the wrong way and give up.
That is why, I've heard people saying you can't make money online. It is a scam.
There is no such thing. bla bla bla.
Then explain to me how those internet entrepreneurs make money online?
Ouh. They are businessmen, and they are good in it. They are lucky. BULLSHIT!!
Those or I rather say most of those internet entrepreneurs or marketers are people out of their ordinary lifes, homemakers, truck drivers, retrenched workers etc.
Anyway, I'm not gonna explain about MLM or going through it.
I'm focusing on another.
How do they all do it?
They learn, they study, they got the right stuff, and they do ACTION.
If you watch the video below, Tony Robins explain these 4 cycles.

Potential > Action > Results > Believe

Simply to me is : PARB ( I recreate this to remember easily. Yea. I know you all do this way)

What does it means?
WE know there are Potential out there.
We took Actions.
We got the appropriate Results. Because of that,
WE Believe in it.
From our Believe, We know there are huge Potential.
We took more actions.
We Got More Results.
We Believe more in it.
And the cycle continues!
Every cycle effect each other.
What if suddenly, You Believe less in it,
We tend to think, there is not much Potential.
We took less Actions.
We got less Results.
Our Believe lessen.
Don't you see the picture?

There are two mindset.
The positive and the negative mindset.
Mindset is very crucial in this cycle of thinking.
Positive mindset, linking with each other in a cycle, gain a positive results.
Negative mindset, we gain nothing but with a negative results.
I'm sure we don't want that. We want to avoid that.

This apply not only to what the people in this video is talking about : Making Money online, Being an Entrepreneur etc.
These also apply to our life.
Don't you see?
Whatever we do, we know it can be done. There are potential. What we do next?
We took Actions.
When we took the necessary Actions,
We got the Results. Of course the Action we took affect the Results we get.
The Results we get, We Believe in it.
I put in the word More.

Potential > Actions > Results > Believe

More Believe > More Potential > More Actions > More Results > Even More Believe

Even Even More Potential > Even Even More Actions > Even Even More Results > Even Even Even More Believe.

Watch the video below , you will understand more.
And there is a demonstration about visualisation and mindset.
The demo may be abit 'less action packed'
but open up your mind, and you'll get the picture.
It is a 38 minutes video.
But it is beneficial if you get it and understand.

I Play Football. As a Goalkeeper.
I may not be the tallest Goalkeeper, but when I visualize myself doing well in it, I can see the result.
I have my up and downs in games.
I had my worst games ,I had my best games.
After watching this video, it open up my mind why I did well before and why i didn't.
It's all about the mindset we set in ourselves.
The believe we input in inside us.

My friend once told me when I was reading that Secrets Of Millionaire Students book out of curiosity.
'It is all a scam la ABs. Where got such thing. It's a scam.'

hmm.
I wonder why he must say that if he never been into it before or what we have always hear from others.

Internet Marketing or Making Money Online have interest me in one way or another since
last two years since I stop my study for awhile to go NS.
I've seen people making progress from it and benefit.
I've try most of the programs and learn, study, research what is good, what can work, what doesnt. And of course, I don't spend a single penny out of it to learn.
I know there are some sites who sell you stuff so that you can learn from them.
I never say it doesn't works. It does.
But I rather budget myself first and learn more without spending money and then gave up somewhere.
i learn what is Traffic Exhange programs, what is Social Networking marketing, E-zine marketing, Affliates, having Autoresponders for Subscribers list, Capture Page and so on.

I can say, it was rather a wise decision as somewhere in the middle, I lose focus and my interest die down.
Why is that?
From what I went through, it is either i never take enough action and never see the results that i want or, I never focus what I should really do and get the results I want to see.
Or simply, I can't Grasp the steps.
But I never gave up.
Or I rather say, find out more sources.

And alhamdulilah!
I found one.
From all the programs I study and learn and went through,
I rather say this system is the most innovative, more support, more people to teach you how, more guides and more more more stuff to learn from it.
I've been in talk with those who are in it, teaching me, guiding me how, and although progress is rather slow, basically on my part, I've already gain $125 in guaranteed commissions!!
I have to make $75 more to get that payout.
But I know I have the guidance from these people.
I thought one of my upline is a young or rather a father.
But he is a grandpa.
haha..
Now I got a Mat-Salleh datuk.
hoho.
They also have webinars you can participate in.
Recorded past webinars are inside too.
You'll learn, you can ask questions etc etc.
I never find any other source that has these many supports and people who been there done that to guide you along.
This is one such source I find that is rather fun and a learning experience.
I learnt a lot from here and can learn alot more with these people with the support they can give you, Step by Step.
I rather say, never give up in learning but rather educate ourselves to find out more and eventually you will see one that is suitable for you and benefits you.
It took me two years. To finally found one that I can learn more from.
And yeah.Of course it's FREE.
What you have to do on your part?
Do and follow the steps what
They will teach you.
Check it out!

And you can also check out one of my Capture page here.
This site teaches you how to boost market to promote your stuff.. It's part of the system.
It's rather fun and cool. Although it may seems a lot, it is rather a simple steps to take to get the results we want.
Visit the site!

Or you can even follow me on Twitter at Twitter.com/abuburn. See for yourself.

Enjoy your week amigos..
I wanna prepare myself for breaking fast later..

Happy Surfing!

Burn

p.s. I never know Doraemon slippers is very comfortable in my feet sitting here..
Cool kape..!!

Happy Fasting!!

Slick

2009-08-22T04:10:00.006+08:00

Gotta Be You

steady watchin, steady workin,
put my head in the air and i see somebody waitin,
i knew that i'd find you in the end,
just a game,
i kept rollin my dice, to get in(chorus)

gotta be you (x2)
gotta be gotta be gotta be gotta be gotta be gotta be gotta be you (x2)
every nite I’m workin out late skippin meals
I cant stop saying ya name thinking all day just wanna see ya face
girl I need you even I’m in pain
can’t imagine I got to fly far away girl
I miss you even its just one day
the reason why I’m sayin this to you,
cant live without a girl its gotta be you its you girl,
I can’t walk with this narrow path world
I’m holding thru
I need you girl every time I pull this rope the girl
I’m searching thru Its gotta be you

Chorus (x2)

Gotta be you Gotta be you Gotta be you Gotta be you girl (x2)
Girl, girl, girl, gotta be you hey hey..

Chorus

*****************************************************************************

saw this vid by one of our local talent here by the name of Young Boi.
it's incredible..
smooth..

A somehow busy and hectic day.
Met up with her at expo for the IT fair there. around 6+ evening.
org tu marah.
i arrive later. hahaha..
nvrmind. there's another story behind it.

More like Courts Roadshow. I thought its only happening at Lot 1 till Sunday before they shift to another location.
Expo pun ado rupenye.
ape lagi.
serang.
She wanna get herself a notebook for a suitable price.
aww..
had dinner first, coz i'm bloody hungry.
force her to eat together. heh.

We start looking for the one suitable laptop, including bringing her to take a look around for digital cameras I'm looking for.

cut story short...
not intending to make a movie here.. =D

We did found one suitable for her.
The look on her face. heheh..
Happy!

Send her back home afterwards at 10+pm.
It looks awkward for her, walking back home alone with that bulky plastic bag in one hand.
Oh well. antar le balik..
dah mlm pun..

it has been a looong time since i went for an IT fair.
Cool.
So many stuff to look for..
gosh.
tsk tsk..
mcm nak pi lagi on Sunday..
brr..
must go. last day there.

ok..
End.

To continue reading the next part, we need to open-up our mind to reality/actuality.
Not fantasy.
Open our minds and eyes. And think.

Lets look into these topic that I've been very curious about.

Player.
Who is a Player? or what is a Player?

A player is the one who play sports such as Soccer, Football, Ice Hockey and the norms.

HA!

k.
Serious.

How do u dubbed a person a player?
Who plays around with the feelings of someone's.

What do i meant?
how?
They get to know someone. Attraction happens. Exchange contact information for further communication.
Get closer.
Get comfortable.
Become an item.
Get another one to be with while he has already that someone.
Then leave that someone for another one without any reasons whatsoever.
AFter all that happen, came back to the one and say his reasons this and that such as I still Love you but.. bla bla bla...
Then left her like that making her questioning herself what the hell is going on.
He disappear with the another one.
She is left like that.
Then maybe from there, the cycle continues...
It goes on, hurting one feelings one after another.
That, is a Player.

Correct me if I am wrong.
How do I know this?
It came from someone's(I used to be close with) experience and some get in the know somewhere.

I don't know what is in the mind of that person's intention.
Not my problem.

I've been dubbed as a player by some of my friends, either as a joke or bloody hell who knows what.
It's funny. They are guys! Not girls.(a female friend call me a Casanova, as a freak joke though)
Either they don't get it or they are unsure of the true definition of a player.
i'm not trying to say anything specific or pinpoint fingers but
From what I learnt, either from experience and or some knowledge,
those who said that either they have problems within them themselves or they have not yet been with women.

Women are different from what men experience.
Women are constantly being hit on by men, the gorgeous ones, the pretty ones, even the normal-looking ones are hit on by men.
Am I Right to say this?
Either most of the time or nearly every day.
Men don't experience this.
(Although there are certain issues I don't want to say much here, but some men do get hit on. By men! Either the men hitting on you are gays or are bisexual. How do I know? Experience.. gaha..
brr. .)
Men are uncommonly being hit on by women. To a certain perspective,I rarely see this.
But it happens though. =)

So you see, if a woman, a lady have many numbers of guys in her handphone she is contacting with, do we call her a player too?
cannot be.
(unless she have different things in mind, i don't wanna elaborate on that)

Woman have this , something like, a certain rules subconsciously in them to filter out the men that she get to know or in contact with, whether he is suitable for her, to be with her, to be her friend, to be her player, or a loser.. or whatever other things she had in mind but the main concept is, woman subconsciously do this.

Women are different from men.
Men are like, switches.
They can get instantly, get attracted to a particular someone, just like that. Like an on-off switches.
On-Off.
Women, are more like.. Volume knobs.
When they get attracted to a particular someone, it is more out of curiosity.
They don't get instantly attracted like men.
It takes time, gradually increasing the 'attraction' and 'comfortability' with that particular person.
That is why to women, men can easily forgotten about a certain incident or a past with someone, without showing any remorse whatsoever.
Just simply switch off. (Although what is inside us, we don't usually show it outside)

Women on the other hand takes a slowly longer time for that feeling to dissipate completely..
Just like you are lowering a volume knob.
(but, in case of a breakup, men do take longer time to forget what has happen, to a certain extent. Reason being, men are not constantly being hit by the other gender. Unless gays. And unless they have other women to be in contact with. Women do. Even they have broken up, women can have new guys getting to know her etc. Men, on the other hand, have to start things going)
That is why sometimes you heard men chasing his ex just because he still love her bla bla bla.
But women of course will not take this bait and usually push him away, that create even more tension between two parties.
Of course by showing this action, the man is showing his value that goes lower than the woman.
The way he approach his ex is basically wrong and make it even more worse.

It took me nearly more than 6 months since my break-up before I realise something.

The guy that I have been talking about long time ago that wanted to bash me up or something because i talk with my ex? let's keep low-profile.
In the end, he look for me to talk to her when things not going well.
Well.
I told him something.
The good thing is, he heed that.
And not bothering her like what wussies do.
Seems he doing well.
Great.

My nieces ask me this common questions recently:
-Do you have a girlfriend?
-Huh? Don't lie. I don't believe you.

heh.
I may be still looking,
but i'm enjoying life.
=D

Women known a lot of men in their life.
They know how one are like and they know how to differentiate a person with another person and of course they are good in reading body language etc.
They have experience this for lifetime.
Of course, it's not surprising beautiful women have their handphones beeping like crazy, even during meetups with someone.
(kinda irritating though. heheh. That is why i kept mine in silent during meetups. Vibrate, take out phone, message. Or call. Vibration is more soothing then constant beeping. hahaha =D )
Women don't really like a man constantly sticking to them like a puss/wuss.
Especially the hot ones. They experience it a lot.
They get, how do i say this, lemas.. They feel trap. No air.

That is why men, can be in contact with a few, even though you are attracted to one of them.
It's not wrong. (But when you are with someone, whatever you do,think of her)
These is to prevent the attitude of sticking to one like what and then constantly calling her, messaging her. Like budak takda akal. Mcm mane si dier tak lemas dok.
And also, keep yourself busy with what you do.
It makes the mind busy.

Keeping a low profile to those I've spent time with.
It is great making new friends.
Of course, meeting someone new is something interesting but you may not know that person much. It may create an awkward situation.
There's a way to break the ice barrier faster than you can ever imagine of.
Both parties will feel like they known each other long time.
From there, along the way, while having fun, both parties will on hand get to know each other subconsciously.
There will not be any awkward situation where, there's silent. mcm shit.
( I remember when I was younger. A meetup with her. We very shy shy. haha.. that's funny. sit in train, far far. Cute pe. talk a bit, smile, laugh2. then silent. Tapi dlm hp, punye la rancak. Kisah silam. hoho)

Of course, along the way, there are mistakes made to getting to know someone.
From there, Learn, gain experience.

My adik angkat sister.
She used to be a barmaid. Now? Not sure. (Most of them numbers in my old phone. Lost contact, still figuring how to get them back)
A year older than me.
It happen when i was contacting my adik, and heard her voice in the background asking who was it.
Known them long time but it's like many years before getting to know her sister that close.
Make the story short, I decided to have game of pool with her one day.
But instead she was with her friends for a movie and ask me to join in.
I agreed. But of course it is A Mistake.
Why?
You get to know someone new.
You wanna spend time with her and at the same time wanting to know her how she is like.
Beauty is a bonus. Personality, u must find out and get to know.
(Why i say this? She is a good-looking lady, but I wanna know how she is like. Beauty is no excuse for bad attitude)
Although the first day I met her, which is after her working hours and only time we spend together was through supper,
(This may not really the best thing for first few meet-ups but, at past midnite, what u can do right?)
we only had a conversation,there's still more to know in a way.

Of course, it was uncomfortable watching a movie while her friends beside her are like hugging teasing bla bla bla. We are still not comfortable with each other yet.
If The moment i do that, her survival instinct kicks in and whacked me with her high heels shoes.
(she told me she learn karate and a black belt holder. hmm. ok. I know where you going there girl.. hoho).
heh. Just exaggerating.

Of course, in a movie theatre, u can't talk much.
Except watch that damn show and u can't really interact with her.
It's true.
Meeting someone new for the first few meetups for a movie is such a disastrous amateur way to get to know someone new.
You can't talk with each other but just stare at the screen.When guys start touching or, get into physical contact with a lady in the theatre before both parties are really comfortable, it shows that he is desperate and the woman may not get comfortable with you the next time.

Watching a movie to get someone new for the first time is a BAD MOVE.
Just think about it. How to talk? How to get to know a person?
Go figure.

The best?
Spend time together doing things together.
Allow for more conversation or interactions.
'Comfortability' will set in naturally.
Movie dates?
After you already get to know that person well, like after few more meet-ups.
That one can le.
Just getting to know someone new, suicide beb!

We lose contact after I had problems with my number.
That december.
Haiyo..
I try contacting her one day and it was succesful, but let it be.

Women like I said, are like volume knobs.
The less interaction with her, the volume knobs go lower and lower, slowly.
You start interacting with her, the volume knobs go higher and higher(results varies by the way you interact with her) **[on the other hand, if things go well, the less interaction, she will miss you. you will miss her. absent makes the heart grew fonder.. cheh]**

Interesting Allah's creation.
That is why without them, live will be a bore in these world.
Don't remind me of Gays. and bisexual.
Had enough. but it is interesting though.
I still wanna find out what is in their mindset of us real man.

Some of these are experiences and getting in the know.

Comments? Your views?

Keeping those i've spend time with low-profile,
it is great spending time with them and getting to know them better.
vice-versa.
No awkwardness, just feel like we known each other long time.
Seeing them happy and smile and having a great time, feels great inside.
oOoo.
We are still friends now.

Someone, have been showing something that I wanna know.
But I wanna find out more of her.
No rushing.

Happy Surfing
Burn

Make Up tips?

2009-08-19T03:12:00.005+08:00

Visit my 'sister's' blog.
She has make up tips like what eyeshadow base to use on your foundation,
how to apply them, what type of brush to use, how to give your everyday look,
how to apply foundation, translucent powder and much more!
Go check it out yourself.
Useful for your needs.
Go here NOW!

hmm..
maybe i wanna try it out..
can help me??

heh..

Burn

** Ice-Share- Beyond-seh * *

2009-08-14T00:04:00.008+08:00

Hola amigos!

Its exactly few minutes after midnight.
And I am free for a moment.
So.
Let me introduce to you,

Asya
(dunnoe where the 'Beyond-seh' go to)

what? you got a problem?
Ya.
I stole it from your blog.
Why?

I like your earrings.
Her voice, fuh!

How do i get to know her?
I was attracted to the guitar she was playing on one particular video she made.
I want her guitar.
just waiting for the time she decided to give some or all of her guitar to me..
Then i can open shop, guitar rental..
Do business.

That's why... =O

Go la her blog. or her youtube webbie
Check it out amigos!

But, she do melt when i sing one particular song.
Only her.
I know i sound rabak tahap maksima nye type nye rabak. Rabak pun tak rabak mcm rabak gitu nye rabak.
Tapi she like.
She shake her bon-bon...

ha ha ha.
mcm minta kene slap je..
kay.

I wanna go do work.

Happy Surfing!

Burn

p.s If you seem not be able to contact AsyaBeyonce, that means she is on vacation to Paris.
Or maybe Rome.
Valencia kot?
Ala.
Skudai ah tu.

KIN 69

2009-08-11T14:57:00.008+08:00

Have i ever say that It has beeeen a loooooooooong time since I play football?
The last time I played is in camp at the street soccer court few months back.
Until yesterday..

Fuh...
Orgas.

hahaha..
Sudah lama ku tak terbang sana terbang sini..
Yesterday, was a warmup to sharpen my goalkeeping skills..
Prepare for upcoming matches..
=D

It was fun.
It was hectic.
It was crazy.
It has been a long time since I see players flying above me until yesterday.
One superman.
It has been a long time since players shoot at me with thunderbolt lightning struck thunder soccer balls.
heh..

Its kinda cute and funny, looking at the kids playing in the goalkeeper position.
I know how it feels like when u play as a goalkeeper first time..
Whenever someone whacked the ball towards them, either they run, or blocked their head with their hands..
I laughed silently at them.
It was funny and cute..
lol!

I start playing football as a defender when I was 9.
Jaap Stam, who was playing at Manchester United,was my idol.

I remember one P.E evening, when we were playing football in the school field.
Naqib, one of my old best friend when we were young, was dribbling the ball at full speed, on the left flank.
I was following him closely.
The moment i saw the chance, I ran towards him at high speed, slide the ball out of his feet, and sent him flying towards the ground.
The look on his face, after that was vivid.
It still stuck to my mind.
Man..

U know how it feels like, running at full speed, suddenly being stopped and you fly towards the ground.
And you will give that face. With the eyes.
Heh.
But we laugh after that. (if i'm not wrong.heh)

Jaap Stam was a legend as a tough tackler and football player even during his career in Manchester United.

I have one weakness though.
I have the kanchong-ness whenever i have the ball on my feet.
When i was young then.
I never got selected for the school team.
Although I know myself as an aggressive player.
I didnt know I have a skill that I never know I can have advantage of.

Peter Schmeichel.
The legendary goalkeeper of Manchester United.
(I basically wonder why most of my football idols are kings of defenders. Not attackers. Hmm..
Well.. Best defence make a great attacking team. Isint that right?)

I started playing as a goalkeeper when I was in Primary Six, 12 years old.
Nobody wanna play as a goalkeeper.
I don't understand why.
Maybe because, it is a different position other than playing the ball with ur feet?
Nobody wanted to?
I volunteer as one.
And I got a taste of playing as goalkeeper is like.
Scratches, tear, blood, etc etc.
(actually this is not needed. Playing as a goalkeeper is not like this, although you may get whacked all over your body. I am just describing the first experience as a goalkeeper because the bloody street soccer court surface is so damn rough like u are playing on a tar road. Imagine, sliding, dive, and spreading your body like superman on tar road. Mcm kene asah.)

From then on, its history.
Secondary school, they never allow me to play other position other than , between the two posts.
Teams, want to have me as their goalkeeper. heheheh =D
Alhamdulilah.
Amin.

One of the best game i had on a street soccer court, was at Bedok Reservoir street soccer, nearby Kampung Ubi CC? opp McDonalds there.
My team conquer the whole matches until we really cannot take it cause of exhaustion for not resting for nearly an hour(or more?)
Street soccer is a fast pace game.
Imagine, not resting between intervals and new teams that a fresh from resting, against your team who has been playing non-stop.
ALhamdulilah.

That memory was vivid in my mind. 2005.
fuh..

I had my fair share of kena whacking by boots or ball or bodies or heads or whatever la playing as a goalkeeper.. bla bla bla.
I nearly twisted my knee, after tis particular striker stomp on my knee after i manage to blocked the ball with my head, square on my face.
not his fault la.. He's running at full speed.
I rush out from my penalty box.

Nearly twisted my wrist. it was shaking even after the game.
Kena shock i think.

knees whack on my head.
Benjol kepala.

Yg ini funny.
This particular 'Chelsea player trial student' from the opponent team, I dunnoe how it happen, but i remember, after i rush out and tackle the ball out of him with my whole body, I feel something whacking on my hand.
I lose the ball, but luckily the referee blows the whistle for a foul.

I feel pain on my fingers, but i ignore.
After the game, haha...

I check my fingers.
One of my particular finger, is bigger than its normal size.
It freaking obvious.
MY pinky lak tu...
Right hand takpe.
This is left hand.

Why?
How to write properly..
with a cast on it.

X-ray shows, my pinky bones, shattered..
At the joints.
Not so bad la..
But from the x-ray film, can see bits of bones scattered inside.
heh..
painful tu, painful la.
lama2 dah lali.

Alhamdulilah, dah recover..
But, if i can show you the finger,
it is slanted weirdly inwards.
Crooked mcm banana.
salah.
boomerang.

Its not so obvious, unless i clenched my fist, upwards to the sky.
U love it, that u wanna kiss it!
serious!
try me.

Being a goalkeeper is not easy especially on the field.
If i am bloody tall enough, tat is great.
But i'm barely 1.8m.
The advantage is, i can get to the ground faster, because of gravitational... bla bla bla(i dun want to go scientific here)

Another idol of mine.
Jérémie Janot
is that spiderman?
is this kind of joke/ advertising goof?

yes its spiderman
and no, its not a goof.
He is also known as the Spiderman goalkeeper because of his jersey.
compare his height..
he is not the tallest goalkeeper.(other than Shay given)
but damn his good.

height doesnt matter, although there is an advantage.
but, what u lack, you gain in other ways.

What people say to you, if its good, u take it.
if its bad to bring u down, ignore them.
they are nothing but a bunch of losers who got nothing to do but criticise, criticise, criticise.
and dun like to see others better than them.
get wat i meant?
You love what u are doing, you got passion for it, keep doing it.
It is your world now.
Not others.
You decide your destiny(with Allah's help of course)
not people.
It's You.

What is KIN 69?

name on my new jersey soon.
hahaha..
why Kin?
you will know why.
69?
New jersey number i gonna make..
Insya'allah...

Say goodbye to the 88~
I gonna miss you~

Burn

Meat taste delicious when its your own

SAT-ur-Day

2009-08-08T02:53:00.014+08:00

Yea..

wat yea?

dunnoe... why?

what talking u?

wat? u ask me wat.. i dun understand, i ask u la.

wat talking u? dun understand la...

not my fault wat u dun understand.

eh.. hello... talk properly can?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

eh.. giler.. diam boleh..
aku nak start topic, jgn nak merapek.

HA~!

crapz.
The typical conversation in the company office during my NS time..
we just go with the flow talking crapz...

Anw...

After friday prayers, went to meet buddies for awhile.
Then the call came in...
So why not?
I'm going back to Tamp Inter anyway.
So went to meet her at Tampines One.
Went up level 4 to the outside balcony.

Otw there, met Firdayu.
haha..
If u people know her, from ITE Tamp.
The cute girlish look..
Really look like my sepupu..
hoho..
Only talk to her online before..
Talk to her abit there, salam the friends.

Yang kawan dier pun satu..
Just tercengang, looking at her..
ape dah.
takpe takpe..
lucu benar wahai kawan beliau.
(bahasa melayu best)

That aside, went to the balcony, saw the friends.
Luckily, the one I know, was with her too..
But she forgot who was i.
hahaha..
typical..
must explain balik cite panjang lamo during Hari Raya outing last year, baru teringat..
and that accident she was involve in with my friends.. every detail.
Nasib baik dorang sume takde pape.. Pictures in my recent post here.

Tapi kesian uncle taxi tu..
Jahanam vehicle..
AIr con bocor, enjin termausk, lampu pecah.. otak stress..

kay.. long time ago story..

It is great to get to know more about someone more when you got the opportunity.
The first meet-up, was just a brief one. It was my idea.
So we wont waste time. hahaa.
But, just now, was a great opportunity to spent quality time getting to know each other.
Talk a lil bit there,
send her to her tarian class by bus.
Reached destination, also the opportunity to go to the model agency company to talk to the guy i am pulling back.
I am now into another company. Just told him that way la..
Cuz he been like, missed calling me a few times the last weeks.
Can go GILA.
***************updated***************
go to Arshanti Blog. She talk about it here.

Finish my stuff, pick her up from her class, went for dinner..
lapar la dier katakan..
Well.
i gobbled them down, S L O W L Y...
Actually, masih la lapar jugak.. although eat my dinner earlier...
Step makan slow je.
kah kah kah...
shh..

kay.
this part,hmm..
let me just put it here eh...

I do know this, but this is one comment that been told to me, openly. =D
Yea..
Wat comment?
aiya..
only me and her know. shush.

My principle is simple..
Friends I go out with, is to have fun together, feel comfortable with each other,
open up like we already know each other,
although you only know me like not so long..
And you feel that as if, you know me for decades..
You open up easily.
What is the point, you meet up with someone, but you feel awkward with each other cause you dont know each other well, so you may not open up your true inner character within your soul.
Correct?

Be comfortable as yourself.

It's better that way..
Then u can have fun spending time together easily, getting to know more about each other, no awkwardness.
=)

oh.. didnt i say, i loike natural beauty..
its okay not to wear ur makeup. =D

Its already late, so its better to send her back home.
Well.. Walking her home, saw mats all over the place.
haiya..
I'm there. Safe. No worries..
She already told me the typical stories.
Better be safe..

I believe, she is now in Lalaland.
But me, as usual..
Burung hantu..
Later sleep.
Oh shit..

msti terikut Sheila tau.
i wonder, if she still awake..
ha!

like always,
Happy Surfing!

Burn

p.s Men should never be the nice guys.
Just treat her as if she's your sister.
Don't be a wuss. Don't be boring.
And don't be an asshole.
Still don't get it?
Soon to come project.

to those who can't sleep, listen to this slow lullaby... hohoho.
DISCLAIMER WARNING: MAY CAUSE UNDESIRABLE EFFECT SUCH AS NIGHTMARE OR PSYCHOLOGICAL EFFECT. (the voice keep repeating in your head. it won't kill you actually)
Why? Afraid?
Not daring sia..
lullaby tidur malam_1.mp3

Duet with Nurul

2009-08-03T17:45:00.005+08:00

Hey hey..
Got back home..
Then nurul decided to come, and duet with me.
Nurul man!

hahaha..

kay..
Exaggerate..

This is the song i used to listen to and sing along, long time agooooo.~~
very long..
then something happen..
I heard this song, sang by someone..
The machine bookmark in me, decided to re-sing this song..
oooo...
Then Nurul duet with me..
Cool...
Just have fun singing..

Though my bass is too much because of my sub-woofer..
Still trying to make it sound, BETTA..

=D

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

How?
hahaha...
i know i sound exhausted. baru balik mah..
can be better.. hoho..

Don't worry, Be happy

2009-08-02T01:56:00.002+08:00

Saturday..
As usual, lepak ngan dorang..
But,however,I did not join them today...
Busy siot..

But, i told them later supper,I'll join in..
Somehow, not confirm nak pi simpang for supper ke tak..
When i reached home, my phone beep.
Check the message.
It reads " Kita jadi pi simpang"
Mcm la biskut..
Dah balik la seh, baru bilang..

But, i just told them, next outing,I'll be in..

Now, Sunday..
Later at 4, there is suppose to be my go-kart fun.
But, i somehow, got something else to do..
Shitto..
When i am ready gung-ho, organizer of the group not ready.
Now, somehow, they have enough member to make it a 'Go'.
unfortunately, i can't make it..
That's my dream man..

The third time i must say, i missed this occassion..
Three times..
Not once, twice..
Three..
I got the opportunity, but i can't.
Rabak pe...
First, because i was called in for NS.
Second, I register, somehow, I got training, on the weekendS!!!
Third, i got something else to tend to..

*Dish dish dish*
3rd of August, another group i'm in, they have night cycling organise...
I can go..
But...
My bike kena stolen few months back..
Tak sedih gitu..
rabak pe..
I must make sure, this thing will be available to me again..
I will.. and i must...!!!
Take this wordfrom me..
I will remember this..
It is a MUST!

Monday..
Photoshoot...
*dub*dub*dub*
nervous...
but chill..
hahaha..
it's time to geledar closet, take my shirts, pinjam baju adik skali..
bawak pi studio..
fuh..
insya'allah..
can't wait baby...

whose kitten got lost in my folders??

Burn

Tight

2009-08-01T14:25:00.003+08:00

I was feeling high.
Testing my voicebox whether it is still working after a week of fever, chills,and loss of voice.
hahaha...

There..
I feel high...
3 times!!

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Night Fall

2009-07-31T22:36:00.005+08:00

Show me what you got.

You know what you need.

It's getting hot..

Temperature rising~~

...where's the freaking fan?

Sick?

2009-07-27T04:17:00.002+08:00

Been sick for like days..

First, coughing...
Then flu..
damn...
been like 3 days already..

heard, lot of others, also having this same sickness...
friends..
strangers..
and someone..

Here i am munching on a sandwich while surfing the net..
Later i have training at my workplace..
I already skip the Friday session because of fever..
Monday, must go..!!

Her sudden message a while ago, surprise me..
Insomnia she said..
hahaha...
funny..
Well..
She be having her test tomorrow..
And her NAPFA..
skip jelah..
kata not feeling well..
force also no good..
rite?

I just hope, everyone will get well soon..
Including me...

Oh..
sAturday, when to uncle's at Johor..

Kak Lina was working..
I knew about it beforehand few days ago through smsing her.
tsk..
cannot bust her ballss..
wasted..
as usual..
she's the crazy one.

Only Along and the youngest one at home..
Abg, was away, but came back few hours before I and my mum about to go home.
Yea
Only me and mum..
My adiks, passport mati..

MAngkok..
Been wanting to make a new one since don't know when..
Alas,due org je pi..

Yg number 4th, shikin, and the 5th. tall sexy one, ain, when for picnic..
*hey noy bad.. I manage to memorise their names easily)
They went home around 9...
Manage to talk to shikin and joking around during dinner..
But, Ain, as usual, quiet entah nape..

Reach Singapore at nearly midnight, send a message to a friend and her..
Yea..
The whole Saturday, i was silent..
Kat johor babe.
hahaha...
Petai dan belacan yg kirim, sudah ku dptkan..
heheheh...

Hm..
Good luck to those having their test this week.
and Napfa..
She should just skip..
Safer..
Good luck to me later!

=D

Happy Surfing!

my lil sis pic, i will upload soon..

Lost?

2009-07-19T23:36:00.007+08:00

i'm bored..
wat am i doing here?
My mind seems not recharging itself.
I cannot think of anything to put in into my personal project.
I have to chill for awhile..
mcm kubis..

WE met mum at her workplace and had our dinner together.
Pity, i didnt took pics just now.
But here, our picture we took, before my flight to Taiwan,
last 2 months.
Cool.. I was sleeping for 5 seconds that moment.

Lifetime Bodyguards of Mum

Bro bought his this bag.
Cost price $76.90.
Discount:20%.
But he bought it For less than $5.
How?
Let just say, skills...
hahaha..

The BAG

Found my ol buddy at the Airport, with his lifetime girlfriend.

Old Buddy

His Girlfriend

Cute couple huh?

What the hell..
Before i do nasty stuff, i'm going off first..

Happy Surfing!

oh yea..

Let me introduce my bed buddy...

Dude!
oh yea..
kay..
done..

zzz...

bored..
what should i do?
Hmm.......

let's pick on Asya then..

OoooO...

Go round

2009-07-19T02:43:00.005+08:00

SAturday huh?

heheheh..

I think i did a really bad thing..
k..don't have to say it here..
wahaha...

wooo..
My eyes gonna bulge out after playing hours of Lan with them.(no. not DOTA. tats lame. freak! COD.WArfare. )
Then supper at Simpang.

And i'm gonna go bulat like doraemon, laughing too much.
kah kah kah..
Our Saturday hang-out routine..
We are planning to change it a lil bit, so that, there's less money required to hang out together.
I'll see what i have in mind.

Now..
Motorbike,Class 3, Class 3A course?

Bike or car?
Bike or Car?
Bike or Car?

hmm... still considering...

Training Insights on Marketing

2009-07-17T02:08:00.006+08:00

Oh well.. didnt expect the walk-in interview is something
that i am familiar with before..

The company, is the one i'm kinda familiar with..
how they work..
but this is interesting.
hmm..
didnt expect that.
Well..
Trying out tomorrow(or basically later) for training insights..
I'll get more info from there..

And saturday and sunday, another seminar from two different companies..
Coool!
Something to look forward to and gain knowledge how they work their stuff..
Then i'll decide to join, or not...

And finally...

Syukur alhamdulilah..
I got accepted into the course..
heheheh.. =D

Later, going to settle some stuff..
Hopefully i can get it done before 24th...

Oh boy..

25th lak, going to see my relatives at johor.. insya'allah.
Meet my nieces again.. oOoo..
and tat sis, i'm gonna bust her balls this time around..
make sure she cannot take it, she give up.. i take control..
wahahaha..
k .. giler..

I'm contining my project.
Wordpress coming up soon..

Go-Karting nye kes mcm senyap je..
ish..
i think, i organize it myself better...

Happy Surfing!

Burn

sya..
hahaha..
be ready do have ur first fan.
Anyway,
u must know this. . .

u look ridiculous. . .

Reminiscence

2009-07-16T02:53:00.006+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Hardstyle - Is not techno. weird when some people say it is techno.
eeee.. i hate techno. Hardstyle is a mixture of trance, hardcore and rave music.
Hardtrance - one of the earliest form of trance. But with heavier beats.
Some beats for you to listen.. Just blast your stereo and subwoofer. but dun wake up then neighbours!

***********************************************************************************

I was scrolling my notes of my facebook..
I didnt realise it was feed together with my blogger..
All those old posts was ridiculuos.

Wheni think bout it,
I just want to laugh at myself why the hell that happen to me?
How come i become like that?
Weird la sia..
Thinking bout it, send the shivers down my spine.

How the hell that feeling of, how do i say it, sadness and hopelessness came bout.
But when i realise it, hmm..
Maybe its part of learning and strengthening up my character..
hahahaha.. ceh.

but reading that old posts,
seriously ah..
all bullshit.
damn..
why must tat came about?
thats not the real me..
actually, it really scared the shit out of me.
its weird. seriously.

anyways, i didnt realise that i have a wordpress blog.
hahaha..
weird..
i'm gonna change everything and make it better..
its coming..
stay tuned.

Tomorrow, another interview..
Walk-in lak..
I need to get a proper full-time job, before class starts..

Happy Surfing!

Burn

To someone that i know...
Asya...
i'm not worried bout the remarks i made..
I know i am sarcastic..
ahaha...

But, its you..
Look at you..
I don't really know what really happen to you or whoever it is.
Remember like what i told you?
It's your passion isn't it?
You love doing it.
Why must it be stopped?
To please the whoever it is?
What for?
You love doing what u are doing, and don't stop whatever you love to do.
It's your passion.

I throw banana at you, then u know...
wake up!
I love listening to u.
Don't disappoint ur fans. =D

Heaven II

2009-07-13T23:34:00.003+08:00

Syukur alhamdulilah!

Amin...

interview went well..
I've decided for the portfolio photoshoot on the 3rd of August..
keh keh keh..
I can't wait.
i know.
it can be taken earlier, this week.
but certain circumstances and obligations, i push it to the first week of August..
Cool.
Now, i'm under their contract.
was told, this agreement can be a lifetime till 40s or more... base on our choices.
cheh~

i was told by the consultant, at most, only one really took the most expensive set that cost around $5180. hmm..
50+ different types of themes.
That's crazy to me.
I've decided on the on-my-budget list.
4-5 themes. ok lah.. not bad..
This is an investment, for further projects..
Hopefully, there's more projects for me.
Insya'allah.
doa-doa semoga tercapai impianku..
hoho.

hmm..Youngest model in the company, a cute lil one.. 6 months old.
comel loteh..
haha..

Enough talking bout this..
Wait after the portfolio been done, then talk more..

I'll tell u, looking for the office is like looking for gold.
I thought the receptionist told me, it was located at Central Mall.
But No.
It is @ Central.
kan mcm sup kambing.
dpn MRT station exit A.
Yg aku?
go exit B, dah sampai kat Central Mall, dpt tau, wrong place.
bulu kambing tul.
@ Central is a place you must go!
interesting place for a shopping mall, even though its like a maze down there.
So many lanes, hidden shops, surprises pop out from nowhere.
nearby the Singapore River too..
Will be a very romantic place to have dinner by the river at night..
Soooweeet...
I wanna go there again..
must explore..

anw.
I spend 15 minutes looking for that bloody Burger King restaurant to find the lift lobby. It was actually just infront of exit A escalator at Clarke Quay MRT.
haiyo..
walk walk walk, actually it is just in front.
Went up to their office.
A very interesting place for offices.
Many rooms, and a very cosy small square by square room when u open the door and go inside.
I should be there by 3, but reached there at 330.
Half an hour later, there are few more entering.
Lucky for me to be there a lil earlier...

1st week of August..
Can't wait. =D
now..
next.
a Full-time job for me.
This modelling job will be as my freelance part.
A Full-Time one, coming through next.

hmmm..
how does the Go-Karting event coming through?

Burn

Check out my weblog at abmdigitalinfo.co.cc NOW!

And ouh.. Before I forgot,
If you wanna try something new or gain experience on new interesting challenges,
visit their website, and find out more... =D

Find out here amigos!

This is the place I scripted my lyrics

2009-07-10T18:18:00.024+08:00

You know what it feels like?
...
hello..
You know or not?

HEY!
I'm asking u la.
What?
I cant hear u.
Speak louder la..
You know or not?
Haiya..

I start first la.
Have u ever...
When u go out,
listening to ur mp3 then suddenly it go kaput within 5 minutes.
When u check, it is low in power..
Can u believe it?
When u got to know it wasnt off the other night.
dammit..

Have you ever...
When u were speaking on the phone.
You were in a nice conversation suddenly ur phone go kapuut.

Just like a few months ago when i make a McDelivery Order.
This soft feminine voice answered my call.
I dunnoe how she looks like, but i dun care. (soothe my ears?) =O
Everything ws going smoothly, some dragging a bit.
i was about to say the other half of the order when it ..
..kaput!

WAt the heck!?
The order was already being made.
After the other half, just need to confirm everything..
But, now,
have to make the order again...
Everything..!
shito!

I grabbed my friends phone and called again..
...
..waiting..
...waiting..

then..
a voice answer my call...
... a deep man's voice...
my balls dropped to the floor do headspin and breakdanced

Lesson learnt:
Check ur accesorries are ready before going out.

Same goes for today.
I called this agency.
This female answer my call.
Gave her my name and contact no.
bla bla bla..
She was a bout to give me infos how can i go there for my interview, when my phone do the stunt again..
it goes.. kaput!

dammit!
second time already.

i throw my phone away after that happen..

Found this in my folders...
I'm botak!

...kidding...

siao ah..
I havent even ask her whether they are making a portfolio or just photograph being taken first.
I wanna know whether it will be waived or something like that.
I do not want the same thing happened like the other agency i went to.

Portfolio
$1000.
Punye LAH MAHAL!

I know some other agency have lower prices for a portfolio.
Some even waived the fees!

I dreaded saying yes that time..
I was thinking whether to take up the offer or not.
But he just keep talking and talking.

'can ah?ok.
u got the money now?
u can pay now, the portfolio will be done as soon as possible'

nah. give u $10 deposit.
Shut up

kah kah kah...

One thing is, he keep calling until he'll get u on the phone.
Kinda irritating sometimes..
i thought i told him, i will think about it..

Even when i came back from Taiwan, i never expect to get messages from him
Even missed calls!

Try google new face model singapore. (not his company. his is a different name)

From most of the forums, u can see his contact number and information.
waaa..
mata kan kerong.
i was expecting to see other companny/agency, but no.

Dun get me wrong though.
He was feautured in Channel 8 a while back ago...
He know his stuff and good in it?

but,
ex ah..
see la.. when i make enough profits, then i call him again..

For now, i cant called the agency i was in contact with.
After office hours.
tomorrow?
maybe..
shit
monday..2pm
but where?
bukan nak message.
must call again tomorrow..
try eh..

You got what it takes?
Have confidence, comfortable with yourself?
Wanna try new stuff?
get experience?
Join me le..
Just contact me.
I know some of you who do really have potentials, maybe better?
just try and have fun.

I'm looking for Go-karting buddies to join me too..
For now, from my contacts, we have 7/8 fun goers.
Need a few more before we can set a confirmation date.
Join us..
We can have some fun!
Go to my facebook account and go to events. find out more!

Anyway.
When to MDIS to confirm my registration.
After prayers, went to Tamp Mall to have lunch.

You know the basement 1, beside the up-going escalator,
photo-services shop?
They do daylight robbery.
I bet, often.
4 passport size photos?
$8.60.
puas hati buat kat tepi mrt tu.
$6.
Rushing nye pasal, lantak lah
Photocopy services?
1 paper
40c
2 papers
80c
hmm..
kertas high quality buat dari batu takpe jugak.
'wah? like tat auntie.. hm..(nabeh so expensive ah auntie. wahlau weh. u play mahjong ah?)
can la..'

nape taknak charged entering the shop skali?
1 footstep $2.
2 footsteps $4.
any other alternate footsteps, $3 each.
kan bagus.sal nnt kene mop floor..
kotor. hardwork. must be paid.
Lepas tutup kedai, main majong.
nampak sah.

hahahaha
kurangajar..
hahaha...

Went up,
going towards Tamp MRT, kena chase by 'paparazzi'
'Burn!Burn!Burn!'

i sprint!

...kidding...

ha!

My partner in Crime

I was lucky for attending the preview yesterday.. and register on the spot.
Actually, i have two consultants.
I went to Dhoby Ghaut yesterday to get some infos about the course.
That was my second consultant.
I was having lunch when the first consultant, Hyder, whom i in contact with message me about the preview held at MDIS.
Lucky.
Today,
I was on my way to Dhoby Ghaut to register.
But lucky he called me.
Go to MDIS.
i found out, the registration fee was waived because i attended yesterdays preview.
Alhamdulilah!
sejuk pocket sikit.
=D

Now waiting for the registration letter..

Samsung S-3
went to Best Denki at Plaza Singapura yesterday.
Check the price.
2GB. $106. 4GB $128.
Mine?
2Gb $126 at Sim Lim 2months ago.
I could have the 4GB for the price of my 2GB!!
nabeh!
how come the prices can drop so fast these days.
just two months...

And i saw the t-10!

The one i've been looking for for months...
2GB, $128/130+..
i cant remember.
wahlao.
Should get this one.
I like the bluetooth function in it.
Can used wth ur handphone if u know wat i meant.
nabeh.
kat simlim shop i bought my s-3.. no t-10.

chao chicken.

Yea.
Talk to my ol-friend the other day.(date? i regard her as friends)
we used to date.
yea.
she's my neighbour.
above few floors.
moved out a month ago.
i dun even know.
It has been a year since i last talk to her.
(yea. even though we are neighbours.)

Didnt expect her to be talking to my guy whom i introduced to her.
I thought she was upset. asking me why why why..
last2 dorang jugak berbual..

girls..
always says things that are contradicting to what they really have inside their minds.
girls.

well..
i tickle and bash her balls, so much..
talk talk talk, then she dunnoe wat to say,
go offline.

hahahahaha~

try to do that again,
i tickle and keep bashing ur balls till u give up.

what happen isint important.
What she says,
i wanna roll down the stairs and keep laughing.

there's more.
but example that i can somehow remember. its like days ago. i'm bored. so let me.

"
ME: yea ok. you have many dates. so? must i know?
SHE: ' too bad, u could have dated me.'
ME: what for? i rather date others.
SHE: 'you dont have a gf?'
ME: i make many friends. get to know some. Some may be more than a friend.
SHE: 'wheres the Q behind u?'
ME: must i tell u everything?
SHE: ...
ME:: u working with the CIA?
"

it started when she keep telling me what my guy she befriend with is telling her.
i just simply reply, ' Do u work with CNA?'

'They must be really proud to have u. I bet they pay u good money'

every word. must tell me. klakar.

some other stuff la happen..
kinda got carried away..
until she cannot take it, suddenly offline..

Hhahahaha...

kay kay..if u reading this, you must be wondering why i act this way, or did i have something against her or whatsoever.
No i don't ..
It just my way to see how she can handle it.. hahaha..
cute..
but kesian..

yea.
quite simply, fine.
u are good-looking.
yea yea. u have dates.
but must i have a gf?
Must i tell u who i dated with, friends with?
klakar kepe..
kay u nvr ask.

funny..

I'll tickle and play around till u cannot take it.
i know how u are like.
fun isint it?
try again...
=D

MAy update soon.
Busy la che.

With personal projects and stuff..
Digital information without the geeky stuff.
Check it out here.
The URL will be changing soon though with a complete package of some other stuff..
kah kah..
Any comments, suggestions, feel free.

Next,
a car.
haahahhaaha
license class lum habez lagi..
tungguuu..

weird la.. skrng korang nye turn lak NS.
Aku lak yg free.
Korang kat camps.
Aku carefree..
?? wat the hell??

Takpe.
Saturday as always.
kah kah kah.

Gosh.
I gotta ruun!!
Bye amigos!

Usted Es Mi Sensacion!

Happy Surfing!
Burn

I've been looking for this music video for so long and i finally found them.
Why i cant find?
i forgot the title or who sang it when i saw this music video..
Not bad..
They are my sisters..
but they kinda act cute..
haha..
oh well.
enjoy

Ella is in the house!
... oOOoo..

Civilian Life

2009-07-05T13:28:00.003+08:00

Told you..

I am still learning to adjust to civilian life after years of serving the nation..
cheh..

haha.
seriously, after all these years, and just finish my service,
i just feel... hmm...
wat am i doing here doing nothing fun or something new? u know...

yea yea..
i know..
work..
but after work,
weekends?
other than hanging out with them and eating supper at simpang,
i am still adjusting to weekdays activities..
kah kah kah..

I miss my mountain biking session..
tsk..
Time to get a new bike soon..

I went back to camp on Friday..
u know to settle some stuff..
bla bla bla..

Late night, went for bowling..
As usual.

Every time i play bowling,
the first bowl will always be a strike..
hahahaha

its true anyway..
this is second.. or third time?
haha..

but.. then..
after that is crap..
screw many chances...
close game that night...
dah mcm lawan Bowling Championship.
points was very close to each other..
(pictures may be uploaded.. it is a may , 'cuz my camera sucks. quality hancur berderai)

yesterday, thought of getting some stuff...
but thought otherwise..
meet up with them late evening as usual...
Then, late supper at our usual eating place, Simpang Bedok.
Crazy night yesterday.
talking cock session is a must..
wohohoho..
just control ur bladder, u'll be fine..

Sunday..
hmm..
other than kenduri later,
still continuing my project..
some personal ones...
'still trying to crack the code'.
u know wat im saying?
no?
don't bother..
haha..

Still waiting for the green light for the go-karting session..
We are still looking for more fun-goers.
Even though it is ur first time, dont be shy..
it will be more like a social gathering..
Do you have what it takes to experience it?
JOIN ME!!

Happy Surfing!

Abu Burn

p.s Hmm... why you freak-out?
If u can't, its ok.. we still be talking..
u scared the shit out of me.. seriously.

Project 09'

2009-07-03T00:44:00.004+08:00

I am reviving my ol project that I've been pursuing to execute.
Hmm..
I need to do more planning, analyse before i got myself into information overload again...
While i am at it, i need to settle some stuff first..
let it be done tomorrow.
I have to...

anyway,
AsyaBeyonce...
she did a good recording recently..
It was greatly done..
hmm..
excpet she need to shout more!
haha.. joking!
i dont get it why some say she cant make the song happen...
hmm..
mental kot org tu..
YOu peeps decide...
=D

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Beautiful song.
Beautiful voice.
Beautiful girl..

...how i wish...*erhem*

Abuuu... behave~~
heheh..

Wanna know more about this talented individual?
Go to my Linkato on the right >>>>

i wasnt myself la just now..
weird..
i didnt meant to say out tat way..
mcm biskut gitu..
ish..

Anyway.. Enjoy listening

Happy Surfing!

Abu 'Top Gun' Burn

Weblog - Digital INFO

2009-07-02T03:58:00.005+08:00

As a hectic PC user who have burned his ass off for hours in front of his 'wife' ( who else says this other than .. you know who),
and using his own Custom made PC for years, ( i hate branded PCs. they are a sore when u need to modify your Desktop) I have face many incidents, problems, new stuffs, research,
interesting updates, tips, etc etc etc..

And i am still finding new stuff or found new interesting updates for the benefit of all.
I have information overload in my head.
Some stuff i have not yet updated.
And also, you peeps can share for the world to see if you have any interesting stuff or tips or updates through my Shoutbox or you can email me directly.
Dont understand what the heck i'm talking about?
Check my weblog here!

Still a lot of updates coming up!

Happy Surfing!

AND BLOODY HELL- I still do outdoor activities and i cant stand staying under a roof.
So , can i be consider a geek? hahahaha...
Seriously.. i just know stuff..
and i am not bill gates wannabe.

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1JULY ONE JULY SATU JULAI

2009-07-01T05:43:00.002+08:00

You know what that means?
keh keh keh..

Those who don't know, ask.
Those who know, shush.

heh heh heh..
Other than 3 times my com crash within 2 days, and me going crazy
repairing it,
I am happy with life that is ahead of me!

Got lot of plans i have to complete.
Settle my stuff later in camp, go out with friends for movie dinner,
Call my old school to apply for my relief teaching position in that school.

What school?
You guess it?

Right...
Pasir Ris Secondary.
hahahaha ... (join me laughing! come on)
Insya'allah..

MDIS called recently ..
Never expect that called.
Haha..
I am pursuing a course there, but never expect to get the call around this time..
(somehow around the time of writing, i cannot access the MDIS website.
Server problem. Sheesh..
Hopefully it will be up soon!!)

Thursday, off to the Queenstown..
For extra information to absorb.
Lots of questions I'm going to ask.
Better write it down first.

Going ahead with my driving course that i have been waiting to be in, like, for how many months/years/generation..

This SAturday,
as usual..
Hang out with those maniacs.
Supper at our usual place at Simpang Bedok.
Better try the other side of the stall/restaurant.
The recent one we dine in, the food was ok but somehow disappointing and confusing..
Ask my friends.
They got upset.
Pretty upset.
Upset cannot even be associate to their feelings..
It is so... confusin..

WoOo..
Insya'allah beh beh..
Cant wait to start teaching.
heheheheh..
First thing first,
i need to settle my clearance.

Yea..
Still waiting for that position in one of the hotels..
hmmm...

yea.
i wanna get a bike soon.
Not motorbike..
Mountain bike..
For my next mountainbiking adventure..
Miss them like mad.

I gootta get one a.s.a.p
Yes!
ASAP.
Better be..
Or i go stealing one myself.
Haha..
In my dreams.

Happy Surfing amigos!

Be my Sensacion!

Get to Know Somebody

2009-06-25T14:17:00.010+08:00

Have you people been on a date before?

hmm..

of course..

why am i asking you a silly question..?

oh anw..

u know, getting to know someone new, spending

time together, getting to know about each other..

u know..

well..

Technologies nowadays are way better than before..

Now we have MSN, GoogleTAlk, YahooMessenger, Skype and many more others.

We have handphones..

Most people have their own handphones..

Even PRimary kids nowadays have their own handphones..

(i dunnoe why they need them)

dun they have anything to yak about?

other than...

you know those kids are innto..

PokeMon..

Beyblade..(years ago i think)

what are they into now?

hmm..

talking bout girls?

hmm..

Jimmy: hey.. tom.. i get to know this girl opposite my block you know. She's cute!

Tom: Wat girl? since when u friends with girls huh?

Jimmy: Why? wats wrong? anyway.. i kissed her yesterday evening after we get back from school u know. She wasnt looking at me at first, and when she turn to look at me, i give her a peck on the lips. Cool! she blushes! haha...

Tom: WAT??!! You kiss a girl?!! damn! Eeeewwwww! wat is wrong with you Jimmy?

Are u crazy? dammit Jimmy!

Jimmy: Why? is it wrong to kiss a girl? wats wrong?

Tom: DAmn Jimmy. You ARE CRAZZYY! tats the MOSTt disgusting thing i have ever heard in my WHOLE LIFE! Ewww!! You kiss a girl dammit! daaaamn... Goodbye Jimmy! (ending the call)

Jimmy: TOM! hey!! wats wrong? !%#$^#^^!$#!

hmm..

it seems that when we were young, i meant boys were young.. (i dunnoe bout girls though)

its like a taboo u know when boys touches a girl.. or watever..

its like.. EWwwww..

hmm..

When we were young then..

anyways..

as i was saying about getting to know someone New..

When you see someone, then you get interested with him/her..

And wanting to know more about the person.

u know.

You walk over to talk to her... or him...

bla bla bla..

Get some contacts info to get back to him/her again.

well...

when two STRAIGHT Guys, if u put together..

And they see a beautiful young lady walking past them,

it will be like

A: Hey dude! Look at that girl. She's hot dude!

B: Yea man.. hey.. get her number man. go talk to her.. start a conversation.. dun missed this chance man..

A: why dun u get it? Why u ask me?

B: I got a girlfriend freak. She is hotter than this lady. And She make love like a pornstar.I got nothing to lose. There are 5 more in my phonebook, and i cannot take another one. Why dun you go get it? ITs ur chance SINGLE man..

A: Fine.. (looking at her) She's really hot. I'll go talk to her..

That, if you put two STRAIGHT guys together.

They will be like looking at girls talking among themselves, giving comments on another young lady.

But what if you put, ONE STRAIGHT guy, and A GAY guy being with him.?

S: Hey dude.. Look at that. WOW! Isnt she.. amazing? SHe look good dude! HOT!

G: Well.. Okay i guess.. She do really look pretty.. hmm.. not bad.. She look good..

S: ARe u insane?! Look at her. Goodness me.. wow..

G: Ya. Well okay.. She is OK to me.. .CAN u JUST STOP LOOKING AT HER? What about me?! (pulling him closer)

Look into my eyes! LOOK! Am i not good enough for you?

AM I? How could you?

Didnt you know?! hmph! (walking away)

S: (with mouth wide open. Didnt say a word. Looking at the hot lady. then turn back to look at his friend.) Wat the f@%#?! Gosh...ewww..!

I'm not being (fuck.. wats that word?) to gays..

But come on.

Its kinda , ya know.

Uncomfortable when a guy get so cuddly up to you..(unless if you are a girl.thats a different thing)

its kinda... you know..

WEird.. Can i say that?

just.. doesnt make sense ..

Don't ask me why.

Sometimes, when you want to get to know a person,

you cant expect the response that you wanted.

Different people have different reaction to a situation.

Some girls freak out, some look at you like u are a rapist or something,

Some think u just wanna screw..

Some give you attitude like a bitch as if they are so hot or something and guys will queue up begging wanting to know them.... saliva dripping out of their mouth like dogs..

Some may even call u a jerk..

HAhaha..

Dun be freaked out or something when they call you that..

Its nothing.

it is just a word..

Why u care so much for what she said?

well..

Look around you.. There are others.

Hmm..

Or maybe you just suck

the moment u start talking, girls think u just wanna stalk them till they come to you.

Some funny skit if you like to watch by MadTV.

Have fun.

(and oh. both are actresses.=D)

Being a desperate, piss people off..

or should i say, make them run away from you.

So what if the girl reject you from getting to know each other?

Maybe she have something going on her mind and not ready yet to get to know someone.

Or she had someone else already.

Or even , she is married.

You just acknowledge, wish her a nice day or something like tat.. (have my own ways)

And move.

Don't hang around like a desperado.

Or when the girl doesnt think you are compatible enough to be with her,

so be it.

Just leave and go.

Dun waste time ,

trying to find ways to get back to her...

Unless if both of you still love each other.

Otherwise move on.

You know..

Guy: Please love. Please dont go! Please. Don't leave me alone.. NOOO! Please dun!

LAdy: I have to. This is the best for us. I have to go .. Please .. Let me go.. Please..

Guy: NO!! I LOVE YOU!! WHY U DOING THIS TO ME??!! WHY?!!! why.... (sobbing) noo...

LAdy: Please (crying) LEave me alone from now on. Please.. I have to go..

Guy: NO!!! NOO!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I won't let anyone have you other than me! NO!!!!

(strangle the lady)

Lady: ..... (cannot scream mah.. airpipe block)

Like there is no one else in the world other than her?

Come on.

Dun be a freako.

Dun be a psycho.

Dun be a desperado.

Seriously..

Don't waste your chance out there man.

Once u hang around to be with that person,

7 8 9 ladies walk past you..

You waste those chance to get to know them.

Like seriously.

Have u ever know anyone or see guys fighting over girls?

Man!

So what ?

ARent u ashamed?

She is not the only one..

There are many others out there..

U never know you can find a better one somewhere outthere..

Man..

Guys fighting because of a girl.

eyyee.

malu man.

paiseh..

where to hide those balls..

Please. wake up those ideas dudes..

Think..

There are better ones out there..

Dun bring shame to urself and to people like us.

Well..

I dunn know bout how the girls feel..

U like it when guys fight because of you??

Tell me.

Correct me if i'm wrong ladies.

This lady that called me a jerk the last time..

well.. this guy friend of mine who gave me the number of this lady ..

Just wanting to know how the lady is..

It's nothing wrong to make new friends. That social circle.

You never know, you may get to know someone special..

You know what i meant.

Well..

As i was saying..

He told me, this lady i will be wanting to know, is hot..

Well..Hot .. i meant, pretty.. good looking..

Oh okay..

I dunnoe she is hot or not

who cares..

Lets get to know the person first..

But this time,

It was different for this lady..

I was teasing with her 'balls' till she cannot takeit..

if you know what i meant..

dun get it? figure it out.

i know, some will say why u waste those chances of getting to know her..

She is hot..

U sure? how will u know?

I don't care..

After much messages.. and some pauses in between a few weeks..

There was a time i just say directly to her

'Why are u so boring? Did u bodyswitch into someone else or something..

You not the girl that i know '

The reply?

' I bodyswitched when i met jerks. So yeah.'

hahaha... laughable..

i cannot control my laughter that evening.

Poor her..

i should have tickle her balls even more u know..

She just talked to me a few days ago..

And the sudden change?

Well..

One thing strange about women,

is that..:

They will be chatting nicely with you,

being friendly with you.. Laugh with you.. Joke with you.

But the next moment..

Out of the sudden,

They just act cold towards you.. (that is why i sound her off with that sentence =p)

You don't even know what is coming slamming into your face.

It just happened.

Don't be surprised though. (mood swing coming through?)

Arent they unique?

hahaha..

nah..

i dont even know her that well..

I just want to get to know her, and well..

see how she react to that kind of situation.

Some people react differently though.

Some will just say..

'Oh well.. bla bla bla... ... i'm attached.. u know.. soo...bla bla bla..'

Err.. ya.. ok .. u attached.. so? any connection to this communication?

wat do i care if u attached or not?

i never even say anything like

'Hey .. i want u so bad.. Can u be my girlfriend? PLEASE .. pretty please.. i want you i want you i want you'

I don't wanna be a bastard saying those words directly.

U cannot be like that.

but,

what the heck..

am i eyeing u in the first place? gosh..

ok..

i sound kinda an arsehole...

lol!

I know.. These girls are testing guys out there.
They may be thinking.. 'hmm.. another one who is trying to woo me.
I better told him off to back off..'

When i made friends, and if they told me ' Hmm.. Sorry. I'm attached bla bla bla...'
Sometime i simply reply ' Cool. Congrats. I know you feel honoured to have a boyfriend. Yea.
Don't forget to tell the world about it...'(give a sly smile, walk off)
kah kah kah

ok..

i sound kinda an arsehole...

lol!

Some people do react differently..

Unless if u are my Special lady, that is different.. you know..

but not to the extend such as begging and rolling like a hot dog to get ur attention..

Tats is super ridiculous..

Just do what a man got to do for a special lady in the heart..

u know what i meant..

heheheh..

Love...

Love sucks?

hhaha..

those who says this, what makes u said that?

I wanna know..

It sucks when u were with the wrong person.

It sucks when u were not in good terms?

It sucks when u love that someone but that someone doesnt even know?

Love is beautiful..

isn't it?

It Is Beautiful my dear amigos.

'Guys treat girls like shit.

And they good to girls when they want something'

Talk to me girl.

Talk to me.

We can't stereotype because of one.

I can say girls treat guys like shit too..

They think guys are like their toyboys.

When they are in need, they come to you.

When they are happy etc etc, they just ignore u like ..watever? lol.

And i can't be stereotyping because of one.

I did though.

But, that is ridiculuous, u know.

There ARE someone, out there..somewhere.

Ready to have you.

To take you in his arms.

To protect you.

To treat you good.

To give you the happiness you need.

For somebody beautiful, as you..

...

Don't stereotype because of one.

I know.

It takes time..

Next topic.. i'll talk bout dating..

DAting somebody..

Stay tuned peeps!

Happy Surfing!

A Burn

a.ka Abu "Top Gun" Bakar

Apa anda buat jikalau ngah Boring?

2009-06-23T14:09:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, we went to our Aunt house, for some family family talk cum dinner..

hahaha..

my my..

My nieces all grown up.

haha..

si kecik, very the cute..

lol!

they took a video of my brother while sleeping.

cincalok!

hahaha..

tot of putting it here..

heheheh..

hmm...

dier penat. baru balik keje, next day skool, pastu pi umah aunt.

pastu concuss. kejut tak bangun2.

letih nama tu oh.

I record myself menjahanam kan lagu yg sedap dikarang KC.

hahaha...

suara rosak..

hohoho..

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

main game lah jap lagi bagui.

nak keluar, nak pi ano?

hmm..

i know who...

Be back soon.

Happy Surfing!

you think you can run?

try running try..

u mess with the wrong family bro.

Ponder

2009-06-23T01:45:00.007+08:00

what do u do when u are bored?

i thought of continuing my game : Tom Clancy Splinter Cell Double Agent.

but laterlah.

i have already go far in that game..

but somehow some hard disk problem, i have to start from level one.

kan leceh.

iish..

She lak, already pengsan.

dah tido lah tu.

penat dier tu..

kosian.

Msn, sume mostly dah tido.

hmm..

ape lagi..

explore past entries..haha..

bukan main pasrah aku eh dulu..

tsk tsk..

haha..

cito lamo tuu..

dah tak kene mengene ngan apa skali pun.

i come acroos this blog.

only some people know who does it belong to.

old long time ago blog siapa ntah eh.

eh.

bored la siot.

hmm..

lpas satu hal, lagi satu hal timbul..

Somebody, whom we thought was a friend we use to hang out with when we were young, just want to test the puddle of water out of us.

once you create a problem with any of my family members,

that means lu nak cari pasal ngan gua nya darah daging, lu nak cari pasal ngan gua.

kan. berbual dah mcm matrep.

aku paling tak suke, lau org take advantage of people who wanted to help others.

i know somehow, what happen shouldnt be happening.

i am not elaborating much.

its between family and family.

what do u expect?

kwn sendiri.

kes tipu.

dier ngan jantan dier, get my brother to help.

now, things go out of hand, we have to face it.

bile call nak selesai kan masalah, alasan tu ni.

dier lak tak duk rumah sendiri, duk umah jantan tu.

si jantan, nak ckp pengecut.

entahla eh.

i dunnoe who he is.

we dunnoe where she stays.

last known residential area, bedok reservoir.

aku tak akn lepaskan korang selagi masalah ni lum selesai.

first thing first, aku nak find out some factual stuff and lau dpt, cari adik dier dulu, to

find his eldest sister.

we will talk what had happened.

ni dah kes cari pasal ni.

jgn pikir org diam diam, tak akn ape2..

aku nak tau siape dier jantan tu...

tau buat , tapi lari. taknak berhadapan nak selesai kan masalah ni.

ape motive korang?

aku tak suke gaduh.

tu keje bodoh.

aku suke berbual.

selesaikan masalah.

pasal aku tau ape akn terjadi bile bergaduh.. mcm kesah lama duluu zaman.. (tak usah ckp)

aku paling benci, lau org perangai mcm gini.

lari dari realiti.

pengecut nama tu.

Jgn kau fikir kau leh lari.

kau. dan jantan kau.

aku tak akn lepaskan kau selagi masalah ngan adik aku ni lum selesai.

penipu.

kwn mkn kwn.

jahanam.

...kay.. chill..

i'm cool..

while i can..

tsk tsk..

what the hell you two were thinking ?

you mess with the wrong family. . .

Job Hunting

2009-06-20T00:21:00.007+08:00

Its going to be 21st!
Journey to the 21st Century!

kepala otak akula!

21st must go out.

its a must.!

Job hunting.
i am hunting for it.
I smell it..

19th, i was suppose to go for a walk-in interview at Cathay Organization.
Thinking of having a job as a Customer Service Officer at Cathay.
Get some experience. cool?
Working at the movie theater.
...
hmm..
but i didnt.
Got somethig to attend to.
sweet rubbisH!

maybe, i should try to return back to be as a Reservation Officer with Luxury Tours.
I work with them before, interacting with all kind of tourist, with different accents.. Pening mmg pening, tapi cool!
still cant forget that incident with that tourist at Hilton Hotel 3 years ago..
hahaha!!
hish..
i miss that job..

hmm..

should i apply for a job for stand by?

hmm..

i am already in the relief teacher list..

these days, i do lots of hmmm...

hmm sane..

hmm sini..

di mana mana ku berada ku hmm ..

kelakar pe hmm hmm..

next week, lot week baby!

on leave...

yahoooooo...

jln2 cari mkn.. cari kejo .. =D

Need to write a resume?

but u already forget the format like me?

(long time in camp, leh lupe dok)

go here for Resume FORMAT.

They have various types of resume formats ready for reference.

...

Recruit days..

Seeing those new recruits entering Army life, with their beloved hairstyle.

Remembering those days..

the look on their faces..

'what the hell is going on dude?'

heheh..

Still have a lot to go through soldiers.

I WElcome you to your new life.

Away from your loved ones, your family, your girlfriends, your boyfriends(if u have), your bike, your car, your toy, your bed,your tv, your computer,your laptop... bla bla bla..

Away from them for a 2 years.

U be spending most of the time at your second home.

Looking up towards the building during the night, seeing those recruits on their handphone,

i told myself ' Must be their girlfriends, or their parents. But definitely girlfriend.'

Hmm..

You'll get use to it.

By the time your real training start, u may even fall asleep while talking on the phone.

Why?

Too shag.

Exhausted.

Worse.

Typing messages halfway, u concussed.

Or cannot even lift up that bloody handphone.

Penat la che.

That is why, the loved ones on the other side of the world, have to understand.

Endurance mindset will be tested.. mentally. =)

You will survive Recruits.

You will survive.

<<> From Cute BOTAK

<<<> Handsome Hunk

*erhem*

telling me 'yea. funnay.you're right...' ??

heheheh..

in matter of years and months.

Enough of GI hair.

yes.its cooling.

but please. no more..

Trauma! haha..

I'll update later.

Mind ngah blank..

Exhausted.

zzzz...

Talent

2009-06-17T05:50:00.012+08:00

NurAisya. Or better known as aisyanovianti in YouTube.

It has been a long time since i contact with her.

But i tell u.

My gosh this girl is bubbly!

she have lots of stories to tell u..

U wont get bored.

hahaHA!

but i don't know how is she doing now.

What she told me before, she is pursuing nursing at ITE Simei? or issit?

hmm..

Any way,

here i showcase this nurse's singing talent.

Enjoy. =D

Another talented individual i have been following up with, since... hmm..

i cant remember.. heheh..

She has a big dream ahead.

She got the voice, the talent, the potential to go far.

But, yea.. u got to build up more in your inner confidence.. its building up good rite?

heheh..

tell u the truth..

she sound kinda like Ella.

true!

She is Asya. (btul ehk spelling? sorry le lau salah. *peace no war*)

(yea another one.. heheh..)

better known as AsyaBeyonce.

She write her own songs.

I think she completed one of her recordings.

Composed, and sung,

And oh.

She has a web of her own. Cool huh?

You can subscribe to her website too!

Check them out here.

p.s. i think for the next edition i sing seriously. Then i post here. You listen. hohoho.

And.

I showcase you here,

AsyaBeyonce

Enjoy peeps!

Listen to me singing?

haha..

Previous post la deh..

Happy Surfing!

Abu "Top Gun" Bakar

I'll end my vigorous updating today here with this song.

I feel you buddy.

I know how u feel.

The song who believe that someone is still very special.

This is the song for you.

Enjoy your week.

I love you all!

muah muah..

i miss my hommies.

hahaha..

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Talking:

Hey man, I know we haven't been friends for a long time

But I gotta talk to you about your new girl

I don't think you realize that how lucky you are to be with her

Just let me tell you a little bit about her

Listen

[verse 1]

She loves to walk on the beach

She'll take you to places you can't even reach

She always stares at the rain

And in her eyes you can't feel her pain

She likes to sleep on your shoulder

With her legs on top of you

She loves when you tell her you love her

'Cause she would do anything for you

Don't you ever push her away, even when you're mad nooo

She'll remember, it wont go away and she'll be so sad woohaa

Chorus:

I must confess I know how you feel

When you kiss her and you love her

'Cause I've been right where you are

And you have been askin' what's the deal

How do I know all about her

I'ts been so long ooh

I'ts so far

[verse 2]

She will write you poems but ( You'll never get to read them )

She knows how to get your trust ( And that you will never sting )

She will always put you first so you should do the same

'Cause she'll leave you if you don't, trust me I know ohwooow

Just listen to me one more time

'Cause I know what's on her mind

Don't you ask me how I do

I can't tell you until I'm through

Chorus x2:

I must confess I know how you feel

When you kiss her and you love her

'Cause I've been right where you are

And you have been askin' what's the deal

How do I know all about her

I'ts been so long ooh

I'ts so far

Talking :

You know I'm telling you that's her

You can treat her right, she deserves it

Man, don't make the same mistake I did

'Cause you gotta know a long time ago, at one point

She was my baby

Beautiful Song

2009-06-16T21:27:00.010+08:00

I came upon this song.

Probably some of us went through this stage. Me? Mine is complicated. haha =D

Listen to the song. Tell me what u think . =)

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Losing My Mind

Let's go

[Chorus]
I think I'm losing my mind
Dreaming of you all the time
Wishing of you being mine
But you say you love me as a friend

I think I'm losing my mind
Loving you is like a crime
Cuz you don't feel the same and
I don't wanna lose you as a friend

[1]
I've Falling in love, can't seem to get up
And all I dream of is that we never break up.
But when do I start? I can't say a word
I'd give you my heart but then it might get absurd
You say that you love me, could it be more?
then what we have now, cuz that's what I'm dying for
It's so easy to see, I feel so ignored
So I keep it for me, left alone, and ignored

[Bridge] x2
You're always on my - mind
No matter what the - time
I wanna make you - Mine
And be more than - friend

*[Chorus]*

[2]
You call me to tell me bout some other guy
You say did you wrong and keeps on making you cry
I say that I'm sorry, hope you feel better
But deep in my heart It ceased to be a believer
I know I could be so much better
If you would let me go from your friend to your lover
Sometimes I think you might feel the same
But I'm never sure so I drive myself insane

[Bridge] x2
You're always on my - mind
No matter what the - time
I wanna make you - mine
And be more than - friend

*[Chorus]*

[3]
they are only words to tell
But haunting like a spell
Cuz if hidden I stay
I won't lose you today
It's hard to live in lies but look into my eyes
the blind only can't see
Break it down

[Chorus] x2

I wish you would be mine
But if you don't feel the same
We'll never be
Comme comme comme avant?
(Like Like Like Before)

Check me singing on my previous post. =D

Abu "Top Gun" Bakar

Ponder-Rama

2009-06-15T12:13:00.007+08:00

Why I never ever buy an iPod/iTouch. Watch the video.=)

Watch This!~

And yea..

Some fooling around recently and...

i..

err..

recorded my voice..

singing..

HAhaHA..

the buggers trying to make me laugh.

controlling their laughter in the background...

i don't know how it goes..

but, here it is..

I present you...

. . .

My voice:

(1) The not so serious

(2) The trying to be serious

(3) Another song

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Oh!
I'l introduce you my partner in crime for today.

Bullet

Fast like lightning. . . . .

I'll be looking for that Special Girl.

... the one to hold tight when your days are down

if you need a shoulder you can count on me
thats the kinda man that i wanna be, ...
My Bestfriend
My SuperWoman

Honeymoon =D

2009-06-14T15:57:00.016+08:00

Bored?

Wanna killed the time?

Ponder on my blog.

Boring pictures and videos(coming soon) inside!

Live locations and camera batteries not included.

Characters in pictures each sold seperatedly.

Theme Park

Sculpture

View from above (the bridge)

My Buddy with a famous actor

honeymooning in Taiwan

The famous Actor upclose

(with the fan)

Taxiing out to the Runway

More pictures coming soon!

Stay tuned!!

Happy Surfing!

Abu "Top Gun" Bakar

This is the part i hate.

The emo part. hahaahaa.. *cough cough*

kay.

Here goes.

It has been nearly a year.

Being single.

Yea. 3 years plus++ with someone loved is different from being a single man.

Kay.

Not tat important.

Yes.

I do enjoy life.

I've ponder wat i've been going through, in life.

Bukan berperangai riak.

Tetapi ini satu perkara benar yg terlintas di fikiran ku.

I never realise all these while i have been dating, i've been dating many.

kay. not tat many.

Not even reach 10 yet.

hmm..

maybe a few.

Let say, just 5.

Not even including how many new friends i've made i havent get to know more about them yet.

(u meant date them? let just say, get to know more bout them rather than using the term date).

I've been dubbed as a player by some buddies in camp.=D

even by someone i used to love says so. (haha. thats is funny)

What i know is, i never inititate this thing when i was with someone i love.

What i realise now is, i CAN do it.

But i nver did, when i was with someone.

I just dun bother.

hm.. why is tat eh?

But what i know that is not what i am.

I just want them have fun spending their time with me and I'm having fun with the ones i spend time with.

That is good enough. Then , get to know more about each other,vce versa.

That is wonderful.

I dun take them as my girlfriend.

Then have affair,have sex with another.

Then dumped the girlfriend like some guys do.(most?)

(but i do 'dump' a friend i'm dating when the ex appear to find her. just dump both to fight and quarrel and i walk away, visit 7eleven, then continue walking. the friend is still walking after me behind with her ex quarreling with her.In the end, we both took a taxi together and went home. funny experience in the middle of 3am. )

Should i be call a playboy?

hmm.. funny.

yea.

i know.

a few girls i date seems to expect more it seems.

But i'm just dating.

I know, it can go more than what we have been in..

well.

Maybe i settle down after I ORDed.

With a Special Girl.

16 more days baby! Insya'allah.

Then get to know more new friends out there in that outside world.

Boy girl men ladies gays lesbians ah bengs ah lians uncle auntie achi ahpa ahma pakcik makcik abg adik kakak. wakteh waktuk wakdin waklulah!

Songs play are specially dedicated to those special ones.

The friends, the new friends, the one i know, the one i joke with, the one i tease.

Yea. Even you.

You reading this.

You know who you are.

Especially You.

The song for you.

and.. hmm.. whre are u?

number tak pakai lagi ke?

ish ish.

ORD!

2009-06-13T14:22:00.010+08:00

Cheh..

Dah ORD org tu.

hahaha..

Touchdown Singapore, trus ORD!!!!!

I wish you all the best my friend.

We will miss you in camp, in the bunk.

haha.

My turn, insya'allah.

17 more days baby.

Stand-up to the countdown. . .

.. beep .. beep .. beep ..

Sampai Singapore, see all the loved ones waiting. Girlfriends la, family la, (but i never manage to see any boyfriends of them though. Maybe there is? who knows =D ), and the loved ones.

My mom didnt expect me to touchdown that early.

She thought i will reach Singapore at 2.

Haha..

but i didnt.

Still got this popping sound in my ear.

ish..

Air pressure build-up..

tsk.

So why my girlfriend never pick me up?

haha.

because i scare them off

as i love to blow hot breath on their necks and suck their blood.

i am single.

it's not wrong.

I don't want to waste my time going through the same shit and wasting someone else time while I'm serving the nation.

It's a milestone to go through without bumps along the way.

Don't get me wrong.

Relationship is a beautiful thing and both parties must treasured it very well.

Treasure each other.

Love each other.

For me, not now.

After this. =D

But, I'm enjoying my time with my dates.

So, what's the hurry? =)

There are many out there to get to know them as Friends.

I'll settle down after i ORDed.

For someone Special to me.

hmm..

Anyway

Be meeting u again soon!

Two more days on leave.

Monday Tuesday.

~~flutter flutter~~

Be updating with stupid pictures and annoying videos soon. haha!

And and..

I was accepted to be a relief teacher!

hahaha..

oh..

Me teaching?!

hmm..

why not?

Its a good start baby. =D

Happy Surfing!

Abu "Top Gun" Bakar

Honeymoon

2009-06-13T02:06:00.008+08:00

Here I am

Scanning the horizon

Looking for the answers

That have been hidden away from me

For a period of time

Still looking

Still searching

Still wondering

What could be the true answers

To my conscience

Been away

Been far away

Being mysterious

But

All I know is

I'm HooomE! =D

I'm beat.

Get some sleep first.

Zzzz...

..kroh...

zzz.. oh..

yea..

Bujang Oh Bujang.

yela. kau tu masih 18, masih bujang.

aku dah tuo.

tak mcm kau bujang.

perangai berbujang la kau .

tak usah la menyebok ngan anak dara org.

tak usah la kau menyebok ngan kebujangaan aku

berbujang la kau duk sendiri sendiri mcm badut sarkas.

ye bujang.

aku very understanding

kenapa kau suke berbual world world.

jgn risau.

i very the understanding.

melayan kerena kau puas hati aku layan adik aku.

ish.

aku layan jugak kau?!

boleh jadi nonsense ah layan kau.

ish.

khas buat

bujang oh bujang

kay..

zzZZzz...

Abu "Top Gun" Bakar

Kepastian

2009-05-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

Aku mahu dikau,

orang yang terakhir

aku bertemu di sini,

Sblum aku berangkat pergi

Kamu

2009-05-25T01:42:00.007+08:00

Aku pergi, hanya buat sementara.

Aku akan kembali,

untuk berada disisimu.

Week In Week Out

2009-05-21T20:47:00.005+08:00

hola amigos!

Great week?
hoho..
I'll make it quick make it fast.
To remind me in future times. =D

Last Saturday..
It has been a loooong time since i met with my friends , the buddies and the girls.
I was lucky. On Saturday i was able to make it.
=)
Met with them at Bedok Mc, drive to Grand Link for a game : Call Of Duty 4. LAN!
man.
How i was able to learn fast with the controls.
Great game with them.
Even Sab join in.
But not Nisa. Asked to play for me while i had my break.
'Aku tak tau main'.
haha..

After a night with them, we went for supper at Bedok Road.(Simpang Bedok).

It has been a long time...
Saddad craziness.
Anwar's laughter.
Heikal's smile.
Sadiq's tall and lanky-ness. (haha)
and the rest of the gang.
Meet you guys again soon.
MAybe after i return to Singapore.
This Saturday tak boleh la seh.
Wasted.

Yeah!
Thanks Ahmad for the ride home.
Don't worry.
I'll get my own drive soon.
*kaching*

few days left. . .
I'll be leaving Singapore to go abroad.
For wat?
For my honeymoon. . .
heh heh heh..
i'll get as many pictures as possible.

Yesterday had my appointment at Singapore General Hospital.
And yea.
I want to have lunch.
Check my time. It was nearly three.
And i know somebody will have her break or finish work at three.
So why not ask her to join me.
It will be much more fun than eating alone.
Send her a text.
Tapi org tu,
jual mahal katakan.
Cute ah tu. =p
Kasi last chance.
heheheh.
Mcm kubis.

Try eating cabbage, with tomato ketchup.
NICE!

Update more sooooon..

Happy Surfing amigos!

A.B Kin
a.k.a Sergeant ABs

p.s. Playing hard to get with me isn't gonna work baby.
Yes. I wanted to be with you. Yes. I had my eyes on you. Yes. You deserve more than now.
That is how far i'm gonna go. =)

Beats

2009-05-17T17:43:00.012+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Hardstyle, Trance, Hardcore, Techno, Rave, Acid, Goa trance. Jumpstyle... etc etc..
The many music genres.
Something to share.

What is hardstyle?

A music genre mixing influences from trance, hardcore and rave music.
Sub-genre of Hard Dance Music.
Some xtra knowledge to know: Tempo beat average is 140-160(bpm) beats per minute.
But some Hardstyle DJs have input their own unique tempo beats.

How Hardstyle sound?

It typically consists of various musical elements. Such as an almost "heavy" sounding kick, bearing uniqueness, intense reverse basslines and adrenaline-rushing melodies.
Usually takes place inthe middle of the song.
It have some similarities to Hard Trance though. But it has its own unique sound.

A little History bout Hardstyle.

Hardstyle originated from Hard Trance, Gabber, RAve music. With influences from Hard House and Jumpstyle.
From which country it orginate from?
It is believed to be The Netherlands.

Notice the heavy beat of Hardstyle.

What is Hard Trance?
How does it sound?

Its sound varies from its classic(trance) with its emphasis on harder, often acid sounds.
(Demo the Hard Trance track above). The beat is very strong, simpler lead synths or pads but still retain their melodic, "trance-like" nature.
But, recently different production styles develop between two hard trance stables.
Splitting the genre into commonly known as European Hard Trance, that contains dark element similarly to Hardstyle.

A little history on Hard Trance

Hard Trance is a genre of music that originated in Germany in the early to mid-90's and is one of the earliest forms of trance. Common form of trance characterized by strong kicks, with a very dry and heavy sound. But its rare no compared to other forms of Trance and Hard Music.
But it has its close fanbase still in UK, Japan and other part of Europe.

What is Jumpstyle?

Most not all knows abou t Jumpstyle. Its genreof music have been appearing in Singapore.
But what is it really about?
Jumpstyle is a dance and music genre mainly practiced in Europe.the Netherlands, Belfium, Germany and northern France.
Jumpstyle also refers to a style of music to which Jumpstyle can be performed.
It is an off-shoot of the Gabber music and dance scene.

Orignated in Belgium in 1997.
Read more

Read more about Hardcore(Gabber) and Rave.

Enjoy listening to the beats.
But make sure keep it low though.
Its addictive to make it loud.
U might learn knew vulgar words from your neighbours, so my advice: keep it low.

Enjoy!

Beautiful

2009-05-15T22:33:00.008+08:00

To all my friends that i know, to those that know me,
those who i dun know but know me, those whom i know but don't know me,those whom i dunnoe but want to know me, those whom dunnoe me but i want to know them, to friends that i never thought was my friends, to friends whom dun regard me as a friend, to friends whom will never be a friends anymore, to friends that is going far far away , to friends long time ago,
In short
to all my friends that have their beautiful, handsome,pretty,gorgeous,macho, other half in their life,
I dedicate this beautiful song that is playing.
The song is for you people. =D

Get lyrics.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Happy Surfing people!

p.s. Someone is pissed off. oops. my bad.
didnt meant to. well.. it happen. i try. =D
anyway. take care. have a good day,nite,midnite,dawn dusk.
ala. Have a good day. =D

Kuchi kuchi

2009-05-12T14:54:00.007+08:00

heheheheheh...

waa...

Tampines 1..
interesting place..
not bad.
haha.
especially for first-timer like us..
hoho..

i had fun yesterday..
i cannot imagine how many times we talked cock.
and yea..
she cry..
HAHA.

seriously ...
i've never seen anyone laugh till ... cannot breathe?
haha..
but i know u are skill enough not to sembuh all tat drink on my face...
my bad..
=p

and yea.
i make her walk non-stop for more than 2 hours without a rest.
we go here, we go there..
ur knees wanna give way eh?
hoho..
best kan?
i'm bad. =D

I got myself coloured lenses!
yea.
jakun.
seriously never had coloured lense before.
well.
temptation.
oops.
it was on sale offer.
so, since she was wearing expire lenses (crazy!),
why not we bought together.
buy two get two free.
they sell one box at $28.
buy two, $56.
get another two free.
do your maths.
considering the price, one box $14 only!
oooo.
not a bad offer.
actually, its all business.
the way they advertise to tempt customers to buy the set(two boxes)
Smart Marketing. heheh..

What colour do i get for myself?
Brown and black(colourless).
hmm.
should get myself blue...
yea..
i should.
then, they will start asking me, 'Are u Brad Pitt younger brother?'

HAHAHA!

and yea girl.
i hope u get enough rest before ur heavy schedule that is coming up.
knock out kepe smlm?!
=p
takpe. kaki tambah muscle nnt.
serious!

=D

Have a great day ahead ladies and gentlemen!

Happy Surfing!

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I like this music video!
haha..

Happy Mama Day!

2009-05-11T01:29:00.008+08:00

Don't u realise lately, the weather is freaking...
brr..
humid/hot..
i can't count how many gallons of sweat i lose every day..
getting tanner lately i realise..
oo..ish..

After coming back for duty, go check for my pay.
heheheh..
then, plan to pick up mum from work since i come back home quite early and yea, its
Mother's Day!
took a cab from clementi all the way to the airport.
Changi not Paya Lebar.
if u think Paya, something wrong with u..
and yes.
i realise in the cab , i forgot to take my file back from the atm machine at clementi.
not much important documents inside except for some notes i have and some documents i have to pass over tosomebody..
its gone..
tsk..
troublesome..
need to search my memory what i had written down.

oh yea..
actually there were some outings with the guys, but i decided not to join them.
It's Mother's day.
When can i enjoy some moment with mum right?
anyway it is a special day.
why not take advantage of it.

I'm going out later with someone anyway..
Probably we are going to explore Tampines 1.
I've wanted to explore there since 1998.
cheh.
melampau.
since last few weeks actually..

she wanted to explore what so interesting about this place too.
So why not?
Maybe catch a movie or something later..
I'll see..
if there are any interesting movie to watch...
if not..

i've ideas in mind.
=)
just hope at least the weather cools for today..
insya'allah..

I'll update soon!

Happy Surfing!

p.s i wonder who is skin. I hope it is not someone that bugger knows..
Probably some imposter or something who got nothing to do..
coz if it is someone whom he knows, i think..
Things will not go very smoothly.
some 'things' happen lately.
hmm..
let's not say it here..
we know.

though lately, i kind of forget this thing.
its stupid.
but...

Man.
What the hell.
i dun like this. . .

I just dun understand what the fuck that bugger wants from me.
Talk, dun want.
Get somebody else (probably) to talk to me lak.
ape ni!
U don't have balls or wat?
Dammit.

Catch my twitt at www.twitter.com/ashburn

Say Goodbye

2009-05-05T23:56:00.011+08:00

Hola amigos!
It's time to share this beautiful song.
A Meaningful song.
Every word.
In this lyric, meant a lot.
To me.
Indirectly making myself being away from ol stories. =D
Enjoy listening.

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Click here for lyrics.

Then go krazy with my page music.
shake ur bon-bon!

One more thing.
skin..
tagging my blog.
someone have been posing as someone else.
Who?

or..
he's getting people to hunt me down?
hmm..
wat is tat guy's damage?
he is still not happy with me?
i've already let the matter to rest..
but..
it seems he is still not done yet..

ape nak jadi lah budak2 skrng..
tsk.tsk.
ape lagi?

but, still i wonder..
someone has been posing as someone else........
..hmm..

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Horror

2009-05-04T22:02:00.010+08:00

Labour day...

A holiday for most..

Labour day..
the day i was in labour. . .

ha..

sakit perut lah dok!

baru baik dari slight cold..
hmm..
just a normal cold..

hmm..

When u watch too many horror movies, like REC, Jangan Pandang Belakang, 28 weeks later, blah blah blah, sometimes, it control your mind.
I meant, your thoughts will think of things which is not there.

I do not understand why she seems to run away.
The more I get near her, the more freaked out she get.
Do I look like a psychotic assasin?!

I got this envelope in my hand.
It contains what should be return.
I cannot look at it anymore.
Should be given back to its rightful owner.
I saw her on the way back home from her work place somewhere near Outram.
I sent her a message:

' Meet me at the corner of 7-eleven in 2 minutes'.

I can sense she had read the SMS i sent because she started acting strange after that moment.
She kept looking around, as if looking for something/someone.
That's when i felt, she saw me.

She started to pick up pace, towards the pedestrain crossing junction. The green man appear, she started running across the road. Then she was at the middle pavement.
I started to close up.
Without even thinking about her safety, she dashed across the three lane road, missing a bus and a motorbike whizzed by her by an inch.
Man!
She do really think I am an assassin!

She started to move fast.
Instead of walking towards the MRT, she turned left, up the overhead bridge and proceeding where we had came from, before crossing the road.
She was in a hurry.
I stopped.
Turn back. Ran across the pedestrain crossing and waited at the foot of the overhead bridge across the road before we crossed.
I saw her. Running down the stairs, looking behind.
The moment she reached the foot of the bridge, I appear, in front of her.
She saw me!
She gave a bloody scary blood-curdling scream when she saw my face.

I do really look like a psychotic killer.. didnt i?

Then her kness gave way. She fainted.
Damn.
She really think she gonna be eaten.

I put the envelope in her hand. Gave her a kiss on the forehead. Walked away.

Next morning.

Got a call from my contacts.
She was fine. Resting at home.
Well.

After work, I decided to visit her.
It was 10 p.m...

Reached the 3rd floor of the apartment located eastern shore.
I proceed to the door.
Press the doorbell.
I wore a cap, pretending to be a deliveryman. And looking down to hide my features.
I was hoping, she will be the one answering the door.
Then the door open.
Came the voice, 'Yes?'.
Bingo!

I looked up.
That was the weirdest look she gave me I have never ever seen in my life. The eyes!
Was BIG!
And then, came the part i hate.

'AaaaAAAAaaAaaAAaah!'

My cap flew off dude!

Her knees gave away. AGain.
And down she goes, on her back.
Fainted.

Moments later, I heard another voice.

'Dee? Dee? You ok?! Dee!'

Her mom.
She came to where Dee fainted.
Then she saw me.

I said. 'Hi Auntie'The next part, was torturous.

'AAaaaaaAAaaaaaAAaaaah!'

I think my ears bleed with dry blood that night. Down she goes.
Fainted.
Her body covering Dee's face, on the ground.

I hope Dee can breathe that night.
I picked up my cap, holding it on my hand, ran towards the nearby staircase.
I heard footsteps at that moment.
Like someone coming up.
I don't care anymore.
I need to get out.
I ran down the stairs.
Then i saw him.
Before he reach the top part of the staircase, he looked up.
And saw...

(allergy reaction when hearing to many screaming in the ears)

Then the moment i cannot angkat anymore...

He lost his footing. Fall backwards. Rolling down the stairs, reached the bottom in a heap. Against the wall.
No movement.
It was her brother dude!

I ran down, towards him. Look at him. Check his pulse. Lucky. He is still breathing. Still alive.
I bolted down the stairs.
I reached first floor.
I thought it was over.
That is when i turned the corner, bounced into someone.

It was the most cutest face i've ever seen in my whole life!
That moustache, will never be forgotten.
Her Dad!
(for safety precaution, photo will not be uploaded here. U may fall in love. Precaution is priority number one)

The next moment i knew, I am sitting in front of my PC here.
Man!
I do teleport!
Coool!..

Hmm..
That makes me wondering. . .
m i the next , Jumper??

Hmm...
Time will tell...

when i mange to Jump into her room, next time...

(so the next time she saw me.And she scream.And kness gave away again, at least there is something to cushion her. . .
Safe...)

No harm done.
Hmm.
Well..
Except..
er..
her voice..
will squeaks...
Like mice.
How nice. I laike!

PEace No War!

A.B Kin

(this is a work of fiction. Strictly, and i meant strictly, stricter than my ol discipline master, a work of fiction. Doesnt refer to anyone who is alive, dead, fainted, just fainted, fainted long time ago till now still fainted, feel like fainting, want to faint but don't want to, never feel like fainting but want to faint in my arms, and those who feeling feeling force force want to faint although still cannot. This is the author's right to make this story as fiction. It may sound true but it is a fictional story. Strictly is. Yes yes. You may argue it sound real.The characters sound familiar, but 'who ah?' thing pops out from your mind, but this is strictly a work of fiction, a fiction and nothing more than a fiction. Author's right to say it is a fiction although u can argue it is somehow a non-fictional story, but can be argued as a fiction. Author's right to say the story doesnt refer to anybody, anyone, someone, somebody,anything,something,anyhow,somehow and all the anys and the somes you want to put in, that is your right. But it is the author's right to say this is a BLOODY DAMN FICTIONAL STORY YOU DAMN PIECE OF FISH! WANT TO ARGUE SOMEMORE?! This is a work of fiction ladies and gentlemen.Any part that is somehow related to the reader or reader's friend, reader's neighbour,reader's cousin,reader's brother, reader's sister, in short term, reader's siblings, reader's known acquantaince, reader's business partner, reader's colleague, reader's boyfriend,reader's girlfriend, reader's lesbian partner, reader's gay partner, and related to Adobe reader, is purely coincidental. It was not done purposely,on purpose, or purposely propose to purpose. And please, do take care of yourself. Message is brought to you by abmdigitalinfo.blogspot.com.Find out more!)

Don't

2009-04-30T13:23:00.005+08:00

WE humans do make mistake.
We learnt.
We dont repeat.

I used to love a very special lady in ma life.
But it seems that she never believe or know that the love i had for her, is true
and really wanted to be there for her.
Being training during NS, being there for her physically most of the time, is not easy.
Unless, if a girl really understand what her lover is going through. (i tell u it's rare)
It isnt easy.

It's a pity we broke up, right after my training phase is over.
I do think bout her all the time.
It just doesnt seem feel right, because i still love her.
When i was told about what i did and listening to others without even giving her a chance to explain, i woke up.
The reason i still contact with her for two months.
To give things a chance for both of us to reconcile.

hmm..oh yes..
I didnt meant to confess to her friend that way.
Yes. I do admire.
But it doesnt come to feelings.
I guess.. I was getting into something to say things to the friend.

Months come and go.
I had fun.
She is happy in your life.
But, once in a while..
I still think of her.
it.. just came..
Whenever i go to places that we planted our feets before, her beautiful eyes and smile just pop into my mind.
Her body shape. From her hair to her ass to her toes..
dang..
just ..Wow!

just like yesterday..
After got back from the modelling agency, i get down near novena mrt, saw Tan Tock Seng Hospital..
When into Novena Square.
Remembered the favourite chocolate donut she chewed on
Walk past Burger King. Remembered the corner we sat, where we were enjoying the late dinner we had. After we visit her mum who was hospitalised.
To be precise, after i accompany her to visit her mum..
In her beautiful-looking nurse uniform..

I talk to u again recently..
u should understand that,
I am just being me.
To be there for someone.
u know.
I need to correct u, i wasnt hoping for anything.
I was just there.. For you..
To pass your time, your boredom..
On the other hand, u help me in spending my time away from boredom.
that's it.
i understand ur sudden disappearance and silence.
You got stuff to do.
It's kinda worrying, like wat really happen to u..

These are the recipes in a part of the chapters in our life.
There's more only for us to know.
I'm gonna lock this chapters of our life somewhere safe, for us to ponder during our time
together.
Our chapters of our life together, has ended.
The book, is complete.

I wish you all the best in your life.
You are the one whom i used to love.
And thank you for the memories.
I wish u all the best again!

I had enough of trying to make things right.
I know it doesnt work.

WIthin, insya'allah, two months end of June, i end my service soon.
Someone, is slowly crawling into me.
Although i doesnt expect it much, but I just want to be there for her, better still, better than what i had went through before.
I have many plans to look forward to in life.
She work hard for the performance, i hope i can make it this Saturday.
Just waiting for The word 'GO' from sir.
Or else *i gonna shoot myself*. hoho.

but seriously, we looking for it.
I wanna watch her.
She work hard.
I want her to be happy.
She went through lots.
I wanna do my part to make her happy.
Coz she make me happy for being there.. even though with my busy schedule..
At least, she can be a trusty close friend. =p

I wanna be there.

A.B Kin

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Your knees going weak.
You feel like you just wanna go down.
But, you better don't.
You never will.
I'll grab both your hands.
And pull you up on both feet.
I will ensure you stand and walk with both.
You won't go down,
while i'm still breathing.

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